.Sunday, February 29, 2004 ' 2/29/2004 02:05:00 PM Y
ChanGe Of Song tO "OnE mORe TrY".. oF cOz By 5566 LoRx..
Moi ChaRActEriStIc.. Frm tHE EmAIl..
If you are a Turtle: You are near to perfect and nice at heart.The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people.You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return.You are generous enough.Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.
Name: Yiwen....
School: BedOk norTh sEcOnDaRy ScHoOl
Location: JaLaN DamaI
Working: nOpEz... bUt i"m "WorKin'" @ hOmE..
Wished you were dead?: lOnG aGo........
Had your heart broken?: nOt BrOkeN buT dEaD......
Lied to get what you want?: tHinK sO..
Loved somebody so much you'd do anything for
him/her?: In tHE paSt i wIlL... bUt nOt noW aNimoRe...
Seen a movie star?: moviE sTaRs?... eRmx.... nOpEz..
Felt like killing someone?: yeApx... MysElF..
Lost someOne you truly love?: losT?... nO iDea.. MaYbe i NeBeR rEaLLy LuV sUmoNe DaT DaT dAt ReAl Or TrUe Or DeEp BeFoRe.. WaDevA....
D0 Y0U..
Watch romantic shows?: YeApx..!~
Cry a lot?: YeAhx YeAhx................
Smoke?: nO WaE!~... BeTteR Dun Eva SmoKe iN FrOnT Of Me.. mY nOsE iS eXtReMe SensItIVe...
Drink?: naHx NaHX.. mAyBE.. WhiTe wIne lOrx..
Drive?: FeW YrS latEr... I hAd A wISh tO oWn a YatCh.. XD
Do you drink and drive?: dOtx DotX
Like anyone right now?: nOw?.. nO iDea.. NeBer Giv It a SerIouS tOt.. (SO.. u Guyz Shld HaF e AnsWer NoW? HA!~.. Be it I'M aVOidIn' or WaD.. dUn WaNna tHinK..)
Love anyone right now? De?! YeApx.!~ Sun XiE ZHi LoRx.. 5566!!!!!!!!!!
Sleep early at night?: nOpEz.. EveN tmL gOt Sch.. i SumtImes OsO 2aM dEn slEEp.. EarLiest oSo 12am..
WHAt d0 Y0U..
Feel like doing right now?: gO tO ThE SeAsIdE
Wish for every time you see a shooting star?: i"vE NEbeR sEen Ani B4..
Want in life now?: dUnNO..
Like most about yourself?: dE?!.. i osO dUnnO.. i Dun LikE mySelF aNimOre... EsPeciaLLy NoW...
Like to kiss?: mY baObEi lOrx..
Want your ex to end up with?: EtErnaL lOvE loRx.. aNd ForEva HappIe...
Favourite number?: 8 & 31 ~~ My BdaE... 31sT aUg!~
Favourite place to chill out?: tAMpInEs, BugIs..?
Ideal date like?: dUn WannA thInk lehX.. nO dAte in FUtuRe...
Favourite flavour?: VanNIlA.. CHoCO. ChiPz
-=*~EnD~*=-
So BoRed... laSt nItE wATChed FiniShed mVp LiaO.. tIll 4am.. Den WoKe up At 12.52pm.. TaiZi realli BeRi poOr thIng YeaHx.. HaIz.. LasT nITe Cry tIll lIkE wAd.. BeRi tOuchIng' bUt i ReaLLi tOo laMe lE.. mvP is 2 Yrs Ago De!~.. HaIz.. LAst NiTE my brOtheR's Gf sAe hEr FreN's SiSTEr IS 56's FaNx.. gOt gO tHeir ConCert.. So enVy... i Think i maYbe ConSider tO gO.. SincE my BrothEr Gf tOt of GnG too.. mAybE aSk hEr gO tOgEthEr?!.. HeEz... sO haPpIE... bUt I'LL wAit For tHE jIA chAng iF gOT LorX.. XD... If Not Den tOO baDx.. NexT YR, If TherE is...i SuRely Buy FirsT sEaT...
LatEr Hafta Do h/W & RevISe PhySics.. nO mORe vCds To WatCH lIao.. So bOrEd... lolzz!~.. BuAIz..
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Saturday, February 28, 2004 ' 2/28/2004 07:50:00 PM Y
I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... tired... tired.. tired!!!!!!!!.... if one dae i were to lost my mind.... i wonder wad will i do...... sighzzzz..................... even my family can't even spare a tot or understand me.. wad else can i expect?..
