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.Wednesday, December 31, 2003 ' 12/31/2003 11:55:00 PM Y



shang xin si le!!!!!!!!!!!!! their concert confirm next yr le... omg!!!~~~ where got enough time to save money.. & o level yeah... mummie will let mahx?? sianzzzzzzzzzzz....
wanna cry le larx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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. ' 12/31/2003 11:44:00 PM Y



sianz.. cannot watch taiwan live telecast of their countdown.. 5566 there yeah!~~... sobx sobx.. i now more & more luv them le.. oppzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!~~~ do homework lo.... see ya!~

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. ' 12/31/2003 05:55:00 PM Y



I'm here again... haha.. juz now went to withdraw money le.. haha... den sundae can go yu gou le orh!~.. happie!~.. daddie driving me there !!~~~... lalala.. happie foreva.. think there's hope dat i can go for their concert & promotion in s'pore le.. lalalala... coz my mummie can oso "mi shang" 5566 orh... lalala... =p.. happie.. later gng out lo.. to have dinner den go shop shop.. but mi haven't finish h/w orh.. so lucky last nite i prepare the compo le.. so juz hafta write out lorx.. den the summary ok larx.. den add maths oso finish at nite.. since mummie having dinner so i'll juz hafta stay @ home.. to finish bk review & social studies.. todae really muz do cannot doze off.. yeah!~~...
my bill cum le.. shld be bout 50 bahx.. so i think i won my brother 200 le.. hahaha... lalalala.... i'm soooo happie!~~.... i love my family!!!! i love my frenzzz...
actually wanna add utada hikaru song de.. but i luv chun zai lehx.. how da add first love? dunno lehx.. so sad.... lalalala...
heyz.. my frens arh.. dun worri bout me larx.. i dun dare to rebel liao.. wansin gonna slap mi till i scold her, tinez gonna erm.. she sae she dunno wad she'll do.. ting sae support me... missie sae... accept it lorx... shan sae... wad she sae arh.. i noe oso quite fierce larx... bla bla bla... bla bla black sheep haf u any wool?.... bla bla... so fast fridae sch reopen le.. but mi in camp sia.. bored.............. lame.... i'll go off at 6pm.. in case my dad back and after he bathe off we go.... but i haven't pack my things dat i bringing later orh.. hehez... so happie sia... 5566 rulezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!
did i told u wad time i slept last nite? 4.30........ wake up at 6.30 to play wif baobei.. sms wif ping den wansin den ting... haha... use my dad hp.. mine alreadi exceed 350 smses... i die liao... lolzzzzzzzzzzzz... 740+++... hahahaha... lalala...
actually alot of songs beri nice to add in blogs yeah!~... dreamin of you.. first love.. truely deeply madly... 5566 songs.. but i can't find f4 one lehx.. oh yeah.. becoz u luv me oso nice.. lolzz.. zai zai releasing album soon lo... gonna buy oso... he now not beri thin le.. can see frm the poster in showbiz.. he damn yandao in love storm sia.. dye hair.. cool... tony oso... yandao!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. i gonna save lotz of money for their concert, and everything.... hafta buy things for sum of you haha.. as a promise.. but will be abit late larx hor.. pay off ping 25 first lorx.. den brother bit by bit... den can buy le.. den 5566 concert money.. jia you lorx..!!~~
i gonna jia you le... muz do well in o level!!!... hehez... bla bla...
sianz... wanna sleep le sia... this few daes rushing h/w.. now headache le... sianzzzzz
k larx.. buaiz le...
{w}ennie sae bUaIz....

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. ' 12/31/2003 12:42:00 PM Y



HEYZ.. PLS DUN FORGET DAT TML ONWARDS MI NO HP LE.. ANITHING CALL MI HSE OK? I'LL CONTACT ALL OF U ONCE I GOT MY NEW LINE.. SHLD BE 3RD WEEK LORX... SAVE MONEY FIRST.. YEAH!~.. MISS U GUYS... TATA!~ SEE YA ON 2ND JAN!~...
HAFTA DO H/W LE ORH!~~~
5566 RULEZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
5566 new song shou hou du jia shou bo le.. not bad orh!~.. yipee!!!


Xie ZhI rUlEx 4eVa

by the wae... my other blog the song is without ur love orh.. though now not much things inside but i will try harder to add things inside.. haha

Another 11 hrs & 38 mins

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. ' 12/31/2003 12:32:00 PM Y



haiyo... i dunno dat wad i wrote will cause tinez to think i got illness sia... bleahx.. no larx.. too mani things happen le.. mind veri confused tends to anihow think often le.. dunno y.. very depressed lorx... a while ok a while not ok... sianz.. tired of this kind of "mood"...
oh yeah!~.. sundae gng to bishan to yu gou their cd hopefully @ sembawang can cancelled... haha!~... =p... lalalala...
beri sian todae all half-dae xcept for daddie... work till 6pm.. sianzzz... baobeoi now mujm mum mi oso needa mum mum le...
heyz..!!! mi change new guestbook le.. means u guys hafta rewrite again larx... go write larx.. now onli ping write.. sobx sobx.. yeah yeah!!
5566 cuming next mth lo..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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.Tuesday, December 30, 2003 ' 12/30/2003 05:44:00 PM Y



i finally noe wad i can use for another blog le.. 5566 & f4 thingy!!! yeah yeah!~~... but not often update bahx.. bleahx.. try my bez larx..
sianz... no more westside story to "qi dai" le... so sad..
ar!!! ping sae.. 5566 next yr got concert yeah.. die le larx.. next yr o level how da go concert.. mummy & daddy sure dun let de arh.. go for their xuan zhuan alreadi got prob. le... concert.... no hope to see them le larx... sobx sobx... wanna cry le larx...
i wan to go their concert.................... wansin sae if no money oso cannot go.. hafta beg mother... ting sae hafta see... unless...... ping oso unless got money.!! who else will pei me go uh................... god bless me...... mi really wanna see them......... =(...
but i muz work hard so as not to affect my studies den mummy & daddy will let me go mahx.. jia you!~...
mi pray dat i can see them at least once this yr.. den i xin man yi zu le...
i change new guestbook le.. pls sign orh thanx!!!!~~~


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. ' 12/30/2003 02:26:00 PM Y



Sianz... the tupid lame mood is back again.... i dunno why.. pple ard me is damn affecting me much... i dunno.. feelin damn tong ku sia... wadeva larx.. once sch reopen i juz gonna burrow myself into books.. & stay all the time in the lib. after sch immediately go back home & sleep, rest den study... except for mondae 10.45 to watchie westside story lorx.. otherwise.. it's all study den.. i logging off at 2.30 to watch show biz den do my h/w le... hafta finish my chinese, social studies & add maths todae.. try my bez den tml do e/l lorx... jia you le!~~...
i seem to luv peace and silence this few weeks... a while i think i'm alright a while latewr i think i'm in misery.. yeah.. maybe it's juz xiang tai duo... but... simply hate this kinda of feeling to the core.. i hate it... i shldn't type animore coz if i do.. i gonna once again type nonsense...
maybe shldn't be born in this world at all bahx.. dun hate my parents... it's fate den i'm here... juz dat why i'm not dead... hope soon.. i hate to feel sad upset or wadeva.. happiness neber eva last in me.. onli for a yr or so... sianzzz.. really hafta go.. buaizzz....

oNlI tHiNg i cAn lOoK fOrwArd tO...

