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.Wednesday, June 30, 2004 ' 6/30/2004 08:14:00 PM Y



Bored........ Sianzzzzz...

Todae no Fang Zhong Xin.. How pathetic.....

Yeah!.. Ask Brother Ball to record Fang Zhong XIn Show on SCV on mondae! yeah!!!...

haha.. i go do homework lo.. dunno wansin call for wad.. i'm still chatting wif weiming.. lolzz..

buh buh!~

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/30/2004 03:50:00 PM Y



Been 2 daes since i last post an entry.. miss me?.. lolzz.. so far so gd... juz feel extremely tired since sch reopen.. maybe becoz i've not adjust back my sleeping time.. =p..

dunno wad to post... wanted to cum online badly.. but to realise.. i dunno y i'm here... oh.. to check for phone features.. coz i'm switching to starhub this july if i'm not wrong.. so i'm changing both telly no. & phone..

oh yah.. 56 will be in s'pore for the charity show next sun.. 7pm & for steve chou's concert next fri.. =).. i-weekly features them too..
finished readin the burning flame 2 sypnosis.. totally sux alright.. i hate third parties.. sick... hate to e core man.. inhuman to seperate couples.. haiz... i think fang zhong xin & meng jia hui(not beri sure of her real name.. haha) not together bahx.. wif the chen hui shan bahx... i hope not... went to check the price of the vcd.. 3 parts cost 54 dollars.. my god.. sooooo.. see how lor... sat den decide since i'm accompany tine to buy musical nite clothes.. tupid weiming keep tellin me he dun wan liao.. i dun care alright.. he haf to go.. coz i realli dun WAN TO GO... for wad reasons i dunno.. juz dun haf the excitement or dun look forward to it.. so i dun wanna go... as simple as dat... =S

having Chinese O Level Listening Compre. this saturdae.. hafta report @ 8.. 8.30 start.. gonna score full marks!!.. jia you!.. got the o levels schedule le.. starts on 2nd nov, end @ 19th nov.

=D

i'm confused... of how much i realli like him.. or do i realli wan to like him or juz using him to avoid the reality... or... to forget sum things... to make me look forward to sch...

seriously... sch sux... i hate to go sch.. i dun wanna make my family be disappointed wif me dat i'm the onli one hitting 20 pts for L1R5 and gettin into an ite or even a course i dun wan in poly neither..... so i'm workin hard for them.. i wan to get out of this sch asap.. i love sum of frenz here.. for they try to be by my side wheneva i needed them.. at least they tried..

dunno wad to sae.. 4 mths...
neither it's long nor short... haiz..

O level schedule

Combine Humans(SS) 02/11/04
English P1 03/11/04
English p2 03/11/04
Maths P1 04/11/04
A Maths 05/11/04
Combine Human(Geo) 17/11/04
Physics P1 17/11/04
Physics p2 17/11/04
A Maths 18/11/04
Chemistry P1 19/11/04
Chemistry P2 19/11/04
Programme After dat..... home --- Sleep... lolzz.. i'll rest till my buddies finish their papers and haf fun together...

NExt tues is my chinese o level oral.. 2.15
13th Aug is my english o level oral... time.. erm.. 2.15.. ha!~

common tests for both e & a maths next week.. before & after musical nite..

tml is english p1 common test...

i'm realli bored.. but i'm fallin asleep soon.. till 6.30.. alright... heh!~..

seriously.. i'm breaking down beri soon.. i'm tired... both physically & mentally... dat i feel.. i'm dying.. lolzzz...

Changing partner soon.. wonder who's my next partner.. hopefully not him & not him.. lolzzz.. *shhhh*... haha... haha... =p.. but i haf to thanx for the company i've got since sch reopen.. so nice of u guys.. =D... k lo..

this song beri nice.. by jolin ((Shi Zuo Yong Zhe))

Mei You Bie Qin Yi Ge Ren Zuo Zhe Deng Zhe Yi Ge An Wei De Li You Dan Ni Mei You
*Ta Bu SHi SHi Zuo Yong Zhe Que Xi De Ni Zui E De Wen Hou Yong Chen Mo Dai Ti Jie Tuo
Mi SHi Zai Ni De Hua Yu Yong Wei Xiao Gao Bie Yi Hou
Zhe Yi Ke Hou Bi Ci Yao Cha Sheng Er Guo Fang Xia Yi Qie Rang Ni Zou Jiu ZHe Yang Bu Zai Lian Luo
Xiang Qi ni DIan Hua Lai Shi De Biao Qin Xiang Qi Cong Qian Ai Ni De Sheng Yin Xiang Qin ZOng Shi Wei Wei Xiao De Ni XIang Qi Cong Qian Ai Ni Tiao Pi
Xiang Qi Ru Guo MEi You Yu Jian Ni Xiang Qi Cong Qian Ai Ni De Tian Yan Mi Yu
Mian Dui Zhe Zi Ji Bei Dui Li Qu De Ni Qo Yi Shi Qu*

Repeat *

Duo Nian Hou SHi Jian Bu Zai Jin Cou Ni Wo De Yi Hou Ye Bu Zai Pin Cou
Ai QIn Shi Zuo Yong Zhe Bu Shi Shui Mei You Shui Cuo Yu Huo Shui Dui Bu Zai Hai Pa Mian Dui
Xiang Qi ni DIan Hua Lai Shi De Biao Qin Xiang Qi Cong Qian Ai Ni De Sheng Yin Xiang Qin ZOng Shi Wei Wei Xiao De Ni XIang Qi Cong Qian Ai Ni Tiao Pi
Xiang Qi Ru Guo MEi You Yu Jian Ni Xiang Qi Cong Qian Ai Ni De Tian Yan Mi Yu
Mian Dui Zhe Zi Ji Bei Dui Li Qu De Ni Wo Yi Shi Qu
Mian Dui Zhe Zi Ji Bei Dui Li Qu De Ni Xuan Ze Fang Qi


I juz feel dat this song is veri meaningful... esp after readin thru the lyrics... =)... k lo.. i go le.. tk carez...

((Wanna get to the beach asap........))

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Monday, June 28, 2004 ' 6/28/2004 03:03:00 PM Y



Sssssiiiiiiiccccccckkkkkkk!!!
i've stay awake for 24 hrs.. i'm realli beri tired... not dat i dun wan sleep.. i can't sleep for the whole nite.. i cant adjust my time back juz in one nite...

i'm gettin paranoid over everything.. i dun feel secure.. so i need assurance...

i wun be signing in to msn.. brothee dun allow me to do so..

wanna get u-weekly to read the sypnosis of burning flame 2.. so anxious..

todae ok lor.. lessons isn't dat tiring.. but i juz feel beri tired...

great.. after 1 mth.. i finally see him again.. think he got a hair cut.. ok lor.. sianz... hmmm...

dun worrie bout me.. i'm alright....

thanx xuan, ting, shan, sin & tinez for todae.. Buaiz...

next week there's e & a maths test.. muz do well!!... this week i'm doing chemistry revision.. so i gonna rest a while.. finish up my work.. den i'll revise... jia you for me okiez?..

during e maths lesson.. everyone was asked to set their expected grades.. for prelims.. i put my name on the A2 column.. so i shall work hard for it.. hafta find miss ho by this week for a maths.. but my work is wif nad..

had a change in time-table.. pe is every mondae... mr ga-ni-san.. lolzz.. next week's youth dae.. no pe... haha.. shiok!~.. gng out on fridae i think.. haven confirmed..

yeah!.. shan's treating me on her bdae.. dun think i'm tired when u said this.. i remembered every single word u said.. heh.. =p..

ok... tinez.. find sumthing else for us to haf in common other den the "hp pouch" lolzz.. haha...

i'm rather moody todae.. realised.. sum pple are beri sarcastic.. *toot*... shooooo...

okok.. i'm sleepie... buh buh!~..

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Friday, June 25, 2004 ' 6/25/2004 04:45:00 PM Y



I realli feel life is beri unfair... i dunno how to describe.. but but but.. in my life.. i realli hated sumbody right now... okok.. it's a him.. not her.. he haf no idea.. nvm.. i juz dun like.. arrrrrrrrrrrrr.... i.... wadeva...

feelin damn terrible.. and frustrated.. no longer i cld control my emotions... but but.. alright.. i'll be alright.. juz feelin damn angry... **** up.. Awww!!!... sick...

haiz.. dae by dae passes... it's too fast dat i begin to feel... there's not much time.. it's too scary.. my god.. sighzz... next sat will be internal oral.. means sch's oral.. for prelim's?.. den chinese o's oral & listn. compre.. i haf to heal my wounds asap.. to get my condition right and fit for further "battles" once sch reopen.. i've lots of things to face & handle.. but 4 mths... sighz... wonder how's my birthdae like this yr.. falls on the prelim week.. isn't dat bad.. sux.. haiz..