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Friday, February 27, 2004 ' 2/27/2004 04:39:00 PM Y
todae.... so tired.... my compo skills had been..... ermx... instead of improving... like gng down lorx... aniwae.. got the geography c.t back le.. i got 18/25.. XD.. so happie..!! but idiot yong sheng got the same as me highest...... sobx.. idiot!!.. i will jia you de!!!... todae got the o level verification slip thingy and total cost is $358.00.. oh my god!~.. so expensive sia.. lolzzz... i muz make the money spend worthwhile sia.. todae o levels release.. top student is the dunno wad wee leong one.. he's the 8 pointer... so clever sia... seeing my frens results.. my heart trembles... next yr at this pt of time.. it's me...... where will i go?.. will i be able to get into a poly?!... i need to do well..... haiz... family pple dun understand me.. and irritates me alot..... they always think i'm having fun and relaxing and.... chasing 5566 at the crucial time... so wad?!... i got my limits..!!!... i need time to relax too.. i noe when i shld be serious de!!!... i got A2 for geo.. B4 for social studies A1 for e maths.. did they sae anithing?... onli keep reminding me of my add maths.. F9... and english D7... fine fine fine..!!!!!!... tml gng to bedok to get earrings wif tinez.. she wanted to pierce another again... stupid tinez!!!.. lolzz.. den we'll exchange the earrings.. haha!~~.. fun!!.. pple.. this yr my bdae u all can buy earrings gimme liao.. haha!~.. budden dun so cheapskate larx.. lolzzzzzzzzz... haha!~... this yr dun wanna share presents wif ani pple.. dun carez whether familiar or not familiar wif that person.. i'll juz buy alone... it's sincerity that counts..!~...!!!!..
ok larx.. i beri tired... later still hafta revise chinese...!~ i muz work hard!!!.. muz do well!!!! jia you!!!
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Thursday, February 26, 2004 ' 2/26/2004 04:51:00 PM Y
SOBXXXX!!!... todae took the add maths test.. dunno how da do 5 marks of question.!!!... sobx.. gonna fail badly liao..!!!.. onli noe dat i'll confirm get 2/50 lolzz... *heez*.. todae had beri beri bad flu.!!!.. *chewx*.. *shrugz*!~.. so tired...!!!... lolzzz... haiz.. dunno wadda update sia.. so boring.. forget it.. i go watch mvp liao!~.. tata!~.. muackx!~..
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Wednesday, February 25, 2004 ' 2/25/2004 03:58:00 PM Y
Yipee!!!... i pass my social studies c.t got a C5.. &&&&& i got A1 for e maths c.t.. !!!! lolzz... finally.. whaha!~.. took the geo c.t yesterdae.. and tml will be the add maths & el test.. *shrugz*.. i think no matetr how hard i revise for add maths the result will still be the same sia.!~.. F9!!!... lolzzz... at least i muz aim for D7 rite?!.. *smilez*.. yesterdae when to tampines bought 56's gai ban... the final version.. and mvp vcd.. lidat i had spent $50..... oh mi god!~... if my mummie was to tidy up my room or wad-so-eva.. den open up my drawer.. full of 56's stuffs and calculate the assets i had.. she will be shock of her life.. she will be beri "pei fu" her daughter for ebin' able to spend over $150 in 3 months time to buy those "tupid" stuffs.. haha!~... and.. i had spend more or less of my bursary.. *lolzz..*.. even they gimme 500 oso spend beri fast.. i'll juz see anithing new of them buy... LIME is on 56 and s.h.e(it's a double cover page thingy).. *coolz*.. and 56 cuming to s'pore again in 3 weeks time.. *coolz*.. gonna go airport to see them since it's holidae then.. haha!~..
Todae neber took p.e.. stomach cramp.. i was ebing told dat if this situation was to go on for another few mths.. i will be refered to the specialists... well well.. haha.. pple who sit round me will definitely noe the agony i'll be gng thru.. which adversely affected them too.. pity missie & yin hsuan.. haha!~.. now.. it's kheng long.. not realli familar wif him.. juz told him this morning to keep his desk away frm me.. he asked "why?!".. lolzz.. haha.. u guys noe why... :D *roll over the bedx*.. lolzz.. okiez..!~
Another Surprise..!!! i juz came back frm the clinic..!!~~... Guess wad?!.. i've pierce my ears!~.. coolz!~.. stars earring.. lolzz.. oh man!~.. pain sia.. burning sensation!!!~~... lolzzz...
if u've noticed!~. mi yesterdae neber online hor!~ watchin mvp & sleepin!~.. lolzz.. later watchin 2 disc.. den shall revise!!!.. haha!~..
well.. last yr didn't cb came back to take his results?!.. Tinez *bish*.. u get wad i mean now?!.. i dun mean this yr... is last yr..!~.. *muackz*!~
Jia you lo!~.. Everybodi!!~~... XD
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Monday, February 23, 2004 ' 2/23/2004 02:48:00 PM Y
GOSH!!!.. took back the chem coomon test & class test for Q.A .. i got 48% for common test & 67% for Q.A.. haiz.. summore tml ish geo c.t.. so much to revise sia.. 14 pges... omg!~.. XD.. den wednesdae is yet another Q.A test.. thursdae ish the Add. maths Common test followed by saturdae the chinese common test lo..!~ .. gonna die liao.!~.. STRESS!!!!... whaha!~... k larx.. i go le.. later wun cum online liao.. if tml free den cum online lorx..!~.. *heez*.. mani askin me if i'm lookin forward to this fridae..... *why?!*.. lolzz.. not realli.. i mean not as much as i do last yr when he came back for his result.. the kind of yearn is different.. realli.. mani sae he's a b******... but once still my choice.. at elast he agve me a beautiful lie * though when it's revealed rather Hurting larx.. who carez..!~ .. whaha!~.. dunno wad shit i toking also.. k larx.. buaiz!~ hafta go for art club still.. so bored.. rather sleep sia.. den can study better later..!~.. *heez*
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Sunday, February 22, 2004 ' 2/22/2004 03:18:00 PM Y
Last nite i had a beri bad dreamx.. i eventually dreamt of my daddie died.. i dunno wad happen in the beginning i simply can't recall.. it's like.. he's alreadi "died" budden he drove us out for the "last time"... den we reach home.. and bid farewell.. den mi & my mommie.. broke into tears.. den all of a sudden i blurted out.. "wo heng ai ni pa pa...."... "bu yao zao!!!!...".... and cry cry cry... den he smilez... oh shit... wad the fuck is this dreamx... well.. luckily.. dreamx is the opposite of reality.. or tml i wun be gng to sch.. den.. the dreamx continue.. my dad was like.. hmm.. not wif us.. den the family went to supermarket to buy groceries... suddenly.. it struck me.. dat every time we came to shop my dad is the one who carry the stuffs.. no matter it is light or heavy... and again.. i broke into tears.. and stood down.. wad goes on later.. i realli can't recall too...