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. ' 12/30/2003 01:01:00 PM Y



my sis watchin vol. 4 tempting me to watch again... actually since no one online i think i go watch better bahx hor.. den later at bout 4 den i cum online lorx... tata..!!~~~~... jia you le orh~~!!
be BacK lateR..................

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Monday, December 29, 2003 ' 12/29/2003 07:04:00 PM Y



HeYz.. todae me realli happie orh... early in the morning i woke up.. =)... at ten i set off to bedok to get the 5566 concert vcd & xie zhen ji frm ping.. muackz ping ai si ni le!~.. ha!... den meet missie at vcd shop there to buy westside story vol. 4..
okiez.. now i qian pple money le.. missie 2.50 xp 25 if i buy the concert vcd larx... den wansin dunno yeah.. coz i dunno how much the 5566 2nd album cost.. haha!~...
juz watched finish vol. 4 damn nice sia~!!!!... love it.. but beri sad coz no more le.. haiz.. dunno got pt.2 not hor.. bleahx.. think i really in luv wif 5566 le!!!! THEY RULEZ.... though i esp luv tony sun larx.. wansin sae he no double=lid so dun like him.. sobx... no wae.. he moz yandao arh!~... lalalala.... gonna read his xie zhen ji later.. den do my h/w.. and dream of him later.. lolzzzz... mi long time neber lidat le.. can becoz of an idol & forget myself.. lolzzzz... mi sotz le.. really sotz.. last idol is alec su.. lolzzzzzz....
mi cannot online for long le... mummy not ebri happie... coz i finish vcd and immediately on com to play.. lalalala... but i really happie.. but sorri missie... u cum here to study but i watched vcds ha!~... forgive me larx.. mi too tempted le.. =p... yeah.. next week their album out le.. yippee!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~.... 5566 rulez man!~...
ai si ta men le!!!!
i really mad le....
but no matter wad hafta finished my h/w soon so dat i can enjoy my dreamx..... peacefully wif no worries....
i gonna save money to buy the other 3 vol. sia... den quickly pay off debts den haha!~... happie!~~...ok dun type le.. but onli if bro wokrin den i can online orh.. or else........... buaiz.... till sch reopen den we'll meet again...
tata!~~~
lalala.... bUaIz Guyz..
{S}ha {W}en...
wo yao bi yi qian guo de gen kai xin...

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Sunday, December 28, 2003 ' 12/28/2003 07:09:00 PM Y



Sianz.. shld i order the cd or try my luck on the dae it's released lehx? i dunno lehx.. sianz.. tml gng to bedok to buy vol. 4.. mi really sotz le.. whahaha.. den gonna save money to pay off my debts & those prezzies.. haha.. *blur* think brother cuming home soon.. so can't stay too long.. lalala... mi now onli haf ten dollars.. borrow 5 dollars frm missie... to buy vol. 4.. den maybe hafta borrow 5 dollars frm ping for the cd.. uh-oh!~... mi really sotz le sia... lalalalalala... tml wun be online le orh.. sumone cuming to my hse to zhuo ke... okiez.. den i go le.. tata...
P.s i've remove the songs as it delayed the loading time... so onli left wif perfect moment le.. yeap!~... i'm still searchin for 5566 pics.. yeah!~..
F4 & 5566 RuLeZ

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Friday, December 26, 2003 ' 12/26/2003 06:33:00 PM Y



Oh mY gOd!!! okiez.. i juz d/led all 5566 & westside story skins.. lolzz.. i sotz le.. actually usin thsi skin shld use chun zai song hor.. but nvm larx.. will change later.. gonna change skin week by week le.. lalalla... i got one sun xie zhi one orh.. damny nice sia..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehez.. now change to this den next week den i change to tony sun xie zhi one.. yandao orh!~~~... lalalala......
i'm deeply in luv wif 5566 & f4 le.. =D......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i gonna finish westside & love storm todae!!~~... yeah yeah!!
5566 & f4 rulezzz!!~~

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/26/2003 05:19:00 PM Y



Dreamin' Of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you

I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

(BRIDGE)
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too

I'll be dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

(CHORUS OUT)

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/26/2003 05:10:00 PM Y



okiez.. i'm back frm my duty.. and.. okiez.. on the wae back home.. i reconsider bout my decision on sumthings.. and had my final decision... i dunno if by doin' so will i be happie or wad-so-eva.... i oso dunno this yr hav i been myself? as in the hacker who hacs shan's mail & everyhting.. told me.. "why shld i be frens wif those i once dislike?" did i really go suck up to them or i sincerely wanted to be frens wif them... coz of loneliness? for happiness? am i actin' noble... am i acting all along? i dunno.. i hate the one i am now.. i dunno am i myself.. but which is me? the one who ignores everyone and seek for quietness? or the one who go ard seeking for forgivness to be back frens wif them & hav fun wif them? which is me? actually i was thinking... next yr will be the last yr le.. but is the yr when everyone or rather moz of us will part our own waes... towards each & everyone's of us future... i tot to myself.. the onli wae not to feel pain is to, not staying too close to whom ever u think u like... & wanted to be wif.. as far as possible... den maybe when the times can.. i wun feel hurt at all.. or rather when we're gng out den i'm left alone i wun feel dat upset bahx.. coz i ignore them first so it doesn't matter bahx...
*eEwZZzz* juz now bought a baby shoes for baobei.. for next yr new ys.. thre's A B C on the shoe.. haha!~.. cutez.. rather tired & bored @ the lib todae... but ok larx..
next thursdae mummie daddie having weddin dinner... lookin' for sumone to acc. mi out sia.. aniwhere oso can.. till bout 11pm.. lolzz sianzzz.. but provided i finish all my h/w by then lorx... =p... den on 31st i wanna go foam party @ sentosa lehx.. hope brother can bring me there.. den mummy fang xin mahx.. =p.. *shrugz*...
mondae baobei cuming back here again.. haha!~.. botak!!!~~~.. lolzzz.. for now.. he's the one who can makes me *smilez*... & *giggles*.. his laughter is damn cute now... ha!~.. lookin forward to mondae............................................................................................................................................................
*mOoDiE weN*

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/26/2003 12:06:00 PM Y



Sianz.. hafta report to bedok lib later to do tupid duty later happie dat it's onli for an hr. phew.. imagine i have to zip up my mouth for an hr.. oh no.. shld bring tooth paste & toothbrush arh.. arbo later smelly sia... =x... last nite slp beri late... 4 sumthing.. frm 10.30 till 3am i watched the love storm.. nice sia... but dun like the xu ruo huan hairstyle.. =p.. oopss. i rather watched vcds till so late den doin' h/w.. haiz.. onli left with final 7 daes.. 5th jan hand up mahx.. hmm.. slowly larx.. =p.. den the love storm i watched till 8 episode le.. still left with 13... try to finish todae den tml can do h/w since there's no more xin bai se zhi lian.. sobx.. i hafta leave at 12.25 to tk the bus and reach @ 12.45 to meet wansin & missie... i wanna go popular buy thingy & ntuc to buy fishballs.... *shrugz*.. hope i wun forget...
so tired.... *YaWnzzZ*... well.. dunno wad da tinkin' nowadaes.. needa time to relax le.. lalalalalalalala..... boredddddd!!!!!
*sMacKz mY heAd* *heYz, wAkeZ uPxx!*.... *arGhhh, leT mE beE iN mY sWt dReaMx*..
OpPs.. i hafta go.. gonna be late if i miss my bus.. not yet comb my hair.. lala.. oh yeah.. maybe u guys may see a new me.? maybe cutting my hair next week.. wif my mummie... hmm.. see if i bear den..
tata!~~
12.04pm