Awwww... having a severe headache... sick..... sick of it.. juz wonder wad's me in future... sighzzz.... haiz... i dun wanna feel depressed.. but.. i cld no longer take it.. unfair to me.. definitely it is...

need time to cool down.... dun enjoy hating sumbody.. =(

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/25/2004 03:41:00 PM Y



This is sick.... i cant live w/o the internet man... been feelin beri uneasy w/o getting online, updating.. so thanx god brother has the examination and now he went to the graduation ceremony of his gf's.. wonder wad time he'll be back.. but i think soon.. i sms him to inform him i'm using the com.. but no reply.. gosh!~.. lolzzz

so tired.. yeah.. finished the reader digest lo.. so happie.. so i'm left wif sum compres & chapter 5 maths le.. gonna do later... but compre i'm not gng ot do all.. at least do another 2.. when sch reopen den continue.. coz i wan to revise tml.. time is indeed precious.. my god...

((stomachache...))

shit.. haha.. lala... i care bout my neopets so i got myself online.. ehh... gtg le.. maybe update on mondae le.. so sad.. dun miss me!~... heh heh!~... buh buh!~..

((feeling better))

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Thursday, June 24, 2004 ' 6/24/2004 07:53:00 PM Y



Sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Alright........ i gon a go rent the lie huo xiong xin to watch tml.. i dun care... wad a great show...!!!... Fang Zhong Xin.. Beri Yandao.. though he's old... heh heh!~

buh buh..

veryone went out.. so i can use com!~

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/24/2004 09:40:00 AM Y



my god.. dunno wad happen.. dat neopets language becum traditional chinese.. even my blog.. lolzz.. dunno wad i did sia.. brother sure nag @ me later sux.. omg.. alreadi 9.45 gotta go change & meet tine liao.. muahaha... can lar.. hafat finish amaths todae.. den fridae toills undae slowly finish up english lo.. heh heh... first time i'll finish up homework in time sia.. congrats to myself...

haha.. i'm realli depressed mah.. feelin so damn moody.. oh wait.. not for anione.. dun get the wrong idea.. juz feelin beri tired.. due to several daes of onli getting several hrs of sleep.. onli 5 hrs a dae.. isn't dat bad... so last ntie i slept rather early.. immediately i watched finished the holland V.. later ognna buy i-weekly.. yeah!...

next thurs is sch holidae.. Youth dae... great!!.. 1st of july rite?.. am i rite??.. wadeva.. i wun be abel to blog for the next 4 daes or so... unless my connection is fixed for my laptop or else.. next mon when brother resume work den i cna update.... sux.. 4 daes... i can tplay neopets.. when i'm enjoying so much bout it now.. sickening.. hahaha..

i'm feeling rather hmm.. ok lar.. haha... lala... i've straightened my tots.. i mean.. wad's not mine.. is destined not to be mine.. wadeva i do.. it'll neber change the fact to be mine.. even it is.. it wun be for long.. i shld be satisfied wif wad i haf now.. it's actually more den enuff... ha!~... i've been englightened!~.. by no one okiez.. haha.. so hopefully u'll not read ani more depressing posts or entries since todae.. hopefully... haha... =p..

i'll be alright... thanx for everyone concerns lo.. love u guys.. nevertheless... i'm quite fortunate to haf a grp of great pals.. isn't it?.. life isn't dat depressing bahx.. haha...

dat's it... wonder how much i'd changed in this holidae... lolzzz...

buh buh!~~... tk carez... Muackx!

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/24/2004 09:02:00 AM Y



juz to sae i wun be able to get online le.. my laptop's connection got prob.. while brother is on leave till next mon.. sad sad.. but better i can concentrate on sch work lo..
sianzz.. later gng to mac wif mummie ball.. lolzz.. k lar wif baobei in my hands.. bei diff to update... keep fidgeting.. lolzz.. kk lar.. miss u guys.. see u soon!~~.. jia you lo..

(((Slightly depressed)))

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Wednesday, June 23, 2004 ' 6/23/2004 04:02:00 PM Y



Finished 2 chaps of amaths... left wif chap 5 le.. later do..

oh my.. the korean guy really died?... haiz.. no justice sia... world indeed in chaos... sux.. haiz.. sianz.. feelin moody dun feel like updatin.. bye..

((depressing))

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Tuesday, June 22, 2004 ' 6/22/2004 08:14:00 PM Y



Oh dear..... =S... i made miss ho waited for me for almost 2 hrs... and tinez, xuan for nearly an hr.. oh my god... felt sp guilty.. the veri first time in my life dat i let pple wait dat long.. =S.. so sorrie.. =S...

i set my alarm @ 6.30am as i slept ard one last nite.. i din noe i was so sound asleep dat i off the alarm.. so when i was awoke @ 10.45am.. i was damn shock.. i quickly gave miss ho a call den xuan.. miss ho sae nvm... she tot i decided not to go.. but no.. i realli over-woke.. shit me... *hit myself hard man*.. Sighzzzz... this will be the first & last time i'll let pple wait for more den 5 mins.. okok?.. =p

hmm.. i quickly bathe & eat den rush to tale 60 to bedok to meet mummy ball & daddie ball.. lolzzz.. den off we go to bugis.. seriously i dun wanna go de.. but.. since i was the one to ask them last week.. i feel dat i'm too much if i sae dun go le.. i tot they'd forgotten.. but xuan called last nite. lolzz.. like so sudden dat i'm gng out todae... =S... haiz.. sianz.. though i'm sorta being forced out todae but veri happie..

den we went to ear fish & co. lo.. spend almost an hr eating.. den xuan go toilet do business... haha....... spend ard 55.05 dollars.. for 3 lar. haha.. den xuan & tinez went to shop for musical nite.. *heh heh.. in the end oso din bought ani.. * lame.. haha.. okok lar.. we bought 3 similar hp accessories.. share the common item haha.. den.. we went to take neoprints lo.. haf fun.. haha.. my brother ball *yinan* was the clown.. hahahhaha....... entertains us.. i think we're the loudest there... so suaku.. lolzzz... so paiseh sia.. haha.. den we saw seok seok there.. now i finally noe wad's perm like.. heh heh... =D.. seok.. next time take together arh.. haha... =p.. how's the outcome.. tell me arh!!... heh heh.. me beri kpo de... haha..

den den den.. mi & xuan bought tupid tupid shan's birthdae present.. i'll try to find is there ani more gifts to add in.. =p..

next bdae present is liting's, tine's *alright... me & xuan will buy dat for u okiez?...* xinyi's, brother "ball", baobei * how can i forgot?, he's turning to 1 yr old... muz buy sumthing great for him of coz..* oh yahx.. yong sheng, shyam, yong yee, wiyah oso.. last but not least.. moi too.. heh heh.. 31st Aug... hahaha.. teachers' dae celebration... heh heh.. dun forgot hor.. heh heh.. gonna ask a couple of frenz out... =D... mamama... ok lar.. i go see my neopets le..

juz wanna say.. thanx mummy ball, daddie ball & brother ball for todae.. though i'm still haf'vin depression... sobx.. had a great dae.. lalala... but this is the last time i'll be gng out till o levels will be finished bahx... so i'm looking forward to dat dae.. but i dun think i'll be gng out on the dae we finish the last paper.. but several daes later.. due to sum reasons.. heh heh.. meanwhile i can rest mahx.. den find frenz out lo.. haha.... =D... *smilez*.. Jia you.. gonna do homework later bahx.. haha.. tata!~..

((Acute Depression))

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Monday, June 21, 2004 ' 6/21/2004 10:26:00 PM Y



Sianz.. feelin damn moody.. dunno i'm troubled over wad.. juz feelin damn uncomfortable dat i dun wanna tok to anione.. or yada yada.. i'm not realli troubled over frenz..

am i a loner.. i mean.. i feel dat after all.. i.. hmm... wadeva... haha.. i'm juz me.. me juz i.. haha.. lame.. =p...

yeah yeah.. maybe i'm juz feelin exhausted this few daes for stayin up till the morning and onli gettin a few hrs of sleep daily.. shld be alright.. heh heh... =p...

sianz.. dun feel like posting.. later do amaths while watchin tee bee lo... buh buh..

i felt upset for the korean guy who was being held hostage by the iraq.. upon seein the news... it's realli shocking... haiz.. earlier on 2 americans had died... hopefully.. he'll be alright man.. haiz.. the world is becuming beri terrible... dat my hrt is trembling.. human beings' heart are vicious, and unpredictable... my god.. =S...

dat's y my greatest fear isnt insects or animals.. but human.. i'll neber able to noe whether the person is true or acting.. isn't dat terrible?.. haiz.. world peace..... =S... maybe being a loner is better..... =S... but ok lar.. i still noe i haf sum frenz to rely on.. =S... bleh..

buh buh!~...
pray hard for the korean guy... =S

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/21/2004 06:15:00 PM Y



Great.. now my neopets bank a.c finally hits 75000 liao.. lolzz.. keep playin games haha... den sell sell sell.. haha.. blehx... kk lar.. i go le.. haf dinner lo... will it rain later?.. better sia.. cooler..

oh god.. toro is in s'pore le... oh man.. i'm obsessed with too mani idols liao lar.. 5566, angela, cyndi, join, she, toro, johnny, a-wei, wilber, alec etc etc... =S.. scary...
indeed i'm growing... coz in the past i dun do all this.. or shld i sae.. i'm changing?.. lolzz.. kk lar.. been online for almost 3 hrs le.. tata!~...