when i woke up.. it's like too frightening... it had been a long time since i had a bad one.. haiz... maybe life had been too stress... todae's sundae.. suppose to revise and make use of the time.. but i slept & slept... but now it scares me of by the tot of having a similar dreamx again.. i dun dare to sleep dat soundly.. *shrugz*... lame thing... wadeva... hafta go soon.. *winkx*..
i'll be alright... realli.. i juz need time.. to actually get over things dat been happening.. dat changes me.. my attitude towards everyone.. my mood swing gettin serious.. having depression synptoms frequently... i oso dunno.. hardly can control my mood liao.. when studying.. when there's bits and pieces of sound fmr the surrounding & other classes.. i get irritated and have the "chong dong" to ask them keep quiet.. dat's y nowadaes.. when studying i got those realli stern & serious look.. *coolx* i noe dat's rude.. but.... i oso dunno y.. forget it.. &&&&& another thing... i realli dislike promises & swears.. tell me will or try.. dun sae i'll promise or i'll swear.... i realli hate it to the core... both are meant to be broken.. yesh!!~~.. *winkx*.. k larx.. i go lo.. Buaiz..
-=*~Wennie de zhi ai.. 5566!!!! Muackz!!!~*=-
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Saturday, February 21, 2004 ' 2/21/2004 06:08:00 PM Y
Lolz.. took the e maths common test.. not realli tough.. shld be able to pass but not high lorx.. muz haf alot of those careless mistakes.. now i realized dat mani's chattie box are not working too.. haha!~.. nvm.. went to bugis wif xiao xuan xuan a.k.a Yin Hsuan larx.. spend quite alot of money nearly twenty.. took neoprints.. etc.. haha.. had a heppie dae since it had been a long time dat we went out together XD... tok and joke.. haha!~.. den her mum & dad came.. & of coz i'll leave first.. i went to Tampines to check out the 3rd version.. but MJ's reply was they haf no idea.. haha!~.. nvm.. shld be next week.. wanna buy zai zai's oso.. no money liao larx.. "PO KaI".. haha~.. nvm.. Mondae gonna take back.. both chem~ the class test & mock exam.. tuesdae ish Social studies.. + Geography test.. i;ve never failed for geo. hopefully.. this yr remains the same.. coz i juz found out dat... i onli had geo. wif A.. so.. hopefully the standard stays.. but no matter wad i wun depend on luck but will work hard de!!!.. i will jia you de!~.. coz i wanna go overseas study in future.. not now.. i wanna haf a degree.. sod at if i can't graduate in overseas.. cum back wif a degree frm singapore can find job mahx.. haha!~.. it's better to be prepared.. XD.. *smilez*... okiez larx.. i haben sleep.. beri tired.. at nite muz watch chn 8 though dunno repeat how mani times.. but beri hilarious lorx.. muz watch orh.. den ur mood will oso be lighten up!~.. *heez*..
Zai Jian~
Yong yuan Ai Si 5566!!! Sun XIe Zhi!!!!
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Friday, February 20, 2004 ' 2/20/2004 03:48:00 PM Y
Oh.. it's not my template prob... coz i try out all waes.. it's the still the same thing missing.. nvm.. mondae will change a new skin lorx... i hafta go liao.. buaiz!~ to study e maths..!~ i will jia you de.!~.. sorri dat u all can't tag~..
{8.25pm}
todae... how shld i describe? a greatttttttttttttttt dae?! veri exhausted... till dunno wad da update.. nowadaes.. lost of words to update the blog liao.. each entry ish like.. not mani words liao.. *shrugz*.. i onli wanna sleep.. later den revise.. every fridae i neber sleep.. since tml i can sleep till enuff... dat's not badx.. Aniwae.. thanx ping, tinez & sin for tagging.. tk carez.!~.. all the ebz to u guyz for e maths tml!~
SUMTHING WRONG WIF MY TEMPLATE.. MANI THINGS WENT MISSING.. BUT I'VE NO TIME TO EDIT IT.. FORGET IT.. DO IT WHEN FREE.. BYE..