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Wednesday, December 24, 2003 ' 12/24/2003 11:11:00 PM Y



An announcement.. i'm terminating my current phone line this 31st. rem not to send sms or call to my line... i switching to another phoney com. maybe starhub. will update u guys when i change..
i'm getting bored wif this puppy lover skin alreadi.. *bish myself*.. haiz.. hey.. since when did i ever get sick of sumthing.. oh no.. sumthing wrong wif me.. i'm feeling sumthing real weird wif me le.. ha!~... shall main bi si guo tonite.. yeah.. everyone went celebrating xmas while me here.. toking rubbish wif that shannie.. ha!~... daddi & mummi juz went out they claim to sae they went out deposit money i bet they went to their "zoo" guess wad jackpot lorx.. tupid.. gimme the money betta sia.. lolzzzzzzz.. i gonna search for a beautiful skin man... oh my god.. since when did i use this type of wordy? whahaha.. i'm feelin' a change in mi... i dunno wad kinda.. but.. hmm.. will see den.. so bored.. and cold sia.. haiz.. i dread of living wif fear deep down in my heart or rather having sudden surprise here and there... be it good or badx.. i juz dun wan it... i'm tired.. dunno y.. i simply dun wanna do h/w.. seriously... the more i live on.. the more i think i'll be heartbroken... i'll miss them when they leave me.... i'll miss their scoldings.. laughter.. bickering... smiles... everything... i'm not afraid of death.. more afriad of loniless.. In fact i think i'm selfish.. i wanted my fmaily to mourn for me instead of mi mourning for them.. no way.. i dun eva want dat... i dun eva wan to see them leaving me one by one.. day by day, years by years... soon.. htey'll be leaving me alone.. so wad if i've frens?!... one dae.. everyone of us will part our ways and get on wif our own lifes.. true.. maybe there'll be 1 or 2 or 3 by my side when i old... but we'll never noe.. promises are meant to be broken.. this 3 ys mani given me promises... all broken.. not a single one of them stays... nopez.. not any... i neber give up on my frens... no matter how deep they hurt me.. i neber.. i will get angry for a moment... and i'll learn to forgive & forget... i rather hav a grp of frens den none... as i said i'm afraid of being alone... i hurt mani of my frens.. i think of all.. wansin the moz... stupid jealousy over a lamey guy... whom i bet i never eva love at all.. a break off wif him.. means i'm redemming my freedom back.. yes.. back.. i tot i'll be happie foreva since i've peace wif everyone.. xiaoping, xinyi, wansin, serene, missie, ... forming up shan dan.. yin hsuan, tine, ting, sin, missie... and of coz... clearing up misunderstandings wif shan, tinez and every single one of them.. get the pt.? they've been at least my best fren or rather treat me as their once bez frens.. but i sumhow ignored them for sum purposes? i tot so.. dat time.. no one carez for me.. indeed there are...
i dunno wad the shit i'm talking.. seriously.. i dunno y i shld work hard.. i dunno y am i here... i dun like being here... i hate to be away from my family & everybody... the fear is always deep down in my heart.. and my heart is always cryin silently..
ok... so wad if i'm in 2 relationship? i've never eva love them or even feel angry when they betrayed me.. is that love? i doubt so... so wad if i like those guys get crazy over them.?... i've never seriosuly like them.. till one and yes.. is him.. though it's totally impossible to be wif him or having him to like me.. i dun carez.. he's the first one who i feel heartache for.. he's the first one i seriously like.. and wish he'll be happie.. i dun carez..... i dunno y i tok about him.. he's juz back to my mind again...
i always wonder wad's the feeling of touching the skyz? it's near & yet so far... so unreal & yet realistic..
now i'm the skyz wif rain... a heavy rain.. it's flooding the cities... wonder when it'll be ending...
i hate lies... i hate to be betrayed... but yet i did everything before... dat's y i sae... i'm not a trustworthy one.. neither can i be a gd fren to sumone who's cryin and needed to be comfort right awae... coz i'll juz speak nonsense.. i'm lame... i dare not do wadeva things i wan.. why am i scared? myself? y muz i always onli expresses well in letter, emails, smses.. but not in person or rather voice to voice.. LAME... i din even dare to treat a fren who eventually treats me as true fren as a real true fren.. coz of wad?.. i'm scared to be hurt or rather i'll hurt her one dae.. who noes? i always get uneasy & unhappie when sumone turns off me.. when indeed they didn't.. stupid rite? i always feel i noe wad they're thinking.. sumtimes i'm rite.. wheneva i think they wan me to be out.. i automatically get myself out to a far away place.. i always assume i'm rite.. but sumtimes it prove myself to be veri wrong... a great mistake..
i dunno wad the hell i toking.... my mind isn't in the right mood suddenly... i juz feel like... i seem to be losing frens soon.. i dunno if i goin' to care... or... doin sumthing bout it... i dunno... i onli noe i'm tired now... i'm tired of guessin how my frens treat me as.. frens? not frens? classmates? schmates? foes? or the i-dislike-u? true frens? bez frens? gd frenz?
i love all of my frens.. i no longer dislike anibody... or against anione... i swear not to gossip anithing bout anione.. but i think there wun be any chances for mi next yr.. coz i think i 'll not be seein u guys much.. recess i'll be in lib.. after sch.. study... study study... secrets.... i think i bursting soon.. now den i noe keepin secrets can be beri tong ku... haiz.. maybe it's good not to noe ani... such as.. when it's leak out and it happens to be that u're the onli one who noes.. u got it... yeah... but we'll never noe who else they tell? so.. betta to keep my ears shut tight... ? depends den.. am i writing a compo tonite? i've 3 compo but i've not yet written one.. lame... i gonna write till 11.05pm.. ten mins. to go.. yeap.. but first i gotta go to the toilet to relieve myself..
+++++++++++++++++++++BacK+++++++++++++++++++++++++
okiez.. another 8 mins to go.. and i shall end this tupid compo of mine...
stressful.. next yr shall be a tough yr for mi.. my results isn't gd at all.. juz by luck i passed my el 7 overall pass.. my % was 58.8.. no improvement made since sa1.. same %.. surprise uh? maybe i'll get into an ite in 1 1/2 yr time.. who noes? i'm giving up.. i'll juz study wif all my might... i dun wanna make myself tired... and den burst out cryin halfway studying at home or during a lesson & scare off missie... who's my partner next yr.. and... doze off in class.. no more late nights.. no more coffee at nights.. no more last min. works.. no more copying... no more talking in class bout things dat are irrelavent to studies..... that's all i can do..
my resolution for the yr 2004...
no more bickerings wif my family members..
no bad comments for anione...
never ignore anione.. if i can.. i'll juz try...
haiz.. it's 11.02pm rite now.. shannie & missie.. is nice.. i told them to wait and they did.. thanx..
dun worri i'm alright juz a bit moody.. right now.. the feeling of wanted to cry but tears can't ...... yeah... feeling ups & downs... dun get the wrong meaning.. i'm not against ani of my frens.. juz my feelings.. but frens.. u noe in ur heart if i'm treating u as a real true fren( a fren dat is not really a fren, perhaps the kind of bez of the bez fren? a fren dat is part of ur life.. and never will be forgetten .. unless lost their memory one dae but be sure to hit them up.. k? a fren whom u will sure ur woes & happiness wif.. cry in front of u, smilez in front u.. always urself when u're wif her.. quarrel & bickers wif her.. ).. u shld noe it clearly by now.. even though i dun needa sae.. =) tk carez..
okiez.. last one min. and i shall log off.
11.05
{s}ha {w}en
i gonna buy westside story for sure le.. haha.. luv it much..
and chun zai is now in my another blog.. change to dreamin' of u.. nice..