Muackx!~

((Feelin much better, though still depressed))

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/21/2004 03:45:00 PM Y



Yippieeeee.. FInally i've finished the whole pile of e maths paper 1 & 2... 10 Sets... Phew... As usual.. i slept at 8.30am... hehez... den wake up @ 2.15pm.. awww... hmm... todae suppose to go sch but i haven finish my a maths assignment so i change to tml instead.. =D..

Hmm... upon second tot... think tml better dun go out le... i'll be beri tired bahx... aiya.. see how lo.. maybe xuan again not free.. if she can make it.. den ok lor.. haha... so hafta sleep early tonite.. by 1am.. or 2am.. den wake up @ 9 lo.. heh heh!~... sianz..

Feelin lonely, depressed.... ermm... juz feelin lost.. sianz.. right now i wanted badly to noe who are the ones i can rely on 100%.. desperately, eagerly wanted to noe.. but but but.. maybe doesn't matter bahx.. another 4 mths onli mahx.. and dec i'll be workin le.. probably my sis-in-law or bro's gf will find me the job.. so i dun hafta worry bout it.. juz haf to wait.. ha!~... lookin forward to my first pay check.. oh cool.. the veri first time i use my own pair of hands to work & earn money for myself.. gonna spend the money wisely.. heh heh.. kk lar.. i go lo... i hafta go do amaths le.. tata..

oh ya.. new added link.. shan's new blog..
To shan: i've gone to ur blog lar ass... but no tag board wad.. haha..
but beri plain lar.. go add more things inside..

buaiz...

((Depressed))

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Sunday, June 20, 2004 ' 6/20/2004 10:44:00 PM Y



Mi go bathe first...

============

Back.. Heh Heh... =D..

Bought teenage todae rite.. den took the [[Which School Clique Do U Belong To?]]

My Results:You're a Quiet Outsider! You keep to yourself most of the time, and school is just a compulsory phase. You'd rather be by yourself than hang out with your schoolmates. It's time to let your guard down. Make friends! Feel alive!

Lolzz... todae i did quite a no. of personality quizes arh.. hehe.. like i beri free lidat...

cool.. gonna finish e maths beri soon.. so will start on a maths later... to be done by tml.. heh heh...

dunno y.. i'm rather depressed... like.. beri lonely sia.. lolzz... coop up @ home too long le bahx.. Ehhhhhh... haiz.. sianz... realli dun wanna go sch next week sia.. sianz.. the tot of it makes me feel sick.. haiz.. but wanna do well for o's & get out of here asap.. dat's the onli wae man... ~~~~... lalala...

i wanna try to get a for combine human.. since all we need to do is to memorise the details, facts etc etc... chinese i think @ the most i might get a b4/b3.. A is impossible.. unless my compo's mark is high.. as my p2 hadn't do well.. so so so.. hafta try to score full marks for listenin & do well for oral once sch reopens.. Awww... onli 2 subjects i haf confidence.. the rest need more practices.. english.. dunno how sia.. my results not stable de... but i've confidence for compre.. but the compo.. either i pass quite gd or fail badly one sia.. once made a wrong choice of topic.. dat's it.. rather risky... so i hafta do sum compo this week and let teacher go thru to help me see i'm better @ which type of composition.. lala.. gonna read harry pot. later... hehe... kk lar.. i go le.. sianz sia.. stomachache.. lolzz.. lalala... tata!~...

Good Nitex..

((Depression))

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/20/2004 06:38:00 PM Y



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A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
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accept you because youre not like them.

Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.

Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity..



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Heh heh... noe me better now?... =p..

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/20/2004 05:40:00 PM Y




Homework Left
2 Sets of E maths
2 Chapters of A maths
6 Compre
BSSS Compo
Reader Digest


I had browse thru the reader digest.. lot to be done, there's compre & letter-writing.. Awww... *-*

Buh Buh

((Missing .....))

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/20/2004 05:33:00 PM Y



Sianz... after i post e previous entry, i went to the market for breakfast wif brother, dad, mum & baobei.. Awww... actually eat Mac. one... in the end go market eat beancurd.. lolzz..

Ha!~... den i slept ard 12... till 4.30... sianz.. i think i wun be able to finish a maths by todae.. so chaneg the meeting date to tuesdae instead lo... den i'll noe better wad to ask.. ha!~.. i wun giv up de.. i will jia you de.... okok.. i go le... go play neopets..

Sianz.. left wif oen week to sch re-open le.. fast sia... First day of sch there'll be a maths test le.. Awww... haiz..

Buh Buh!~

((Confused))

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/20/2004 08:45:00 AM Y



Juz a quick update before i'll sleep.. haha... hmm.. i posted in my previous entry dat i wun be able to hold till the morning but is till did... and ard 7am i went to run.. den went to 7-eleven to buy teenage.. Awww... Qiu Ze & Angela's poster were back-to-back.. how to pin it up?.. Awwww... SIanz.. SO i pin up tackey & Tsubasa first.. dne i'll decide wif angela's or Qiu Ze's to be up.. hehez..

Great.. i'm satisfied wif my perfomance.. i'm left wif 2 e maths paper alreadi.. definitely gonna finish up later.. but i noe set 2 is diff. i attempted it.. onli manage to do half of it.. and giv up, try the other papers instead.. haha... okok.. hafta do amaths later since tml gng to sch wad.. haha.. clear off maths h/w first..

okok.. rather sleepy le.. *Yawnzzz*..

tk carez everyone..

i wan to go out badly.. to get my necklace!!... Awww...

((Yawning...))

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/20/2004 01:16:00 AM Y



Sumtimes i realli dun wan to face the reality... hmm.. how shld i sae... no idea... i juz woke up... slept for bout hmm... 3 & a half hr.. but i think tonite i wun be able to hold on till the morning... but i'll wake @ 7.15 to go the garden lo.. sianz.. left wif 4 e maths paper. i'll do one b4 i sleeps.. dunno tml can finish off the a maths not lehx.. try lo... Awwww... kk lo.. i dunno wad to post oso.. but suddenly i feel veri lonely... *eh?*

weird... feelin blue... blue blue blue... anione can add colours to me?... Awwww.. Sobx... one more week sch re-open le... sianz.. dun wanna go sia.. ArgHHH... forget it.. i go le.. veri bored here...

((Sobbing))

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Saturday, June 19, 2004 ' 6/19/2004 05:34:00 PM Y



Nice Weekend everybody!~...

Jia you lo...

i juz realise they haf remedials all the while... wonde rmondae go sch will see him?... hmmm... so long no see le..

dunno later gng out to eat or they're buyin back for me... =S

go lo!~..

wasted alot of time todae.. heh heh!~

buh buh!~

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/19/2004 04:36:00 PM Y



Playin MSN games wif shan.. sux... keep winning me... CANNOT... oh no.. okok.. i'll log off b4 5 to start wif my remaining assignments..

ARRHHH... i wan to go out!!!... i'm bored to death... who can acc. me???!!! suxx!!!! i'm rotting!!!...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/19/2004 02:51:00 PM Y



haha.. Got this frm huiwen's blog..

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:Intelligence
In a survival situation, you:Outsmart your attacker
Your hidden talent is:Pragmatism
Your gift is:Artistic talent
In groups, you:Get the party started
Your best quality is:Your compassion
Your weakness is:Your overweening arrogance
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Your first full name
Your personality rates aten!
your best quality isyoure hilarious
your worst quality isyou have a huge.....ego
this is becauseyou were born this way
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true??.. *Blur* haha....

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. ' 6/19/2004 01:44:00 PM Y



Ello.. Gd afternoon.. heez...

brother went to buy hp for daddie... tml's father dae.. he asked me to chip in lo.. about 20-30% of the cost.. ok lar.. lala..

Homework Left
4 E maths
Chapter 3 to 5 A maths
6 Compre(Accent & O Lvl Book)
Bedok South Sec P1 Part 1
Reader Digest
Read English notes..


Yeap.. i'm left wif this.. but but but.. i think it gonna take a long time to complete too.. impossible to finish within the weekend... so i think english will be left aside as revision for next week.. mean while will finish the other papers.. since mondae i'll be gng to sch... =D..

oh man.. Peach Girls.. realli nice sia.. dat tupid Sha Hui.. Ass... i hate this type of gers... can stood to anithing despicable in oder to achieve wad they wan... but they rather pathetic lar.. i mean this kind of pple.. their world seems to be filled wif complete darkness... unable to keep their happie or satisfied??... Awwww...
To certain things, i giv up easily.. but sum things i dun.. depends lar.. haha... like studies... i noe i wun score 2 or more distinctions for sure.. but i wanna make sure i'll get the maximum grade i cld get wif my effort.. den i'll not regret... maybe there'll be a miracle... so i'll try my beri bez.. dun wanna type le.. i go play neopets awhile den go rest a while..

yeap!.. todae i saw the sky changes frm blackie to Bluey... heh heh... Fascinating man.. =S... everytime when i'm awake, the sky alreadi turns blue.. so so so... i'm rather excited lar.. *tupid* ehhh.. sms exceeded le lar... cant sms le.. tupid ting lar... wa lao.. *bish* haha.................. yeah.. tinez gonna gimme cookies.. yeahx..!!!!... xie lo!... hahaha....