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Thursday, February 19, 2004 ' 2/19/2004 03:36:00 PM Y
haha.. took chem test.. at least i noe i'll pass but not a gd pass.. lolzz.. a juz pass perhaps.. pray hard.. lolzz.. so sian.. i neber go sports dae trial sia.. baddie ger.. lolzz.. den this sat wanna go see 5566's 3rd version out liao mahx.. den go buy.. haha~~... 20 dollars bye bye again.. later still hafta go pay bill horx.. oh yeahx.. think i'll go now.. buaiz..!~.. Zai Jian!~.. XD
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Wednesday, February 18, 2004 ' 2/18/2004 03:57:00 PM Y
I'm realli rather curious who had been visiting my blog sia.. haha~!.. *bleahx*.. oh yeah!~.. got back the physics mock exam liao.. ish 27/85.. haha!~.. Deng Li was the highest and the onli one pass.. 49/85.. lolzz. XD..hafta register for o levels soon budden i dunno how lehx.. if the results were to be lidat.. den my L1R4 or L1R5.. gonna be over 20 sia.. howda go poly!? Even ITE wun accept me sia.. Sianz.. i realli worried.. den my family keep...... sianz.. fine i onli blame myself.. coz if i realli put in effort i wun be here updatin the blog.. Get it? so i think i shall limit myself.. probably wun cum online this few daes.. to study..!~ jia you le wen!~.. haha!~
O levels releasing liao.. i hope de feelin wun be back again.. Buaiz..!~
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Tuesday, February 17, 2004 ' 2/17/2004 04:21:00 PM Y
CHANGE OF BG SOUND TO 5566's LENG FENG GUO JING!!!... RELLI NICE ORH!!! but u all hafta replay it urself by scrolling down.. at the right hand side the player lorx... haha..
Well.. todae.. i oso dunno howda describe.. beri lame.. had the total defence dae thingy.. den the bell rang at ard 8.. everyone includin the servants hafta leave and proceed to the open field there.. like neber go out b4.. lolzz.. den go back to class.. no teacher was there.. the class in havoc.. haha!~.. but fun.. but again my mood was rather cloudy.. i taught missie.. to actually get to noe my mood by lookin at the clouds.. if the formation of the cloud is nice.. my mood will be pretty good.. and so for the otherwise of coz.. Tml will be gettin back the Physics Mock Exam.. well.. teacher sae onli 1 pass.. of coz dat wun be me.. dat'll be a miracle instead.. haha!~.. wadeva.. juz hope wun fail too badly lorx.. i'm rather scared.. Thursdae so got 3 tests.. vocab, Chem- Qa.. & physics- sound.. *shrugz*.. i realli tired yeah!! so sick of it.. always fail fail fail dun take better straight awae give me 0 larx.. since it's still f9.. wad's the diff?! i dun wanna sae dat much.. i wanna sleep beri sleepy...!~ buaiz..
Xie Zhi releasing his Jing Xuan Ji le.. Gonna buy haha!~.. haha... after seein them.. i oso fall in luv wif ren fu liao.. but still xie zhi the moz larx.. he so shuai!~!!!~~~... who dare sae he not shuai i gonna bisect the person.. FALL OUT WIF HIM/HER... DUN SAE I NEBER WARN!!!!.. the onli thing keepin me happie.. is 56 & baobei!~.. haha!~..
I'm cuttin zie zhi's hair.. next month during holidae.. rebond.. and get my ear pierce.. all in one time.. lolzz.. XD
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Monday, February 16, 2004 ' 2/16/2004 07:06:00 PM Y
whaha!~.. i'm so like elated.. okiez.. this is the first time i felt dat nervous.. uptight.. jaded.. haha.. so excited.. i was at the a.s approximately 9.30 am.. i woke up 7.30 exactly den called wansin when biying called me to notify the long queue.. haha.. den rush out liao.. wansin fren peiyun let us cut queue arbo i think last nite about 10 den reach.. aniwae i reach hm at 9.. signed mine at bout 8.. i waited for nearly 12 hrs.. lolzz.. but i think it is worth it lorx.. coz they realli shuai dai!~.. zhen ren realli bi dian shi shuai heng duo!!!... xiezhi beri beri beri shuai!!.. veri tanned.. lorx.. den..renfu haha.. smilez @ me.. lolzz.. xie zhi keep talking to shao wei de.. lolzz.. but nvm larx.. all 5 of them are beri nice coz they sign all labum mahx.. whaha!~.. i'm excited this is the first A.s i haf eva attented and 5566 is the first!!~.. and they had broke the record of having a long long long queue of fans lining up to get their signatures & to see them in person!!~.. hoipefully this yr they're the moz popular boyband sia.. haha!~.. they oso sae they might be addin another concert on 18th april if the response for the di yi chang is good dat all had been sold out.. i'm considering to go.. XD... gonna save money... but right now there's too much things to buy!~
Zai Zai's Gai Ban
S.H.E Cd-- Maybe.. coz hafta pei yin hsuan to go.. haha!~..