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Tuesday, December 23, 2003 ' 12/23/2003 09:08:00 PM Y



OH YEAH! WESTSIDE STORY VOL. 3 DAMNY NICE SIA... I FINISHED WATCHIN IT.. HEHEZ... LOVE IT MAN!~.. YAYU & MIEJUE SHI TAI FINALLY TOGETHER AND GONNA BE TOGETHER FOREVA!~~.. LALALALA... =P..
I HATE MY SIS.. IDIOT.. SHE POSSESS THE TV.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LALALALLALA... YEAH YEAH WESTSIDE RULEZ!!!!! GONNA WATCH LATER TO DO H/W.. HEEZ.. I MAD LE.. LALA..

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/23/2003 08:54:00 PM Y



YEAP!~,.. mi beri tired doze off in the bus on the wae home.. lame sia.. heez... i got the present frm sha sin!~ *haPpIe* it's a watch.. & a key chain.. juz nice.. coz i'm goin to camp again so the keychain is on my bag pack now.. ha!~
okiez.. jingmin got mine.. a soup bowl & 2 key chain.. *heez* wad's next.. hehe i sae not cuming online still cum no larx.. brother not yet homey mahx.. den cum awhile might as well update lorx.. hehez.. baobei slping awae now.. *shrugz*... okiez... i've got quite a no. of xmas gifts hehez.. a diary, a monkey coin pouch?, a radiator, a bagpack, a watch, a keychain... another sling bag.. okiez so... wad else.. let's see tml k? haha!~
gonna do h/w later le.. den... pack my camp stuffs.. =p.. tk carez.. see ya again...
i dunno y.. suddenly he's back to my mind again.. *shrugz*.. hao bu rong yi ba ta pao dao yi pang le.. todae when cuming online.. dunno y hope he's online sia.. i'm dead.........................................................

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/23/2003 09:18:00 AM Y



I"M LATE!!! GOSH!! TODAE GONNA CELEBRATE XMAS YEaH YEAH!!!! mummy preparing sandwiches for me!~.. while me.. yeah mean.. online away sia.. i'm late.. i meetin missie at 10.. but now alreadi 9.18.. i hafta prepare other things still.. *shrugz* so long neber update le... this few daes rather ok lorx.. beri tired.. sianz larx.. sch reopen de first dae got stupid sec 1 orietation camp hafta go but i alreadi pack half of my bag since it's onli a 2 dae camp.. ha!.. i juz remembe.. the water dere is cold!!!!!!!! oh my god!!!!~~ lalala.. i'm mad.. yes i am.. bla bla bla.. =p..
okok i really hafta go.. think i wun be online for a period of time.. is dat a gd or bad news? no story frm me?! **HeeZ*.. jia you le everybody i needa rush my h/w too.. missie cuming me hse to do eng wif me.. or rather ha!~.. i dunno larx.. wun be online le.. maybe this fridae? coz brother had been taking leave this few daes same as da-sao so bb was not at home!! but tonite he's staying here!!! yeah!! bb is botak now!!! 4th months old le orh.. looks like boi boi le!! *EeEwZ* haha.. go Le ORh.. taTa.. hOpe the weather will be fine... juz fine.......................

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Saturday, December 20, 2003 ' 12/20/2003 04:33:00 PM Y



*shrugz* receive call frm wansin 2 hrs ago.. bout sumthing not beri beri nice.. haiz.. things gettin' complicated le orh!~.. blehx.. later gng to plaze singapura to get presents for sis.. yippie!~.. i gonna enjoy myself man!~... oh yeah!~..sumthing happen last nite!
i'm near to death last nite.. after bathing.. i caught a flu.. ok.. at first juz a flu.. an hour later.. it gettin worst.. i start to choke.. and nose black.. at first i could still handle.. coz this is common to me.. but as i took my h/w out to do while watchin tv.. i can't breathe.. i panicked.. i walk & walk.. sumtimes usin my mouth to inhale the air.. but i hate the feeling.. i continue using my nose to breathe.. that's it.. i'm hurting myself even more.. i can't tolerate it & opened my dad's & mum's room to seek help.. sad to sae.. mum's unwell.. no one response... serious.. i was really afraid.. i afraid to doze off wad if i juz.... coz i still hardly breathe at dat time.. den i rememebr the doc. did give me a liquid med. beginning of the yr when i went to see him for nose blockage.. a while later.. there's improvement.. i mean.. whenever i'm unwell.. my parents are there lorx.. this time.. u see.. now i sleep alone & i really scared wad if.. i forgot bout the med. and...... haiz.. all in my mind was one person........
okiez.. nvm.. i'm still not well now.. but no more nose blockage for at least now... yeah.. now.. =p.. i'll take carez of myself.. now have "zhen qin" wanna watch le.. so i'll be gng soon.. maybe mondae den online.. coz i think tml i'm gng out too.. yeap!~..

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Friday, December 19, 2003 ' 12/19/2003 02:29:00 PM Y



ha!.. actually todae not cumin' online de.. coz yesterdae revise chemistry half-way.. den i still left wif the last chap.. 28.. sms wif tin[g]z till 3... lolzzz... den i read my story book till 4am. den sleep.. ha! den 12pm wake up.. brush tee tee.. den eat hor fun.. yummpie!.. lolzz.. actually todae juz wanna see shan's blog coz u noe she's in m'sia mahx.. email beri slow.. see wad she update lorx.. hope she'll be alrite.. tk carez fren!~.. okiez?
mummy juz walk past took a packet of wafer rolls dat belong to brother de.. ha!.. now listening to perfect moment.. oh yeah i sotz le.. created another blog there's the link on the right lorx.. hehez... haven't decide wad shld i write lehx.. lala..think bout it over the weekend larx.. haha...
i hafta finish h/w which i wrote on my cupboard le.. ha!~by tonight b4 i sleep.. yeap!~..
lalala.. i'm soooo........ happie.. sumone wanna buy air ticket gimme sia.. lolzzzz.. kiddin larx.. bish!~.. lalala..
weekend not cuming online lo... tonite go buy tel. line yeah yeah!~... hmm... tml go buy clothes.. haha.. yeah yeah.. lalala..
heyhey.. 5566 rulez.. whahahaha... lalalala.. mi too stress. becum sotz liao.. wad else to update uh?? argh!!~~
okiez..