((missing sumbody.......))

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Friday, June 18, 2004 ' 6/18/2004 11:48:00 PM Y



Blue Blue Blue.. seems like a fog had blurred my vision.. Imaginary.. alright.. i cant differentiate sumthings...

but but but.. it is a pity dat a fact dat no matter how one try.. it'll never succeed in getting back into gd terms wif sumone.. isn't dat a pity.. coz u belief and like him/her so u try.. but.. results show.. it's impossible.. there seems to be a barrier... well.. dun wanna post animore.. alreadi near 12am.. gotta go study le..

drink a cup of hot cereal.. Start Work!

Gd nitex... maybe can call tinez up.. haha..

Aniwae.. hongyou's bdae in another 7 mins..
happy birthdae lo.. lolzz.. he wun sees it.. lala..

((missing him))...


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. ' 6/18/2004 10:53:00 PM Y



Yeah.. change skin le... Muahahha... lalala... =p.. gonna start work soon lo.. mum & dad wun be home early.. brother revising too.. hahaha... baobei went home.. boring.. so i'm playin games wif shan!!

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/18/2004 10:14:00 PM Y



Changing skin in progress.... muahahhaa... pple.. tag tag...!!!

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/18/2004 04:36:00 PM Y



I'm feelin beri blue again... y ne?... sleepy... beri sleepy.. onli slept for 4 hrs juz now... wanna sleep le.. till 7 den wake up... *yawn*..

but i realli feelin blue... something is bothering me but i dunno wad... wait.. not frenz.. not studies.. dun tell me is.. hmm... weird... y shld i?... SObbbbbbbbbb.. veri nan shou arhx..... but... ahhhhhh.... i'm realli changing arh.. hmm.. haiz.. nvm... another 4 mths n bnss onli.. after dat a new environment be it ite or poly or jc or wadeva institutes... i juz noe i wun do well.. lolzzz.. i said this i had lost 50% of the battle... haha.. NONONO.. i gonna do well!!! i said this i onli won 10% of the battle.. the other 90% is effort... right?... alright alright...

i realli beri confuse... i dunno how to like him sia.. Arghhhh.... live so near yet dun even see him... tupid...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/18/2004 08:29:00 AM Y



Alright... I'm back frm my running.. haha.. 6 rds of running & 4 rds of walking.. or perhaps brisk walkin.. hehez... so awkward.. the elderly were doin tai ji there while onli a few were running includin me.. haha... i was back @ 8.. back to prepare breakfast for the imp who is gng to sci centre later... since i was preparin for her.. might as well did the same for myself... ha!~

oh man.. i miss the moment when the sky turns bluey.. i was feigning asleep... hehez... for 15 mins.. baobei was up.. den i quickly rush to mum & dad's room.. my eyes dun look like i was suound asleep.. so mum asked.. i hadn't slept at all right?.. i said no.. i did sleep.. oppz.. i lied.. =S.... she dun likes the idea of being beling damn active @ nite and playin/idling ard in the noon... but dat's me during the holidae.. wad can i do?... haha.. cant change.. the pattern will eventually change once sch reopens.. lolzz.. i cant probably dun sleep @ all.. and straight away bathe and get to sch.. sch ends @ 3.30... impossible..... lolzzz.. i'll be tired and restless juz like a zombie.. haha!~..

k larx.. i think imp's frenz will call... better end here... brother gng out.. wonder wad time he'll be back sia.. den can use his com to play games for a while.. haha... kk.. go lo!~.. i go rest awhile.. eyes beri pain.. *Shrugz*

@ this moment.. i miss him.. realli.. juz now i wish he was there too.. but.. i cant decide whether i shld sms him yet.. haha... sotz.... muahahha.. heck care me... muahahha...

gd nitex to me..
gd morning to everyone who reads this..

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/18/2004 05:18:00 AM Y



oh man... long time neber see the sky changes frm blackie till bluey.. lolzz... guess the time?... 5.18am.. hehezz... expected yellin frm my dad & mum later... haha.. dad will be awake @ 6.30am.. another 1 hr plus.. haha.. okiez.. juz juz juz... i finished.... the a maths tb h.w & 2 sets of e maths.. left wif 6 1/2 sets.. lolzz.. finished the part e to h last section corrections for chemistry.. hehez...

but i think i'm doin everything @ the veri last min.. onli left wif one week of holidae... i din do ani revision.. isn't dat bad.. but luckily i can cope wif the assignments... so maybe next week i'll start everything lo.. *Yawn*..

He changin no.... hmm.... sms him?... eh... i'm rather confuse lar.. hafta think of the consequences lehx.. he change no. den i noe his new no. can liao mahx.. lolzz... tinez dun get so agitated lar.. lolzz.. i do like him but.. i oso dunno.. lolzz..

i saw sumone who resembles cb alot in the evening... but i noe wasn't him.. he shld still be in hong kong.. if i'm not wrong.. hehez.. so so so.. wadeva...

Awwww... i'm suddenly so worried bout the O levels... i'm wonderin the whole nite.. will i get into ITE or even no where?... i find myself doin nth for o levels.. i'm not at all stress... i mean not the kind of stress... rather relax.. can online.. can play neopets, can tok can go out... am i puttin in effort?... even if i pass all subjects.. my L1R5 still be over 20.. wif an average of 6 of each subj?... oh man.. kiddin... 36... retake better... sighz... i'm realli worried.. but i think maybe it's too late... they're rite.. we shld do revision everydae.. not onli for few daes or even during the holidaes... no wae we can turn back the time... so make use of the remaining time left..

glad i'm improving in a maths & physics... but de-proving in chemistry & emaths.. oh sux.. Ewwwwww.... haiz.. Sianz...

I'm having a flu.. muz be the dust when i tidy up my room yesterdae... coz it's alreadi over 12am wad.. haha.. shocked to see yew teck online.. haha.. but maybe he onli set online bahx.. haha...

5.30am..... another hr.. even baobei will be up too.. to drink milk.. tml's fridae... so fast.... =S

yeahx.. later gng to run.. @ about 8am.. when there're pple liao.. haha.. yipee.. so i'm stayin awake till later.. after running, take a morning bathe... take a rest... and start finishing the assignments.. no time to waste le.. haha.. den sundae i'll rest early.. coz mondae i'm gng to sch... dunno when to go out to see the necklace.. coz i think mondae better dun go out.. but see xuan's reply first coz her grandparents are in s'pore for visit.. she needs to acc. them mahx... haha.. but i'm realli craving for the necklace.. how i wish i can own them right @ this moment man... hahaha... range frm 28 to 38 dollars.. juz now go withdraw money le.. juz to buy dat... haha.. coz i belief it can bring luck to me esp for o levels.. alright. i wun depend on luck to take the exams.. but juz for assurance... hehez... i'll feel better wif it... i think.. coz it's realli nice.. esp it's a four leaf clover... one leaf for faith, one for hope, one for love & one for luck...

oh shit.. i realise i spelled wrongly.. instead of leaf i spelled leave.. lolz.. no one corrected me?... lolzz.. wad a tupid mistake.. haha.. i type beri long le hor.. haha...

tinez nvm lar.. i juz temp use this skin coz my previous skin funni sia.. the bg oso missing... sucks.. gonna search for another nice skin over the mth... hehe..

kk gd morning to all of u!!!

love ya!
thanx huiwen for tellin me.. but.. he sms to tell u he chaning no.?.. if he change le. u tell me new no. lo.. haha.. i still dunno whether shld i sms.. haha....... =p love ya! jia you!