Xie Zhi's Jing Xuan Ji.. no idea wad's dat but onli noe releasing soon..
so... u see.. alreadi 60++.. den still the concert tix.. which costs over $140++.. but shld be able to save bahx... but mama oso dun let lehx.. nvm larx.. if got den sae..
i will jia you de.!!! aniwae.. shocking news.. my el test got 4/30.. think i'm the lowest.. haha. pple ard me like beri shock dat i got dat low.. tai kan de qi wo le bahx? whaha!~ fang xin larx.. wo hui heng jia you de!!!... ying wei wo yao zheng ming 5566 mei you ying xiang wo de xue ye de!~.. fan er ta men zai tui dong wo ne!!.. wo ai si 5566 le..!!! ta men zhen de zhen de heng shuai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *MuacKZ*
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Saturday, February 14, 2004 ' 2/14/2004 01:36:00 PM Y
Last nite i slept at ard 4am.. *shrugz*.. neber been dat headache b4.. finally social studies is over budden geography is ard the corner.. sighz... i dunno alrx.. so sianz.. todae spent so much money at bushan sia.. abt 20 liao.. kaoz.. now onli left wif 50.. *shrugz*.. went to the a.s there.. the area not big sia.. dunno howda squeeze inside? -_-"".. hopefully can get their signatures or even shake hands bahx.. maybe later will do card for them lorx.. lolzz.. no time to buy liao.. k larx.. i beri tired.. go le..!~ update on mondae lorx..!~ todae ish mtv asia award.. they're there orh.. tml will be telecast at channel i.. 9pm.. =D.. hopefully can cum back by 9 lorx.. lala!~..
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Friday, February 13, 2004 ' 2/13/2004 07:49:00 PM Y
Juz den i realised.. how sum pple can be dat realistic.. Like taken off the mask.. *shrugz*.. well.. can't be bothered animore.. it's not my "nen li fan wei".. no right to sae anithing... forget it... well todae beri tired.. juz woke up den now is 8pm.. hafat revise social studies later lorx.. tml is the mock exam.. den tml after dat gng to service phone... haha!~ @ pasir ris.. i'm lookin forward to their A.S le.. so happie.!~~ Yesterdae their interview @ 933.. was so hilarious.!!! esp. Renfu was like so cutez haha.. playin wif the E.T toy.. haha.. xiezhi so shuai qi!!!... lolzzz.. ai si ta men le.. all bez larx.. cannot be so bias mahx.. lolzz.. waha!~... wo bu guan le.. wo guan hao zi ji de shi jiu hao le!~ zai jian!~.. *bleahx*..
~ZhaO Si mU XiaNg De 5566!~... Ai sI nI MEn Le.. Wo JuE dInG YoNg Yuan Zhi Chi 5566 lE!~.. GuaN bIe Ren Ze Me JiaNg nI mEn yOu lUo "shin" HaI sHi ShE mO DE..!~ hEm!~
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Thursday, February 12, 2004 ' 2/12/2004 06:12:00 PM Y
5566 Arrived in S'pore Le!!~~.. YeaHx.. Imagine we're in the same country.. haha!~.. breathing in the same air.. XD Same weather.. and of coz the upcomin A.S larx.. budden i cannot carrie too much hopez.. or else later i sure disappointed de.. lolzz.. hopefully can get their signatures.. yin hsuan exchanging wif me the 56's cd since i haf 2 wif her energy's lolzzz.. Yeah!~ & she can record for me the mtv hits award haha!~.. so happie!~ lalala!~... nono.. i muz control myself not to be into 5566 dat much!~.. Aniwae.. i pass my chem test 4.. i got 66%.. Ave. 60%.. lolzz.. Den my english factual recount.. ermx.. the one on the "tellin ur fren bout ur lessons in sch" i got 18/30.. =D.. Mdm Rogayah sae i had improved.. XD.. So happie... muz continue to jia you lorx.. todae took the English exposition test.. shld be able to pass bahx.. i oso dunno.. lolzz.. wish me gd luck bahx.. i muz work hard!!.. Gambate!~.. This sat is Social Studies Mock Exam hafta start readin later.. So.. i'll end here.. Buaiz.. Still hafta reply wansin & tinez letter yeahz!~ JIA YOU!!
5566 wo ai si ni men lE!!!! XD
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Wednesday, February 11, 2004 ' 2/11/2004 04:29:00 PM Y
So bored.. but todae was actually an amusing dae.. but actually my mood was rather cloudy... yesterdae i isolate myself.. frm everybody.. i shut the door.. and sit back on my bed.. thinkin & thinkin.. bout everything till tears fall terribly dat i'm not able to stop it.. my eyes was swollen by then.. but wad i'm thinkin is the truth.. & a fact.. a fact which cannot be changed.. i've been naive.. STILL.. i'm naive to think i'm dat incredible to be able to change the situation.. whereby it proves i'm wrong.. it doesn't last long.. & i haf it enough.. i'm not onli physically tired.. but mentally tired.. well.. sucide tots was actually floating in my mind non-stop.. i mean last nite.. underneath my heart & mind.. there's too much things i wanna forget.. my past relationships.. my grudges towards sum frenz.. and the mi now.. i dun realli feel i'm real.. i'm so damn confused bout myself.. i bet i'll fall out wif all of my frenz this yr once again.. dun ask me why.. intuition tells mi so.. *shrugz*.. i think i wanna delete blog sooner or later... since i can't write out my real emotions... wad for i do a blog here?! i dunno larx.. work is piling up.. tests is cuming.. stress stress stress sumtimes i juz wanna rush out of the classroom and went into the principal room and tell her.. i'm giving up.!!! seriously.. i'm not studyin for the sake of my future.. i dun even carez bout studies.. i'm juz doin for the sake of my parents whom wanted or wish to stay wif me in future.. i myself wanted dat.. but w/o a stable income and a job how am i gonna provide them with a roof a bed?! becoz of dat i hafta put in all my effort to study well.. do well in o levels.. to me... i'm juz living dae by dae... forget it.. i juz feel extremely headache.........................................................