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Thursday, December 18, 2003 ' 12/18/2003 03:39:00 PM Y



OkiEz.. As u can see.. i've chanegd a new skin.. haha.. but dunno y the okcounter cannot be seen.. haiz.. nvm.. i saved all the template in my email le.. oh yeah!!! sorri yeah. mi change email again.. coz.. my hotmail cannot send mail sia.. haiz.. so hafta change again lorx.. beri sorri yeah!!! so dun send email to my hotmail le orh.. send to my yahoo.. same as hotmail username but is yahoo.com.sg =p..
mummy juz now sae i better dun play com le hafta tidy up my room or else daddy gonna scold brother for letting me use com.. actually i didn't tell brother i use com.. but i think he noe larx.. juz dat he kept quiet lorx.. haiz.. think i oso dun play tml le.. saturdae ask him do my laptop better larx.. arbo i oso beri scare dat later this com kena virus and is me the one who cause it.. beri scare sia.. he hafta save money to study le.. so i think i dun dare to touch this com le.. =s.. scare scare... haha!!~~.. i told everione but not him bout my change of mail lolzzz.. scare to send him mails liao.. haha!!~.. but nvm larx.. who carez!~.. lalalala...
haiz.. i beri bored but i hafta go le.. start reading books & so.. hope to see all of u on mondae den!!~.. tk carez...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/18/2003 01:29:00 PM Y



okiez... i'm beri bored so start the quiz haha.. baobei ish sleepin' now so i can play com for a while.. haha!~

sIanZ... sEeN tHis FrM fRIeNdStErS..
Time started: 13:34
Name : Yiwen
Birthdate : 31/08/88 realized dat next yr on my bdae.. gonna celebrate teacher's dae again..
Home town : Singapore, east
Pri School : eunos primary
Sec School : bedok north sec...
Poly/Jc : erm.. shld be temasek poly bahx?!
University : hope i can go for overseas one lorx..
Siblings : 2 eldest brothers... sister-in-law & "sister"
ElDeSt.. Grandmother.. ?
Righty/Lefty: righty..

~~~~~Your Looks~~~~~
Hair Colour : black or a litle brown somewhere..
Eye Colour : brown.. pure asian
Contacts/Glasses: glasses..
Any Piercings: nopez...
Any Rings : nopez
What Shoes Do You Wear: *ar-bish* i forget le.. lolzzzzz.. track shoes lorx..

~~~~~Just Lately~~~~~
How are you today: hmm.. refreshing... =D
What pants are you wearing: in my pyjamas still..
What shirt are you wearing: haiz.. i sae liao.. pyjamas larx.. 101 dalmatians one.
What does your hair look like at the moment: soft.. really.. change to lavenus le..
What song are you listening to right now: perfect moment...
What was the last thing you ate: egg tart
How is the weather right now: just fine..
The last person you talked to on the phone: missie

~~~~~More About You~~~~~
What are the last four digits of your phone?: 8304
If you were a crayon what color would you be? blue
Have you ever almost died: mani yrs ago.. drown..
Best advice anyone's given to you: tine's "the ball in my hand, & i hafta burst it myself!~"
What sport do you hate the most: lame!!~~ running!!!
How many phones do you have in your house: 6..
Do you have your own phone line: yeappie
Animals: u mena i like wad animals= hamsters or those small small little ones.. / i did rear animals
Place for a dream house: neber.. juz hope to have a home dat belongs to me.. and i can put all my fav things inside hopefully, is a semi-detached hse?
Have you ever sprained/broken/fracured a
bone: yeah.. last yr..
Who would you tell your dreams to: see who cums in my mind first.. i'll tell her/him but if not i juz keep it to myself!~
Who is the loudest friend: haha..!!~~ she noe larx..
LoLX.. ErR, ShAoTinG mA?! AhAhA~
Who is the quietest friend: missie? but sumtimes can be beri noisy till i bth!~