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Thursday, June 17, 2004 ' 6/17/2004 06:24:00 PM Y



Awwwwww.... i wanna go out but go out means spend money.... *shrugz*.. and i realli wanna buy the four leave clover necklace.............................. dun carez...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/17/2004 05:10:00 PM Y



This skin quite ok larx.. for the time being use this first lo.. kk.. i go play neopets le.. tata!~

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/17/2004 04:11:00 PM Y



As usual.. i slept @ 5 woke up 1.30.. lolzz.. juz tidy up my room.. new look to my bedroom.. shifting the furniture... yeahx... looks better.. haha... okiez.. had finished social studies.. 3 e maths papers... last nite... so todae hafta contine finishing emaths & a maths... & reader digest.. *shrugz*... terrible.. coz mondae i will go to sch to seek help frm miss ho. so all maths haf to be done by mondae.. so dat i can sum up wad i wanna ask her den after dat can go out to take a look at the four leave clover necklace.. i definitely wan dat.. though it cost a bit exp.. but realli beri beri nice... =D... kk larx.. i usually dun type much in the noon de... will update @ nite lor.. juz after i wan meteor garden okiez?.. hehe.... tk carez...

oh yahx.. my tix had been sold to wnayi's frenz.. yeah.. got 15 dollars le.. lolzz.. dat's wad happen when i spend too much money liao... haha... but once sch reopen.. i got money again liao.. haha... but haf to save lo.. august too mani pple bdae le.. lolzz... INCLUDING ME!!!... dun forget!!... i'm 31st aug!!.. M'sia bdae... lolzz.. mi lame... hah.. but i think everyone bz preparing for prelim wun bother bout me de.. haha.. had to forsake my bdae this yr for o levels!!!.. Dun do well=retake next yr.. no way.... haha... kk lar.. i go le.. go play neopets den go rest den do work liao.. =D

Homework left..
4 pages of a maths PLUS Textbook qns
Reader Digest
Bedok South Paper 1 Part 1
O Lvl Compre Book 4 compres
Accent Book A 2 Compre
7 Sets of e maths

dat's all i think.. but dat's alot.. to be done by sundae.. isn't it?.. coz i haf to start sum revision next week... *shrugz*.. jia you lo wennie!!!... belief in myself!!!...

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Wednesday, June 16, 2004 ' 6/16/2004 10:21:00 PM Y



sianz... later hafta do h.w liao... beri lazy sia me.. lolzz..
aniwae i've decided dat me not gng for musical nite liao.. wansin helpin me to find pple buy.. hehez... den.... though i quite upset dat i cant see him wear wad lar.. but still got graduation nite arhx... =D.. dat's how i tok sense to myself.. rather useful mahx.. but i dunno y.. same as tinez.. i'm closing up myself... beri bad... dun want to mingle ard lidat...
okiez.. great.. wanyi askin ard for me.. =D.. thanx lo... hopefully sumone buys.. haha... =D... i've decided.. i oso dunno y.. i becum veri sensitive.. ^5 tinez.. lolzz..

kk.. update later...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/16/2004 06:37:00 PM Y



hehehe... my brownies is a success... hahaha... so happie man... i've another ambition.. wanna open a sum sort of restaurant sia.. since i love cooking/baking.. muahhaa... another source of income... hehehe... considerin arh.. but mzu do well in o levels den can earn lotx of money ma.. yeah yeah.. kk lar.. i've been spendin time idling ard.. but i dunno y.. i can onli start work @ nite.. probably 8pm onwards.. yeah yeah!!... kk lar.. i'll update @ nite... hehe... tonite gonna do lotx of h/w!!!... hehehe..!!.. jia you.. coz i think next week revision lo.. so by sundae definitely muz finish!!!... by hook or by crook.. hehe...

sianz sia.. shld i sms him.......................... so confused........
musical nitex lehxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.... arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!... my dad wun drive me there.. gng there myself...... sianz... maybe dun go?... at nitez lehx.. so sianz.. reach home alreadi 11 sumthing.. tml still got sch.. think....... hmmm... i'll decide b4 sch starts.. den can quickly sell... haha... who wans?.. lolzz..

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/16/2004 02:18:00 PM Y



oh yahx.. i'm baking brownies later... muahahahahhaa.........!!!!........ hope it'll be a success.... lolzzzzzzzzzzzz..... !!!!

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/16/2004 01:55:00 PM Y



Muahahha... i'm awake!!!... aiyo... i wake up @ 1.30.. but i slept @ 5am.. lolzz... later hafta go down to pay bill sia... and buy magazines... sux.. lolzz... haiz.. sianzzzzz... h/w haven finished.. onli finished 1/3 sia.. lolzz.. i think so... kk lar.. dun update le beri sianz... i go liao... @ nitex or later den update lo.. buh buh!~...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/16/2004 03:53:00 AM Y



Yawn... alreadi 3.52am yet i'm still online... lame sia.. i had finally finished chemistry... awwwww.... at least completed one full h.w .. haha.. juz went ard taggin pple's blog & wrote xuan's testi..

finished till chapter 7 le for harry potter... cool.. haha.. okok.. juz finished readin u-weekly which features zai zai & teens which features linkin park.. i had pinned up wilber & awei poster up on my beatiful wall... haha..
later i'll went down to buy teenage & lime... coz i need to pay my bill.. haha.. oh yahx.. i realli cant sms le.. so anithing better call me.. haha.. mi wun reply sms unless impt.. lolzz.. cant afford to pay bills over 30 next mth.. hafta save money to buy sumthing else de mahx.. waste money on hp bills realli non-sensical*such word?* ... lolzz

okiez.. my prediction for the mth..
Virgo
Take the time to master a new skill now & then. It enriches your life.
Love: Communication is a key aspect in nurturing a relationship.
Friendship: Dun be afraid to open up & reveal your feelings to those close to you.
Take initiative on: 20, 23
Lie low on: 7, 10
Lucky colour: White


cool.... haha.. i will be beri frank/bold for this mth den.. i haven decide whether shld i sms him... rather confuse... lolzz.. but h.w & studies had at least let me put this aside.. maybe when sch reopens lo.. i'm more worried bout completing h/w & tidyin up my notes for prelims.. oh man.. hafta start sortin the notes up.. or else time is running up man.. haha... lolzz.. okok.. i'll do later lo...

confirmed gng out on mondae.. so i'll draw money later.. spend maximum of 30.. lolzz.. no more den dat man... lolzz...

i'm wonderin who shld i meet for musical nitex.. i juz wanna find sumone to acc me.. sumone.. not a grp.. but of coz meet the rest there.. hafta find sumone to acc me.. sin is out of qn.. she of coz meetin her dar dar & wanyi.. moz of them had their grp of frenz alreadi.. oh man.. headache.. lolzz.. moz probably meetin tinez lo.. aiyo... sianz.. i'm considerin of not gng sia.. so sianz.. @ nite yeahx.. so ma fan.. tml still haf sch.. sux sia.. i'll decide on july den.. hopeflly still can sell lar.. if i realli not gng... sianzz... like dat can oso bother me sia.. shito!!... okok.. i go do sumthing else.. buh buh

oppzz.. it's 4.04am le... another 2 & half hrs everyone will be up... haha.. i'll haf to feign asleep.. haha.. gd nitex...

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Tuesday, June 15, 2004 ' 6/15/2004 06:21:00 PM Y



i've no choice but to use back this skin.. but sumthing went wrong... so i juz re-edited it.. fine fine.. i've gotta go..
tinez i'll wif u later...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/15/2004 04:45:00 PM Y



Yeap!~.. i'm here.. hehe.. i shldn't be here.. but i'm satisfied wif my perfomance last ntie den i had finished 5 papers of chemistry... still left wif 3.. a maths i had done 3 chapters.. lolzz.. rather slow lar.. but i still haf to do revision in between mahx.. i'm donw fi my musical nitex clothes.. so no need to do further shoppin for it.. so within this 2 weeks.. i'll onli go out once.. the rest i'll do revision..
i still dunno fi tml can meet tinez for revision as this daes my sister is not @ home.. her mum taken leave.. so brought her out... if tml she's here.. then i'll be able to meet u lo.. if not see when larx.. noe u're anixious bout the book.. remember to reply moi letter manx.. lolzz..dunno u'll see this not..

oh man. juz now watch wanyu.. i suddenly haf a feelin i'm gonna be crazy bout them again.. lolzz.. aniwae.. i love wilber & a-wei oso le.. oh man... so cutez.. gonna wait for a-wei cd.. den go get his signature.. muahahaha... kk lar.. i gtg le.. hafta go study.. dunno y moi pic[top] is missing.. weird.. lolzzzz...

buh buh!~
i may not be able to update this daes.. brother scoldin liao.. haiz..

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Monday, June 14, 2004 ' 6/14/2004 06:40:00 PM Y



*Yawn*... a call wake mi up earlier... tupid tinez & ting... tupid.. she wans the book so desperately.. lolzzz... idiot... mi so sleepy.. lolzz.. nvm.. haf to eat dinenr beri soon..

okok.. i wun type much now.. needa go see my neopets.. lolzz

got this webbie dat u can see the mv of various artists..

http://www.LTmusic.in-tw.com/"
okiez.. juz click it.. i've linked it.. =)

buh buh!~..
tonite wun be sleepin liao.. hafta do h/w.. juz now din do ani.. sleepin.. sux...
muahaha...
p.s i haf finish chapter 2 of harry potter 4...!!!~~~...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/14/2004 12:24:00 PM Y



oh man oh man... zie zhi like stella b4 ma?.. 1 and a half ago ago.. realli?... i dun belief... lolzz... nahx nahx.. he & xiaoqin realli together oh.. awww... sianz... =S.. sianz.. need to update my yahoo! grp liao.. the picture looks tupid.. lolzz.. okok.. i'll update later..

aniwae i'll start work @ 1.30pm..