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Tuesday, February 10, 2004 ' 2/10/2004 04:44:00 PM Y
haha.. wanna test see the orinal colour of the template ish wad colour lorx.. missie juz left my house.. she had a hard time teachin me.. but ok larx.. mi oso clever type de mahx.. lolzz.. den within an hr finish the A7 le.. later still got recount, A8, Reader Digest wkts. hafta do yeah.. sianz.. suddenly chest beri pain sia.. lolzz. tml hjafta go tampines collect the bottle thingy which me & missie ordered.. haha!~.. =p..
Tml kaoz.. juz realised dat every tuesdae will be a veri exhausted dae.. coz first period is mrs fong lesson.. and there's 4 period of lessons.. kaoz.. imagine u're in the air-conditioned room.. howda RESIST THE TEMPTATION TO FALL ASLEEP!!.. *SHrUgz*..
ForGet It.. SeEms LikE MAni HAd NOt BEeN UpDaTinG ThEiR bLog Le.. Tk CaReZ All!~.. BuAiz..
SuPpoRtz ZaiZaI's, 5566's & PennY DaI's Cd oRhx!~
5566's AutOgRaPh SeSsiOn DaTE: 15 Feb 2004
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.Monday, February 09, 2004 ' 2/09/2004 08:03:00 PM Y
I've change my template finally.. haha!~.. how is it?! haha.. not badx larx.. =D... k larx.. hafta go le.. buaiz..!~
You're all I ever wanted ;
. ' 2/09/2004 02:55:00 PM Y
Yoz.. haha!~.. hafta go back to sch for cca in 15 mins time.. lolzz.. rushing here & there.. lolzz.. aniwae.. came across this webby.. http://stars.zaobao.com/starindex.html go vote for ur fav artists lorx.. haha!~... hopefully legend of 5566 allows us to go with them sia.. *shrugz*.. =D..
K larx.. hafta go le.. wun be onoine later bahx.. rather tired.. summore got h/w den tml got "retest".. haha!~.. tml missie cum mi hse to teach me maths.. whaha!~.. k larx.. buaiz..!~
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.Sunday, February 08, 2004 ' 2/08/2004 10:44:00 PM Y
Yeahx!~... i've decided to buy zaizai's cd le!~.. hmm.. on saturdae bahx.. since i'm gng to bishan j8 on dat dae.. to meet a frenz.. haha!~.. i'm lookin forward to their a.s.. mani is gng.. tinez, wansin, stella, biying and my new fren mimi.. hopefully we'll get their signatures bahx.. HOPE SO.. =D.. aniwae.. the song had been chnage to zai zai's wo hu xi ni.. nice horx?! i love his songs.!!! i gonna be crazy bout him oso liao.. lolzzz.. zai zai + F4 & 5566 rulez!!! You're the BEZ!!! haha!~.. k larx.. hafat go le.. buaiz..
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. ' 2/08/2004 05:06:00 PM Y
*shrugz*.. todae i'm feelin damn bad.. juz finish collecting the info bout air travel in s'pore and gonna complete it later.. and.. finish deciding wad to wear for 5566's upcoming a.s... sad to say.. mi dun hav much clothes in my wardrode.. but this one i rarely wear.. u all onli seen it once.. nopez.. onli wansin, missie & yin hsuan.. haha!~.. rather liek the office kind.. too matured.. but.. no else liao mahx.. but of coz change new bottom larx.. bought for new yr de.. lolzzz.. lalala!~.. k larx. i not feelin well le.. buaiz..
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. ' 2/08/2004 12:06:00 AM Y
Yoz.. i've brought the gai ban le.. as i've confirmed dat there's no need for the pass to get their signatures haha!~.. later hafta finish all h/w so dat tml can go out.. maybe tml can change phone sia.. whaha!~.. i'm looking forward to life liao.. budden hafta think wad to wear for the auto session next week sia.. so ma fan de!~.. duiz.. whaha!~.. heck carez..
Buaiz!~
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.Friday, February 06, 2004 ' 2/06/2004 06:36:00 PM Y
I saw him at the last min when the bus arrived.. lolzz.. he look the same.. wif the same hairstyle and the same old bird look.. nO OFFeNSe.. lolZ... dUnnO y after seein' him.. the feelings is rather weird.. sorta excietd and sorta disappointed.. i oso dun understand.. budden nvm.. wun be seein him animore i bet.. haha!~.. yeah!~.. biying, stella, tinez, wnasin confirmed gng to the A.S le.. whaha!~.. heard dat aishiteru pple meetin beri early sia.. whaha!~.. 6am.. i haven't even wake up.. lolzz.. their flight is 12pm.. haha!~.. later mani poteng sch sia.. whaha!~.. mi WUN.. Rest AssUrEd!!.. i wun be dat sotz de... LoLZZZ!!!