~~~~~You and Love~~~~~
Do you believe in love: yes!
Do you believe in love at first sight? yEAP!
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nOpez
What song do you want played at ur funeral: huh?!
Lights on/off: ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you like snow, sun, rain: all three..!!!! when i moody= snow.. when i happie!~=sun when i upset=rain!~
Summer or winter: smae as above.. for diff mood..
White or chocolate milk: choco milk
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: none of it..
Skiing or boarding: both.. if i noe how to..
Day or night: evening!~ and daybreak!~ the skys is exceptionally beautiful!~
Cake or pie: depend wad filling lorx
Diamond or pearl: design...
Sunset or sunrise: both!!!!!!~~~

~~~~~~Have You Ever~~~~~
Loved someone so much it made you cry: yeah.. who else but him..... haiz
Misses someone so much it made you cry: *ar-bish*... he's too far awae
Smoked: i choke whenever my dad smoke..!! *shrugz*
Time finished: 13:56

Last car ride: BrOthEr'S cAr.. aNd i vOmiTeD =p
Last good cry: erm.. last week..
Last library book checked out: 2 weeks ago
Last movie watched: infernal affairs lll
Last book read: lolzz.. the love story series lorx..
Last cuss word uttered: wang eight egg? lolzzzzz
Last beverage drank: plain water.. yeah!!~~
Last food consumed: egg tart
Last crush? ohhh... haha.. lalalalla...
Last phone call: MISSIE TEO
Last TV show watched: the genie show..
Last shoes worn: sandals
Last CD played: westside story soundtrack
Last item bought: xmas gifts
Last download: themes for hp?
Last annoyance: baobei fart.. -_-"""
ChaT pHone
Last disappointment: sch reopening soon?
Last soda drank: kikapo? dunno how da spell
Last thing written: erm? testimonial for wanyi?
Last key used: huh?
Last words spoken: *ar-bish*
Last sleep: .............
Last IM: ?!?!?!?!?!?!
Last ice cream eaten: macdonald one lorx..
Last time amused: yesterdae.. baobei licking the pig tail & playin wif the toe teether.. lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
Last time wanting to die: months ago..
Last time hugged: juz a moment ago.. wif my baobei mahx..
Last chair sat in: nono.. i now standing?
Last lipstick used: lolzzzzzzzzzzzzz... few yrs ago..
Last underwear worn: lame............
Last time dancing: last night... lolzzzzzzzzz
Last poster looked at: F4
Last web page visited: my blog
1 MINUTE AGO: tupid!~
1 HOUR AGO: carryin baobei den mummy feed him cereal..
1 DAY AGO (now): playin com
1 WEEK AGO: eRr... sleepin!~
GrAdEs~
1 YEAR AGO: erm.. sec 2 didn't do well.. if u mean grades...
I HURT... huh? my back?
I LOVE... family, sha dan jia zu, my frenz.. everybody..
I HATE... lies
I FEAR... alone & darkness
I HOPE... be happie.. simple..
I HIDE... wad did i hide?
I DRIVE... erm.. i dun even ride bicycle.. lame...
I MISS.... erm.. sumbody..
I LEARNED... to be happie..
I NEED... happieness
I THINK... i shld not do all this quiz animore..

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Wednesday, December 17, 2003 ' 12/17/2003 02:08:00 PM Y



Yoz.. hey i'm fallin in love wif sumone le.. gosh!~~.. damn cutez sia.!!
WinNie {e} poOh GotCha.. =p..

whahaha... todae another happie dae orh... gddie frenss!!~~~ wif ping orh.. haha.. =p.. i mad le.. i'm improving dae by dae.. yeah yeah.. love u guys soooo much!!~ my sha dan jia zu.. bezzie sisters... shan, hui, ping-- back to gd terms le.. happie.. and mani others.. xinyi, jingmin, liting yeah yeah!~~~... happie!!!~~~ seriosu!!~~ mi really happie u noe.. i mean.. mi last time beri childish mahx.. love frens so much!!!~~~
haiz.. so sianz.. life is so interesting nowadaes!!~~..
yah yeah!!! wansin lending the westside story from the clouds... so she lending me on mondae yeah yeah!!! love wansin soooo much.. cannot be hate mahx.. =p. yeah yeah!!!
yesterdae nite i ki siao.. slept at 4am.. mother oso neber sleep den i like siao kia.. walk here & there like zombie.. disturbing my mother.. she pestering me to slear my clothes to throw away mahx.. den i like baby lidat.. haha.. den fold cranes.. tupid sia.. den wansin oso haven sleep sms lorx.. she eat wanton mee sia.. so good.. lolzzzzzzzzz.. *jealous* =D
heyz.. i've got my guestbook & there's songs on the right side orh.. scroll down larx... den tag in board oso okiez? i may not be cuming online maybe for the time being to complete h/w.. or else i really die sia.. next week is happie week means gng out de.. haha.. lalalala

heyhey... forget bout sumthing todae baobei ish 4 months old le.. happie!!.. he juz now ate chicken rice cereal.. but he was throwing hsi temper.. haiz.. bad mood.. later gonna chew pig tail, chicken & duck drumstick.. thanx to him.. todae's dinner gonna be a good one worx.. haha.. i love my mummy,daddy, 2 brothers, sis-in-law, future sis-in-law, my sister, my grandmother, my DEAREST BAOBEI!!! i love my frens.. sweet frens.. nice frens... gddie frens... bezzie frens.. everithing everything.. my life seems to be sparkling.. i'm taking the path which will brings me joy & happiness... i gonna think of nth but onli be happie.. & mingle round my grp of frens.. & hav fun... who noes when i'll be in the coffin? ascending back to heaven? dada.. yeah!~.. i gonna be happie!!!~~~.... yeah yeah!~
oh yeah!~.. my sha hsuan oso come back frm australia le.. gddie.. ping todae go penang for 5 daes... shan shld be cuming back on sundae... wansin maybe acc. parents to m'sia but she dun wanna go.. *shrugz*... hehez... okiez larx.. tk carez orh... i hafta go soon.. haven eat mum mum sia.. todae wake up at 10.30 go market help carry things... for tonite dinner.. den at there ate wanton mee.. yummie!~.. den saw a blouse cost 23.. sotz.. den change my mind.. dun buy.. lolzzzzz... whahahha... gd-bye my frenz.. mizz ya!~~.. tk carez ping & shan.. enjoy ur holidaes..!!!~~ remember my souvenir orh.. whahha.. =s.. mi thick-skin le.. lolzzzzzzzzz...
{S}ha {W}en

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Tuesday, December 16, 2003 ' 12/16/2003 10:16:00 PM Y



Yeah.. the timey now ish 22:02.. =D.. hmm.. signing for new boxy.. haha!~... =p.. sianz.. hafta go soon. coz daddy & mummy back le.. daddy dun like me use comey de... sad sad.. dunno wad bb is doin'? sleeping? playing? i think i heard him scream.. yeah!~ yippie..!!~~ monday goin' to Tm wif missie, wansin & tinez.. meet at 10.30 orh.. den we go there till 1.30 me & missie hafta head back to sch for the sec 1 thingy.. tupid sia.. lolzz... from 2-5pm.. hopefully they wun ask us to stay back for 23rd's sec 1 registration sia.. i hafta celebrate xmas sia.. =p.. whahhaa...
i change my email le.. but u all neber send mi email de lehx.. beri sad sia.. sobx sobx... email me arh!!!~~~ whahhaa

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/16/2003 12:56:00 PM Y



yippie.!!! yesterdae watch wu jian dao lll le.. whahaa.. ok larx.. not badx.. yesterdae spend $20.. the rest brother pay lolzz... bad sia.. bought the xmas present for enxt week le.. cutez!!~~ i oso buy a key chain for my phone.. nice!!~~ cute!! 2.90.. this fridae gng to tm. to buy another xmas present to exchange wif brother's gf.. *heez*...



OH yeah!.. i've add in 4 songs to this lovely blog of mine.. so.. either click play or go to listen lorx.. but after this song chun zai larx.. arbo beri messy.. =p.. enjoy orh..

"What does Crustimoney Proseedcake mean?" said Pooh. "For I am a Bear of Very Little Brain, and long words Bother me."

Oh yeAh!~... *aR-biSh*... wei leong juz called to inform dat needa go back to sch for the sec one thingy... so.. the xmas celebration has to be delayed for a dae.. juz a dae.. to 23rd dec.. time as usual.. 11m at the bus stop after two stops at the library.. got the dolphin statue there... okiez? help me pass ard orh... coz me can't sms le.. =p.. thanx thanx.. till now i oso not sure who gng who not gng lehx.. sianz... confirm wif me by tagging in my shoutbox k? den i noe u're gng lorx.. thanx..