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/14/2004 01:47:00 AM Y



time now is 1.47am.. i'm not realli feelin sleepy.. started to read the harry potter & the goblet of fire.. first chapter.. voldemort is back.. haha.. okok.. most of u had alreadi read the story.. dun tell me the content.. keep me in suspense.. =p..
wanted to d/l the gunbound but i dun wanna waste the time to d/l todae.. so i cancel it and *dat's y i'm typing another post* came here...
2 weeks of holidae left... means i haf onli 2 weeks left to summarise everything since last yr.. & a pile of assignments.. hopefully.. it's possible.. i'm gettin worried bout the exams.. it's onli 4 mths away to the first paper.. but i'm more worried bout the oral exam for english.. Sisssss... 3rd july is the internal el oral exam... if i'm right.. the first week of e term, there'll be oral for chi & listening compre.. & den mother tongue will finally be finished... den we'll await for the results.. if i managed to get a b3 i'll leave it.. if it's a b4 & below.. i think it's better to retake.. rather risky sia..

shito.. i'm feelin giddy... veri uneasy.. sucks.. i'm waking up @ 8am later.. to go down to the park.. den maybe can go for breakfast and pay off my debt.. *to singtel* sux.. there will be changes made to the bill date.. which means.. definitely, extra charges will surfaced... so i had to minimise the usage i'm using for this mth & next.. probably ard 30.. if not i cant hold on ani longer & had to terminate it.. i've calculated.. i had spent 400 dollars since Jan.. shldn't had sign up for new line.. it's a mistake.. so if i were to terminate now.. i muzn't sign for ani plan til o lvl is finished and i got a job.. *shrugz*..

oh man.. next bdae cuming up is yongjie, hongyou, serene, wenshan, brother, Mengzhe*5566* [[till july 31]] i dun realli wish for my bdae liao.. it onli means prelim is near.. hope there isn't ani need for me to forsake my bdae celebration.. haha.. but it's a mondae.. and dat dae will be celebrating the teachers' dae.. so i had asked some of my buddies out.. muahaha... =D... but i'm still not looking forward to it.. well well.. okok.. it's getting late.. tml i need to draw up a timetable for my revision.. & great.. my sis will not be here.. tml there'll be total peace.. BUTTT.... it means i had to look after baobei when mum's cookin.. dat's worst.. at least i can shut my room door to preent her fum distracting me.. but not tml.. i had to look after him.. oh no.. hafta plead my mum to eat outside den... or else.. i gonna waste tml too... shito.. dat's y i haf to wake up early.. this 2 weeks is beri impt.. oh no!~... kk.. i go sleep le..

suddenly, my hp vibrated.. sin sms me.. *blur*.. it's 2.04am.. lolzz.. i'm not a loner.. i'm surrounded wif a grp of gd frenz.. i'm glad i haf them.. so i'll treasure the time i had wif them till o levels finish.. but wun lar.. we had agreed to go out after dat.. set the hair, chalet, to the escape, etc etc activities right?.. we haf plenty of time to finish it all.. yeah!! Gambateh!~..

cum to think of it.. i hadn't seen him for sum time.. wonder how he is.. live so near yet cant even see him for once.. joke... haha.. miss him slightly lar.. haha.. luckily i cld still remember his face.. =D

orh orh lo!~..

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Sunday, June 13, 2004 ' 6/13/2004 08:13:00 PM Y



i'm back.. i din sae i'll stop bloggin.. juz find it rather boring... i hurt my middle finger last nite when it poke right into the stars i had on the wall.. e edges of the star.. oh man.. i din noe it bleed.. till i on the light.. my whole finger was bleedin.. *hurts man*

i woke @ 6.25am.. we set off @ 7.15am.. reach there about 7.35am.. boarded the first ferry which is 8am... thanx god i dun haf ani sea sickness... but i had a sickness for car... lorry is ok.. but not car... oh man.. weird.. haha.. i still feel myself as if i'm still on the boat.. lolzz... i beri tired.. sleepie... sianz... tml den continue wif the assignments le... oh man.. i onli haf 35 dollars left.. sux.. still had to pay my bill this week.. my balance in e posb a/c is pathetic sia.. shito.. hafta start saving money.. and i wun anihow sms animore.. after eating fish & co. & buying a blouse for the musical nite, it's the last time i'm gng out liao.. awww.!!~~..

feeling beri uncomfortable..!~... sux...

buh buh..

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/13/2004 12:08:00 AM Y



yeahx... now alreadi mid nite le.. yeah.. finally no remedials le.. yipee.. i gotta turn in early.. haf to wake @ 6am later to go to tenah merah terminal to get the boarding pass by 8am.. sux.. muahaha... now alreadi 12.30am.. i'm reading half of harry potter pt 1.. tml will continue.. =)... okok... i dun realli feel like updating.. juz cum to see the testimonial given by xuan.. haha... kk.. i go see my neopets den go sleep le..

nowadaes i find bloggin rather boring... lolzz

nitex..

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.Friday, June 11, 2004 ' 6/11/2004 06:46:00 PM Y



sianz... felt so tired.... dun wanna update.. haha...

i'm playin games happily.. haha..

aww.. unless my laptop can use or tml i cant update.. sundae i surely cant.. haha... buaiz..

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. ' 6/11/2004 01:28:00 PM Y



back.. back frm social studies remedial.. a tiring 2 hrs there... oh man.. i did absorbed a little larx... the rest i was either looking at zhangli * playin bingo* or looking ard.. lolzz.. yeah.. finally tml is the last dae of remedial.. yipee... =D... after tml.. i'll onli go out for the last time within the next 2 weeks.. yeah.. fish & co. yipeeee... hurrrayyy...

yesterdae.. oh man.. i reached home near 10pm.. beri tired.. legs are totally numb... oh gosh!~.. and.. aaaaaahhhh.. dun wanna describe the conditons @ bugis village.. terrible.. so stuffy.. oh my.. =S... no light summore... arrrrhhh...
took 2 np & 1 nc.. ok larx.. the outing was rather fun.. but juz feelin tired all the way.. veri restless & onli feel like sleepin...

yeah.. got harry potter 1 frm tinez... den the rest i'll borrow frm sin.. yeah.. got the notebook frm tinez... haha.. reply later.. dude... blehx.. haha.. they haf remedials till 4pm.. =S.. muahaha... so sianz...

lately.. i think i'm feeling rather relax.. no worries no everything.. i dunno y.. muahhaa.. juz wanna study.. i dun carez bout anithing else.. how pple look upon/ think of me..

haha.. i dun understand y ping call me "pan tu"??.. *blur* muahaha.... hahahahahaha...!!!!~~~~~~.... lolzzzzzzz.. lolzzzzzzzz... i gonna challenge u to play the card games!!!.. yeah!!!... love ya!!!..

haha.. thanx sin for acc. me this few daes.. muahahahahhahahahaa... i'm crazy....

well well.. i'll thanx everyone larx... muahahaha..

tk carezz..!~..
jia you!~..
i go rest le.. den later ard 5pm den cum back again.. lolzz..
buaiz...

oh yahx.. sundae gng to take the cruise.. 1 dae cruise.. yeah.. finally i can enjoy the sea breeze...


You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/11/2004 09:21:00 AM Y



i'll cum back den update.. now needa go bathe.. oh man.. i'm so sick todae......

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Thursday, June 10, 2004 ' 6/10/2004 09:00:00 AM Y



Ah duizz.. so tired man.. i juz realise i still haf 4 compre to go for tml's english lesson.. how sia... oh shito!~.. maybe i dun go tml bahx.. since i din finish the h/w.. i wan to do slowly and not rush thru lo.. tonite sure beri late den cum back sia.. haiz.. gng @ 9.45 to haf breakfast later @ food court.. so hafta go soon.. todae cant post ani further entries and cant play neopets so sad.... awwwwwwwwww... nvm.. i go le... stomachache.... lolzzzz
ohh later is geo lesson.................... =S

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.Wednesday, June 09, 2004 ' 6/09/2004 02:24:00 PM Y