ANIWAE.. I FAILED MY ADD MATHS AGAIN!!! 1/25 RIDICULOUS!!!... BUDDEN E MATHS I GOT 25/30 HAHA!~~... NEXT TUESDAE TAKE ADD MATHS RETEST AGAIN LORX.. LOLZZZ TEACHER BERI LENIENT.. MuAcKz!!~~
wO hUiz Qi DaI tA mEn dE daO lAi.. JinG JinG De DeNG DaI De!!~~
tml ish ChEM mOck. HaFta gO LE.. WisH ME aLl THe BeZ oKiEz?
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.Thursday, February 05, 2004 ' 2/05/2004 07:04:00 PM Y
Yoz.. pple!!! ThiS mOrNing Not a haPpiE mOrNing.. HaHa.! OnLI WaNsiN & mIsSiE nOE.. BleAhx.. Btw.. My YaHOo gRp iS ImpROvinG.. sO hOpe MoRe & MorE ppLe wIll SuPPorT.. I'm UpdaTing It AlmoSt eVerIdAe LoRx.. PlZ sUPpoRt.. oKieZ? BleAHx.. Tml GettIn BacK e MAthS tEsT.. LolZ.. ShLd BE aBle tO pAsS bAhx.. HoPe sO lOrx.. Muz dO WeLl iN e iF didN'T dO wEll In A MAthS mAhx.. lala!~.. My MooD nOt BAdx.. TmL gNg tO s"poRe PoLy.. DaT BiRd StuDy tHErE sIa.. WonDer WiLl sEE hIm tMl? sO lOng NebEr See HiM lIaO SiA.. MAyBE bEcAme MorE aNd MorE lOOk LiKE a BIRD?!~ LoLZ.. CaNNoT!! CaNnoT CrItIcIsE pPlE mAhx.. BeRI rUdE!~ wHaHa!~.. I'vE sEnt tHe DeDicAtiOn lEttEr tO fM 93.3.. IF tHey PicKed MoI wIll Be On Air On FriDaE 13 FeB HeEz..
5566 CumIng tO s'PorE neXT weeK lOrx. SunDaE iS tHeIr aUtOgrAph SesSioN At BiShaN jUnctIon 8 5pm.. HOpEfuLlY CaN gO oUt Lo.. BuT hAfTa gO EaRlY iN tHe MorNinG onE yEaH!~ WaIt TiLl 5pm?!~ LoLz.. LaLaLa.. I dUn CaReZ.. i GoNNA gO Eh!~ BlEAHX.. lAlA... YeAh!~.. HoEP xIaoPinG cAn ACc. Me OsO.. WhaHa.. ThE mOrE tHe MeRrIeR..!~ OkIEz.. HaFta GO LE.. FeNg SheNg BaNg sHoW lE.. BuaIz..
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.Wednesday, February 04, 2004 ' 2/04/2004 04:12:00 PM Y
Hey pplE!!!.. mi started the yahoo!grp of 5566 which the link can be found at the right column.. do join to support me!!!.. and liting & wansin is oso one of the owners orh!~~.. tHanx!~
Snow Angel Game, quite fun larx.. not badx.. try it out!~ @ http://snowangel.settv.com.tw
The Comic Utena Webby @ http://www.utenamovie.com/ enjOy thE Bg SounD aS WeLl lORx
Aniwae.. todae took the last chem test & chi test.. shld be able to pass for both subjects but i doubt will be high lorx.. 50 50 lidat lorx... haha!~.. but i will work harder de!~.. Yeah!~.. aniwae.. 5566 will be in s'pore next week le!!~~ yeah!~.. btw.. they next month & april oso in s'pore hahahaha!!~~... wad a fun yr!~.. i'll enjoy it!~.. heez.. ai si ta men le!~~~.. but dun worri i will differentiate between studies & them de..!~~ =).. dat's y till now i still haven't confirm whether joining the fanclub not mahx... hahahaha!~... lalala.. aniwae i had joined one mahx.. which is free of charge for the moment..!~ so happie..!~ but no matter if i gng not.. i'm still insisting on buyin the 2nd version lorx.. haha...!!~~~ lalalala.. tata!~
gonna rest later den do a maths lorx.. zai jian le!~
5566 rulez foreva
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Tuesday, February 03, 2004 ' 2/03/2004 05:04:00 PM Y
TODAE A MATHS.. FAIL AGAIN LE LARX!!!!