okiez.. later hafta start doin' h/w le.. cannot play play le orh... =p..
okiez.. wadeva it is.. yesterdae night i had think over it le.. i not gonna carez.. whoeva dun like me or wad le.. i gonna live life as usual... and as happie as i can.. and neber let a single second live wif regret.. i dun carez wad kind of attitude pple show me le.. i juz show my usual attitude.. i now noe clearly who's my true frens are.. who really treat me good who treated me as juz.. frens.. or rather.. nothing... yeah.. so.. okiez..
gotta go le.. bb cryin le.. =p.. tata..


You're all I ever wanted ;


.Monday, December 15, 2003 ' 12/15/2003 09:40:00 AM Y



Yeah!~.. todae i wake up beri early orh!~.. exactly 9am.. when my phone's alarm clock rang!~... wahhaa.. ten am. my bro's gf cuming to bring em to shopping todae for xmas present le.. yeah!~~~ happie!~~ =p..
xiaoping.. i think we straight away meet at the k-box entrance there @ 11.15? is it ok? =p.. u gng off on 17th rite? if i tml neber reply u.. u try callin me lorx.. =p.. maybe when u back on the 21st den u confirm wif me... !!!!
whahaha... so happie!~... watchin' movie later le.. yeah yeah!~ childish seh!~ lolzzz..... yesterdae slept quite early at bout 1.05am.. den wake up at 7.30 to see wansin did sms me "sha dan tou... ni shui le ma? wo yu shi mian le!" lolzz.. but i alreadi sleep le worx.. sorry orh..
AND.. my sms alreadi 335.. lolzzz.. onli left 25.. hopefully by next week can switch to starhub le.. den i can sms again le.. 900 yeah!~~ lolzzzzz... i sotz le.. can one dat doesn't cost over 50 dollars.. haha... dun hav enough money le... pathetic seh!~... haven't pay my bills yet.. veri bu hao yi si larx.. if keep delaying even though he is my bro... need money to study mahx.. so.. haiz.. muz save money.. so next yr.. all of u wun be seein' mi in canteen le.. shld be roaming in the library.. be "guai kia" let the books bury me.. lolzzzzzzzz... I MUST STUDY WELL!!! yeah~
Tml muz start to finish another half of the h/w le.. if not.. i dun think i haf time liao yeah... muz do muz do muz do!!!~~~ yeah yeah yeah!!~~... wun be online later le.. dunno wad time back but i think maybe tml den online lorx..
haiz brother didn't fix the internet on my laptop yet lehx.. beri sad.. he oso keeping gng out for the past two daes... hehez.. mi oso.. GO out go out go out... heez.. ok larx.. i hafta log off b4 10am. hehez... to bathe mahx... byebye!~ mizz u guys..!!~~~ happie!!~~~

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Friday, December 12, 2003 ' 12/12/2003 04:40:00 PM Y



SiaNz... my yaHoo.. ReaLly gOnEz lE sIa.. SobX Sobx.. All mY TemPlaTes SaVed InsIde YeAh... ForGet It.. NeBerMinD... =p..
ChaNge the song to Chun Zai Le.. heHez.. tHanX xIaopIng!~ *mUacKz*
Anibodi got the year 2004 calendar? i mean wallpaper lorx.. ehh.. i save it in yahoo a/c de.. now dun hav le.. beri sad lehx.. beri cute one.. precious moment de... sweet sia.. sobx sobx... if u all haf.. tell me orh.. hehez...
but i hafta sae.. the "feeling" is once again back.. i dunno lorx.. shld i follow my instinct or go against it... i dunno.. i mean i like... i feel beri confused... i veri scared... haiz... but i noe if i follow my instinct i gonna hurt myself and pple round me.. if i dun.. onli me... i dunno... haiz.. i hope i can think over it properly lorx... *sianz*
haiz.. beri sianz.. tml saturday.. got xin bai se zhi lian yeah!!~~ den zhen qin.. haha... dsen go out buy thingy..
next monday watch infernal affairs lll... cool.. den buy presents for xmas, baobei's, sister's & ping's present.. lolz.. haven't give.. hehez.. sorri... celebrate xmas de time den can giv u.. =D... go bugis mahx.. whaha... sianz todae alreadi 12!!!... yesterdae onli managed to finish physics paper... still left wif english all h/w, social studies, chinese & ad maths.. gotta read finish my nooks from lib soon. or else i pay $2 for nth sia... okiez larx.. i gotta go le.. &... i gonna beg my brother to do my laptop tml.. den monday no need to use his com but can use the laptop play wif ease sia.. lolzzz... have a nice weekend..
*muackz*..
tk carez....

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/12/2003 03:53:00 PM Y



HorOscOpE:
VirgO
Ur SiGn: Is symbolized by the virgin. A feminine sign, you are fastidious, flexible, and yet practical. Romance plays a fiddle to your realistic and pragmatic mature.
Love Life: Although you are always the peaceful negotiator when problems crop up, you are too critical of people around you, esp. your partner. Beware of imposing too much on others and be on the alert of a third-party manifested as a friend in mid-august.
School work: Be certain to cling onto any positive new changes you made for your school work. If you fail to do so, just the assignments deadlines alone will drive you crazy.
What to look out for: Take a well-deserved break as you could suffer from burnout.


HeyHey... To ReminD tHosE gNg fOr tHe xMaS...
tHe pResEnT hAs tO bE bOuT $10 oRh.. Can Be aNitHing buT ReaLisTic.. =p..
i thInk mEet 11am at parkway there.. oKieZ



You're all I ever wanted ;


.Thursday, December 11, 2003 ' 12/11/2003 05:08:00 PM Y



Juz WeNt tO a QuIz


me mEhz? lOlz...

oKiEz.. HeRe'S a jOkE fOr U.. dUnnO iF it"s fUnnI lArX
SouNDs Of tHe wIlD
A mother was reading a book about animals to her 3 year old daughter.

Mother: "What does the cow say?"

Child: "Moo!"

Mother: "Great! What does the cat say?"

Child: "Meow."

Mother: "Oh, you're so smart! What does the frog say?"

And this wide-eyed little 3 year-old looked up at her mother and in her deepest voice replied, "Bud."

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/11/2003 04:56:00 PM Y



*heez* Juz ChangE mY eMaIl aDd orH.. tO hOtmAil Le.. I've sEnd eVeriOnE mAiL le.. xCePt tHosE wHosE a/c Is over storage LimIt bLa bLa..

The song played is "Cry" By Mandy Moore.....

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

The moment that I saw you cry

It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/11/2003 03:48:00 PM Y



I've got sumthing from the teenage, and maybe i can post it for all of ya to see,


* If u dun succeed don't be quick to say u haf failed. Be positive. Say to urself. "Dun despair. This time i didn't succeed but i will try again till i get it right." A positive outlook would mean believing. "I need more time to get it right"

* Some people get depressed when they failed. Overcome negativity by saying, "I may not be perfect at what i have attempted. I have two choices (i) Try harder. (ii) I must honestly evaluate(study) the situation and see why i didn't succeed this time." This kind of thinking creates a positive basis for trying again.

* Sometimes when we fail we feel that we have wasted time and energy. Be positive. Say, "This time i didn't get it right. BUT i have learnt what not to do the next time.


True trUe.. haha!~
so.. how all of u getting on? shld be beri fine but bored at home right? but to sum.. haha.. happie coz everydae or mostly everydae went out right? to me... gng out = to spend money... =x.. so as a result frm holdiae till now i onli went out once.. haha.. actually planned to go out le.. den last min. cancelled.. lolz.. beri bad hor me.. but dun worri i wun cancelled the xmas celebration de.. =p.. to hav fun mahx.. okiez till now this are the pple who confirmed dat they're gng.:
*Yin Hsuan
*Wan Sin
*Justine
*Xiao Ping
*Shao Ting
*Jing Min
*Me
On the waiting list:
- Xin Yi
- Missie