Todae had physics remedial... did 2 practical on electricity & a test... the practical are fine.. i did it... the test is oso fine.. except for the last question.. oh my.. lose 5m.. the rest is ok.. den after dat me & sin went to meet tine tine to go to mac.. sin sae he told yue xiang to cum and pick her up @ 12pm.. so we acc. her till yx there... i ate hot cakes meal.. $5... and sin waited for the lunch meals... we talk talk talk.. haha.. lotx of fun.. while they do maths.. and i'm there distracting them... *Awww*.. den ard 12pm.. yx cum lo.. he treat us eat french fries.. haha.. den we tok tok tok again till 1.30pm.. oh my.. haha.. basically, todae it's juz a fun talk.. tupid and lame talk.. *oh man.. my hands are frezzing cold.. and i cant type wif all fingers.. sum of it hurts.. Shrugz*.. den i bought e filet o-fish meal back home for the greedie pigs.. haha.. baobei was asleep den.. the greddie pig was watchin van helsing.. den i went to bathe.. and den here i am.. typing... posting an entry... i hafta start doin the other h/w instead of focusing on el.. i have to do at least 1 compo & 1 letter writing letter for mdm rogayah to mark on fridae... =S... i'm lookin forward to eat Fish & Co.. oh man!!!... oh yeah!!.. tml after the seminar i gng to bugis to meet celine jie.. finally i can buy clothes le!!!!
juz now @ mac.. sin took out her nail polish.. me & tine played wif it, so right now i had my left hand fingers all painted.. cool... haha..
kk i dun type le.. i go play neopets.. btw... i haden been watchin wqyl liao sia.. awww... 5566... wait for me next yr...!!!... next yr den i chase liao.... muahaha.. ^5 sin!!!... we both agree dat next yr den we'll rekindle our love and passion for them.. haha!~ *lame*

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.Tuesday, June 08, 2004 ' 6/08/2004 10:23:00 PM Y



i gotta be quick in typing... b4 everyone comes back.. haha.. juz finish playin neopets.. oh no!.. i haven revise physics.. gonna revise after i bathe.. tonite dun intend to sleep.. tml cum back after lunch den sleep a while lorx.. revision is more impt.. haha.. haf to drink coffee larx.. ok larx.. i go le.. juz to post for fun onli.. hehe.. buaiz..
gd nitex
swt dreamx
slp tite...
wish me good luck for the test..
at least get a pass???
=S.......

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. ' 6/08/2004 03:13:00 PM Y



Basically.. i d/l'ed two templates.. i extracted the bg pic and put into the layout i like better... purple is nicer den yellow.. haha.. if i din remember wrongly.. seok used the falling snow b4.. haha.. i used falling snow & twinkle twinkle together.. muaha.. ok.. i gotta go.. i love changin templates nowadaes.. it's fun...
oh dear.. think my bill is here todae.. later i gng to open lo.. think over 50 bahx.. shito!~... haiz.. so this mth cannot use le.. sobx..

buaiz.. go studie le..

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. ' 6/08/2004 02:17:00 PM Y



Awww... i slept @ 4am last nite.. [shito].. my brother in the living room while i'm in my own room struggling... i'm doing the o lvl compre book.. finished 10 pages..
so i shall elaborate wad i'll be doin todae.. till 12am..
[2.15-2.45pm] - Computer as i need to search for meanings for words i dun understand
[2.45-3.10pm] - bathing
[3.15-4.00pm] - comtinue wif my compre..
[4.00-4.05pm] - Open letter Boxy
[4.10-6.45pm] - Continue wif my compre Plus finish up as much as possible of 1 set of emaths..
[6.45-8.00pm] - Dinner c.u.m TeeBee
[8.00-9.00pm] - Revision for Tml's Physics test
[9.00-10.45pm] - 1 set of Chem & chaper 1 of A maths.. *possible?*

As if.................... haha.. but i'll try moi bez... Awww.. i'm wasting time now le.. okok.. i've lotx of words to check up on the internet..... okok.. buaiz...

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.Monday, June 07, 2004 ' 6/07/2004 10:23:00 PM Y



oh my.. i'm in deep trouble.. i wasted todae again.. watching tv... [sun wu kong & harry potter part 1]... till 9.30pm.. den went online.. *dat's y i'm here*.. awwww... so sianz... i used 300 of sms liao.. todae tupid tinez, ting & sin busted my inbox... awww... hafta restrain frm using.. oh btw.. i called singtel.. they sae i haf to pay a downrade fee of $20 plus subscription fees for caller id of $5.. which means i had to pay an additonal 5 dollars every mth despite changing to pod lite.. my current plan costs 18.. while wif the additional fees.. frm 10 it goes to 15.. wad the diff?... so i told the ladie... i'll consider.. sorrie for the trouble.. oh man.. think i'll forget it.. once o levels finish and i got to work den i change to m1.. den for the being i'll use prepaid card... till i got my own line since 16 can "open" line le.. muahaha.. alright.. xuan back tml le.. yeahx.. can go out lo!!.. yipee... *smackz myself*.. later gonna watch holland V and shi zi lu kou.. den try to finish up my o level compre book.. tml hafta revise for physics man.. electrivity.. though all i need to do is to memorise the formulas.. but there's still some knowledge needed to me memorise.. in the workbook.. gonna do sum self-compo by fridae too.. maybe i'll do 2 letters/1 compo.. to see exactly where my mistakes lies.. and which choice of topic for compo is my forte!~.. den i wun make the mistake again.. oh man.. cant afford to fail............. even if pass all.. get a d7 for english beri wad de.. like my brother.. but lucky him.. he luv engineering.. but he did retook the english paper a yr later.. and got a b3.. frm a d7 to b3.. oh man.. my elder brother got several distinctions.. a for english, maths, a maths, physics.. the rest i forgot.. i think oso a.. a2 bahx.. my second brother basically suffers a tragedy.. almost all distinctions yet a d7 for english.. oh man.. me???... yahx.. all f9... wahh... excellent.. lolzz... i got the highest for english b4 is b3 and lowest grade is of coz f9 in bnss... oh man... but i can talways depend on luck.. i dunno y.. everytime when cums to the final yr exam my results is a miracle.. like last yr.. i got 31/50 for p2... becoz i passed for p1 & p2.. i passed overall.. out of 7 subjects.. i failed onli a maths.. instead of 3 in the beginning.. strange... luck.. dat's wad i called luck.. maybe.. but o levels.. i cant depend on luck but onli on my efforts.. but frm wad i see now.. i din put ani efforts.. so how the hell i can obtain at least a A for a subject?.. hafta work it out den.. awww... kk.. i beri sian liao.. been online this few daes.. cannot sia.. kk.. i gng to the living room to prepare to start work.. buh buh.. gd nitex..

okiez okiez.. i will jia you de..
i d/led lotx of skins todae.. changin this skin beri soon.. hahaha...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/07/2004 05:10:00 PM Y



hmm.. todae woke up @ 7.10.. i slept rather late last nite.. baobei larx.. wa lao.. 2 sumthing drink milk cum my room.. keep yelling... den i wake up pei him lorx.. let him see the stars glowing.. den he quiet.. =S... todae had the physics remedial.. 8 to 10.. so ok larx.. did 2 practical... my curve & straight line wasn't perfect.. minus 1m for each practical.. sux.. but i will work harder.. at least din fail wad.. haha.. got 4 items frm sin, nad, evon & the tings[shaoting & liting] lolzz..thanx alot oh.. when i go overseas this yr end i'll buy sumthing back to.. but how to giv?.. maybe when o levels is released bahx.. haha.. den went food court eat.. haha.. i din go a maths.. coz i haven did the h/w i dunno if i can do the qn yet.. go there oso nth to do since i understand the lesson.. =). *i'm improving!*.. lolzz.. oh man.. cuming right up after wed's physics will be 3 daes of geo.. uh-oh!~.. temptation of fallin asleep man.. got to get tooth picks haha.. but i'm lookin forward to the seminar.. coz after dat i gng to bugis to meet celine jie.. =).. so rather late den cum back bahx.. hafta start doin sum tys papers coz i sms mdm rogayah to ask her mark for me on fridae.. see whether i'm improving.. gotta jia you lO!~.. so sianz.. k larx.. i go start work le.. tml no remedials.. hurray!!!... but tml hafta revise for physics' electricity.. coz we got test.. muz at least pass bahx.. i haven pass ani physics test since this yr.. t least last yr i got at least a 65% for every test sia..but this time is 30% all the wae.. how depressing... lolzz.. i will work harder!!!... kk larx..
though zhang li wun see this.. love ya!!! dun u y.. hahaha.... buh buh!~.. oh man. i still cant log into msn.. sux... fine.. buaiz..
p.S: new added link.. [[Pei Yun]]
oh finally when i wanted to log off... i can log into the msn.. how lame......

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.Sunday, June 06, 2004 ' 6/06/2004 10:06:00 PM Y



i hate this connection speed!!!... horrendous *spelled correctly?* .. oh man.. i wished i had a stable income and can subscribe to the internet myself.. but dat is onl possible if they can change this tupid laptop too... awww!~... so sleepie.. wanna sleep le.. sad to sae.. i din do ani h/w.. sux.. wasted exactly one week.. but not exactly.. coz last weekend used to revise chi. sooo... tml reach home.. rest a while.. start revising... realli no joke[to myself].. 3 weeks.. beri fast over de... juz a wink of eyes.. oh man... hafta catch up wif wad i dunno.. okiez?.. wennie wake up!!~~~~~... so sianz.. i dread of gng to sch.. but i wan to study or attend lessons.. how i wish my eyes can onli see teachers... yet i sit right behind the back.. meaning i cld see everybodi... ok larx.. isn't dat bad.. juz tokin some crap.. muaha.. dunno tml will see him a not lehx.. he had been gng to lessons at 10.30.. mine is foreva 8am.. xcept for thurs & fri... 10.30.. den he will be attendin 8 is it?.. playin tricks on me.. =S.. maybe no fate.. or wadeva it is... haha... let it be.. i juz wan to get the grades juz rite for the courses i wan.. juz hope so.. lookin forward to the dae i finish o levels.. i can haf chalet, haf fun, gng overseas.. and i had a wish.. to learn piano during the break.. therefore hafta work in oder to haf the money for the fees.. dunno they'll accept not.. =(.. k larx.. i go sleep le.. though rather early onli 10 plus.. yet i felt so sleepie.. tml hafta do hw de.. jia you lo!!!