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Monday, February 02, 2004 ' 2/02/2004 03:17:00 PM Y
hiz.. i slept at 6.30 juz b4 my dad came in to close my windows.. *phew*.. den i woke up exactly at 10am to watch wan yu!!!.. oh my god.. xiezhi damn shuai sia..!!! lolzz.. =D... aniwae... i oso dunno wad i thinkin sia.. i mean.. y all of sudden i began to chase all this stuffs.. beri unlike myself.. but i realli enjoy it larx. i mean at least i wun feel much depress as b4 le.. there's sumthing to look forward to.. and i wun coop up at home.. like gng out to find out new stuffs etc... aniwae had decided to go out once every 2 saturdae.. so.. i'll onli be gng out on the fridae when i hadda do my duty @ the bedok lib after which i'll go back straight home.. study study study.. okiez.. i had better draw up a time table.. and muz make sure i follow it.. den haha.. maybe will go out myself bahx.. coz last saturdae.. i was like too focus on the stuffs le dat i realli can forget to eat lorx.. in the end i didn't eat lunch.. den can't drag wansin missie yuexiang they all down mahx.. they onli acc. me.. den i think lidat not good lorx.. so maybegng out alone no one will control my usage.. =p.. and dun needa worry wad time to go home etc. =D..
haven't decide yet where to go this sat... but i noe i had to do well for chem.. since i've no confidence dat i'll do well in physics.. ha!~..
Aniwae.. i think i'll juz join their fan club next week juz b4 they cum s'pore but i had joined one which is temp. free of charge.. but they dun allow us to join another individual one's.. so i oso dunno how sia.. *shrugz*.. k larx..
i dunno le larx!! i gonna relax.. and free myself frm anithing... dat's wad i had been thinking for the whole nite.. and belief it? i had been online since last nite.. and u hafta noe dat i'm using dial up sia.. lolzz.. too used to the broadband le.. whaha.. so can't cum online dat frequent alreadi.. dat's the result of installing the net on my laptop.. high bills!!!! whaha.. i once hit 100 plus for the home telly bill.. lolzzz.. hope it wun be a repeat of history.. maybe after sch i'll use brother's den nite den use laptop bahx.. haha.. budget mahx..
i tired to change serveal skins but all i edit le.. didn't turn out to be nice.. and this com can't reads the chinese letters yet.. so i think changing skins hafta use the bro's com whereby i can search for the picx much moe easier..Yeah! absoulutely..!!!
Mani pple ard me is changing.. while.. i think i'm not exceptional.. *heez*.. i think i'll juz sum up everyday's happening den cum onli online at nite to post it and dat's it!~.. Good nitex.. whaha..
i've not yet done my homework.. a maths & e maths.. physics & chemistry.. lolzz.. and hafta revise a maths later.. okiez.. dun wanna be dat naggy le.. buaiz..
You're all I ever wanted ;
. ' 2/02/2004 02:02:00 AM Y
i'm gettin frustrated... this time for real.. i dunno why i feel so uptight.. but i noe if i dun get myself serious into studying.. this yr shall be a "nth yr".. they're rite.. if i still kept myself obessed in idols or wadeva... dat will be the result.. they can wait for me.. but not o levels.. 9 mths exactly ... yet i haven't prepare anithing yet.. isn't dat ridiculous?.. i dunno larx!!! fan si le larx... i realli hate it!!!.. i mean y am i here!!! all along i dreaded living... no matter how gd the sch is i'm gettin into next yr or wadeva jobs i hold in future.. i'm still in the coffin years years later.. isn't my effort gone down to the drain too?!
all this while.. i tried my bez to do everything perfect.. i dun wanna mention.. but i realli gng mad soon le.. i'm suppressing my emotions, my feelings all the while.. it's gonna burst soon.. and i seem to.....
i dunno.... sick of it............
{3.50am}
ar bish sia.. my layout change le sia.. y so lame de?! aniwae laptop can use le.. but coz mi using dial up.. beri slow sia.. den summore i can't visit my own blog sia.. lame..!!!! whahaha.. juz now do the jelly & cookies.. at least this time my cookies look r
ealli like cookies.. haha.. for my daily recess yeah.. whaha.. kaoz.. sum sae they will be holdin their auto session at heeren.. sum sae at junction 8.. sum sae at padang.. godz!! all diff de sia.. hopefully it's a saturdae.. den i for sure can go.. if it's sundae den mondae got test.. gosh.. no need go le.. fridae oso cannot sia.. saturdae got mock exam and ish social studies yeah.. bleahx.. mi think too much.. cannot cannot!! i cannot like them too much muz 50 50 can le.. whahaha...
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.Sunday, February 01, 2004 ' 2/01/2004 06:28:00 PM Y
*yoz*.. heez.. i'm gng out soon.. whaha.. to heartland mall.. juz finish typing the el grading.. so sianz.. h/w haven't do.. summore i forget to bring home el wkts.. dunno need to do not sia..
haiz..
bored.....
yeah!! ufm 100.3 5566 first orh.. but i neber listen to fm 93.3.. dunno wad's the result.. haha!~.. 5566 rulez arh!!.. wanna buy their gai ban le!!!... but dunno can go for their auto session not yeah.. coz yesterdae the queue for mtv alreadi lidat can't imagine sia.. *shrugz*.. hopefully can get lorx.. dun dare to pin too much hopex.. they cuming in 2 weeks time lo!!!.. yeah!!! happie..!!! think i like back zai zai le..!!! yeah zai zai!!!!!!
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