- Mei Hui
- Li Ting
Yeah!~ aniwae, the date is 22nd Dec(Mondae)
we shall go k=box first den the other prog. i have't yet think of it.. lolzz... discuss together lorx..

i'm still beri upset bout my email a/c.. argh!!!~~~ beri angry & frustrated.. i mean i juz change it onli.. den becum lidat.. they sae invalid.. lame ar!~~~ beri beri angry arh!!!~~~ all my blog template gonez.. email gonez.. contact gonez.. dunno where to find sia.. lolz.. hope i can access to it later on lorx.. arbo i gonna mad liao..

There's this quiz from teenage:
Are u organized?
1: Can u find anithing u need in two mins. or less?
a :rarely
b :well, most of the time i could locate what i want.
2: Are u often late to the extent that ur frens are irritated with u?
a :that always happen
b :never
3: do u often succumb to procrastination?
a :well, i alawys have enough excuses to put off the work
b :no, i dun allow that
4: You hardly lose things, and even if u did, they are mostly unimportant stuff.
a :false
b :true
5: you never hand in ur schwork late, and are pleased with the results.
a : i can't say that cos my assignments are always late.
b : of coz, never in history has dat happened.
6: do u often put off studyin' until the pressure of times forces u to cram, and get all moody and upset dat u hav no time to study?
a :it's nth unsual to me, "i'm a last minute" worker
b :that seldom happens
7: do u find it diff. to concentrate for long when u study?
a : no, dat seldom happens to me.
b : yes, i often experience distractions
8: you rarely feel guilty or apologetic with how your room looks.
a : Err, that's true
b : Nah, i'm proud to present my room to any guest.
9: You feel very comfortable in ur own space.
a : rarely, in fact i get uneasy frequently
b : that describes me well.
10: All ur important things hav a place of their owb.
a : No, i dun recall they do
b : definitely

Results
Five "A"s & more
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Your lack of organizational skills is costing u more trouble and hassle, rather than the other way round. Ask urself what the clutter and disorganization is costing you. It could be ur grades slipping, wasted time and money on replacing ur lost items, or worse, making people around u irriated and frustrated, thus losing their trust in u.

Seven to ten "B"s
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Congratulations to u for being organized. By that, you have not onli shown ur responsibility to others but urself. ur academic accomplishments will increase. U will find more time for extra-curricular activities and social life. The best part is that u wun hav to feel guilty about taking time off- all ur obligations are well-covered.

loLz.. MinE is tHe FivE "A"s Or MoRe.. haha..!!~~

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/11/2003 02:54:00 PM Y



hApPiE bElaTeD BdAe tO yIn hUsAn
HaPpIe AdVanCeD bDaE tO XiaOpiNg
&
MeI hUi

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 12/11/2003 02:17:00 PM Y



ARGHH!!! i gng crazy le..!!! my pw invalid... i juz change it onli.. now sae invalid!!!~~~

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.Tuesday, December 09, 2003 ' 12/09/2003 11:18:00 AM Y



EllO..!!! MI nOw in library for the cip briefing.. tuPid WeNshAn beSiDe mE.. wHahaha!!~~ Den.. tuPid TinEz, Sin & mIsSiE there tok sO LOuDly... loLXx... hAHAHahahA.. so bored.. HAvEn'T Got MY Net Ok LEhz.. SO sAd... HAHAha... DeN mY lUOhaN Die LiaO yeAH.. "PENGZ" le.. SO sAD.. ActUALlY TYpED "lOlZ.." buT caNNot So baD maHX.. mi beRI sAd argH.. goNNA Cry liAO.. haHAA.. Ok Lehz.. GOT timE Den UpDAte LE.. bYe.. btH ThE lEE WeNShAn!!!

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.Friday, December 05, 2003 ' 12/05/2003 06:08:00 PM Y



erm.. i dunno if there's boxes that shows dat pictures can't be seen.. mine cannot be shown.. so... i dunno lehx.. sianz.. spend so much time on it.. den like dat..!!!~~ argh!!~~~~
beri sad arh!!~~~

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. ' 12/05/2003 05:31:00 PM Y



Yeah Baby.. Changed new skin le... purple one.. it shall last till i've got my network installed.. good luck to all of ya.. & i've hafta log off le.. tk carez orh..
If wanna listen to the song, click "play" orh.. aniwae.. is "huang hun" by zhou chuan xiong
xiaoping tell me where u find dat song de? mi wanna find "chun zai" lolzz.. wansin sure scold me liao.. coz @ first i sae not nice but watch after watching westside story i luv dat song.. hehez..
PLS SUPPORT WESTSIDE STORY!!! Haha~
Mizz Ya... *MuaCksz*

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. ' 12/05/2003 04:22:00 PM Y



ello... haven't been updating for so long le hor.. wenshan & justine were complaining dat they are stuck on the same old entry.. haha.. yeah lorx.. coz of dat tupid virus i was not allowed to use com for so long.. till todae i told him need to check sumthing for a while, provided dat i will not anyhow surf larx... den he sae ok.. thank goodness... lolz.. email was 117% full.. lolzz... now 28%.. i'm now looking for my modem... coz i've brought my eldest bro's laptop back to home now.. once wif that modem found i'll be able to update daily again.. *heez* hopefully i'll be able to find it asap!~ miss mi rite? haha... siaoz..
haha.. juz send him an email to sae hello.. lolzzz.. sotz liao..
everydae i watch vcds.. now having insomnia liao.. got "shi cha" sleep at 4-5 wake up at 3.. lolzz... already becum habit le..
yesterdae went to take the nyaa bronze award... lolz.. there's a guy from braddell-westlake sec. sat beside me larx.. lolz.. look ok larx... lolz... name confidential.. later they oso got cum blogger de.. i die arh.. lolz... there's 2 good-looking ones from catholic junior college.. dyed hair.. cool... but guai one larx.. very sociable.. can see.. tok tok tok mahx.. hahaha.. behind mi.. lolz.. overall, the ceremony was bored... damn bored & tupid.. shake hand wif that mr mah bow tan.... =s.. get an empty scroll... later to claim back the cert. tupid... den.. sat there like idoit for 2 hrs.. tupid tupid tupid!!!! hahahhaa.. but ok larx.. see lotz of new pple..
den i haven't finish h/w sia.. sianzz... die liao.. but next tues goin' to watch movie le.. yipee!!! haha.. looking forward.!!!!!!!!! den got the xmas celebration.. i had called all gers along.. but till now onli 7 confirmed hope everyone can go.. the more the merrier..!!~~~ hehez... go arh!~ hehez... i can't log on to msn.. brother uninstall it alreadi.. so sad.. wait till my laptop ready lorx... blehx...
but me can't online till modem is found lehx.. so pray hard for me lehx.. or else i really bored like hell.. so sad.. sobx sobx...
wad else can i type about!!!!
i'm so happy!!~~... at least right now.. i've found 7 true frens... real truly frens... love them sooo MUCH!~ really... haha.. mood had been impoving liao.. getting better & better...
aniwae changing my hp no. soon orh.. will inform all of u by then..!!! i dunno wad to write le..
but i really bored.. & looking forward to tuesdae... hehez... i need to get ping's present, xmas present for our ger's.. & baobei's gift... & ingredients for husan & mummy's bdae... watch movie.. wad else? take neoprints.. hehe..
k larx.. i'll try to be back online again asap!!~~.. coz miss the internet alotz sia.. haha!~... addicted to it le..
tk carez everyone.. bye!!~~~ i've changed the song... but sorri.. is a chi song... blehx.. enjoy!~... tata.. change it nice time when i online again okiez? help mi look out for when u belief... and tell me if u found it.. either msg to my board or email me lorx..
pls leave a msg at my board lehx... why still me arh??
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