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. ' 6/06/2004 07:03:00 PM Y



so boring.. i wasted todae oso.. oh dar... =S... tml there's physics lesson.. but wil be home by 10.30... =).. need to start work tml for sure.. Awwww... =D.. tml no matter wad haf to start finishin h.w den third week can revise liao.. muahaha.. dun reali need to finish all.. dunno can leave it den ask teacher lo.. *muackx*.. hehehehehehhee... so sianz.. whole dae @ home.. wa lao.. my mummie gimme 2 new 10 dollars notex for this week's allowance.. how to spend... so new and... awww.. bad sia.. later she cum back gonna demand to change sia.. not going to lend money frm pple le.. hafta pay back beri sianz de.. sux.. lolzz.. yeahx!!!.. kk.. i go bathe le.. den maybe can start sum work while waiting parents & baobei to be back.. maybe b4 i sleep i'll post another entry bahx.. buaiz..

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.Saturday, June 05, 2004 ' 6/05/2004 09:19:00 PM Y



oh man.. juz came back frm dinner.. first time i ate so slow... lolzz.. sighz.. they went to play jackpot again.. ver angry sia... rather leave me alone @ home.. rottin.. i beri tired.. so dun intend to start work todae.. tml lorx.. tml not gng out or maybe go to the singapore expo if brother bringin..
i'll post finish todae's b4 playin neopets' games.. till 10.30 i'll sleep tml wake up early go run den eat breakfast.. =)..
i'll realli thanx xiaoyi aka chingyi... she understood me and encourage me.. thanx man.. though she wun see it... love her!!.. *she sae she love me too.. OpPzzz* lolzz.. dun mistaken larx.. as a frenz.. i failed my formal letter reason i did a major mistake for language.. will, would.. oh man.. i think i had to do sum practices and ask her to help me mark on fridae... i needa work hard... work veri veri hard... yeahx...!!!.. hsuan back soon.. hurray.. m'sia pple oso back le.. yeahx... msn gonna be lively again.. haha.. =D.. so sianz.. dun feel like updatin.. buaiz.. gd nitex...

aniwae.. todae mood is slightly better.. i felt relax as if a heavy load is lifted off...

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Friday, June 04, 2004 ' 6/04/2004 08:21:00 PM Y



lolzz.. i juz came back frm the toilet.. put back my earphones yet i din realise the music hasn't been play yet till now... lolzzz...

i'm so tired.. think i'll onli start work tml.. enuff of rest le bahx.. muz work hard le.. been sayin but no actions.. this time there muz be ACTIONS... oh man... joilin's shi zuo yong zhe veri nice & meaningful..

i din noe y.. i dreamx of dat idiot*eh.. not dat billy[haf to restrain frm callin him CB]*... oh my god.. i dreamx i called his hse.. his uncle pick up the call and recognise my voice and yell @ me askin y i'm still wif him.. and i replied dat i juz wanted to break up wif him and dat i lost his number.. *blurx*.. den the next scene was @ a harbour.. weird.. it got a veri veri fascinatin lift.. *onli appears in dreamx..* den.. *oh dreamx isn't called dreamx if we can recalled completely..* oh yahx.. den i managed to call him.. and talk.. wad the conversation is bout.. heez.. forgot.. but dunno y.. the uncle veri "teng wo".. maybe knew his nephew is a jerk.. lolzz.. oh man.. in the dreamz i mean.. den the whole sch was @ the harbour boardin the cruise.. oh man.. it's a luxury... huge, spacious... yada yada.. @=).. oh yeahx.. sumone died.. and we had a "zui dao hui".. i was @ the carpark.. *eh.. boarded the cruise still got cp?*.. nvm.. den i dunno wif hu.. den sumone find me to go to the ceremony for sumone who died.. *how he/she died?* oh man.. den i was last few.. ohoh.. dat's when zr came in.. i was findin him.. lookin ard... den after dat wad happen i forgot le.. think i was called for dinner... lolzz.. weird dream.. i hadn't had a dreamx for a veri veri long time.. is it an omen?.. but y din dat jerk appear in my dreamx.. oh man thanx god he din appear.. juz his voice.. but how cum his uncle appear when i din see him b4... tall tall de.. black black.. lolzzz... maybe it was my bad memories..

sumtimes i do wish i had ani accident dat will allows me to forget memories which i wanted badly to be forgotten.. if i cld.. i would wan my memories in sec 2 & 3 all deleted... my miserable yrs.. manx.. sec 4.. is alright.. except for sum obstacles in frenz.. i dun wanna bother.. onli knew who is right to be my frenz after yesterdae.. maybe i'm too tired... dat i actually had a dream.. but i dun like this kind of dream.. maybe one dat i'm travellin.. *oh plz.. but not one dat the plane crashed..* lolzz.. kiddin.. or maybe one dat zr tok to me??. hehez.... *maybe the feelins isn't strong yet*.. but i can sense dat he's a nice guy.. jia you!.. kk larx.. mi go find sumthing else to do.. buaiz buaiz.. update later b4 i sleep... hehez...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/04/2004 03:36:00 PM Y



YOggie... sobx.. onli saw his back todae.. and he went home pretty early todae or maybe they went to special rooms for other lessons bahx.. yeahx... a maths is left wif last chapter le.. Vectors.. den revision le.. maths has completed the syllabus!!... almost all subjects had finish the syllabus xcept for physics which still has 6 chapter to go.. oh man.. enuff time?.. chem oso last chapter le.. so fast.. sianz.. sch reopen firts p.e is tk weight.. wa lao.. eat alot sia.. lolzz.. muz go run every morning liao.. muahahha... den go eat breakfast after dat... =)... tml pple who go m'sia cum back lo... muahahaha... k larx.. i go le.. so sianz... buaiz... i think i wun see him for the nxt 3 weeks le bahx... wadeva.. study!!!!!

Post Made Earlier this morning.. (7.25am)
sianz.. such a wonderful nice morning yet i've to decide between whether am i gng to sch.. *oh forget it.., i've changed alreadi..*.. still haf another 15 mins... oh man.. i din do ani h/w.. onli did the part 2 compo.. oh no!~.. dat's y i feel dat maybe i cld skip todae's lesson since it's not compulsory!~... haiz.. fine fine.. i gng to haf a cup of fresh milk.. den i'll go lo!~.. buaiz...

update when i'm back.. but tonite i gonna sleep early.. finish sum papers & sleeppp!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D....

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Thursday, June 03, 2004 ' 6/03/2004 08:05:00 PM Y



Back Frm DInner.. muaha.. oh man.. he live @ a blk in front of me.. my god.. din realise.. thanx huiwen!!.. she sae she has another info.. so here i am.. oh shit.. stomachache..!!!
time: 8.05pm

haha.. todae went out to watch harry potter part iii.. i din watch part i & ii.. so when i watch juz now.. i felt like dozing off even if it's a perfect movie.. but it managed to wake me up sia.. haha... coz.. i kept awake thru-out the movie.. hahaha.. lame.. todae took 2 neoprint.. tupid tinez brought onli 12 dollarx.. so me & missie pay each other.. 8 dollars & 9 dollarx.. lame.. but on the account dat tinez is buyin the 22 dollarx 5566's book and maybe other things *is there??*.. haha.. i dun payin larx.. seldom go out oso.. yeah yeah!!... bro's gf.. celine-jie gonna bring me to buy clothes on either this weekend or next.. hurray!!!... haha.. wa lao.. later gonna do lotx of h/w sia.. compre, compo & a maths.. haha.. ms ho sae my mood todae beri good.. haha.. sae bye bye to me... hahaha... ok larx.. COZ I SAW HIM TODAE.. i tot i wun see him.. but only one glance..
*oh yeahx.. ah ming & yue xiang is downstairs playin bball..*..
lolz... k larx.. go wait for moi dinner to be back & watch sun wu kong den do h.w liao.. todae got meteor garden.. yeahx.. yeah!!! =)... hope i'll see him tml again.. !!!.. haha.. but next week onwards wun get to see le.. coz i'm having physics practical & geo lessons in geo room.. how to see him?.. there's no invisible walls.. and he din went to food court todae.. naturally he wun for the other daes bahx.. he rather go home straight to sleep or rest or revision?.. he has the habit to read newpaper... oh man.. my todae lost.. i left in the cinema.. lolzz.. fine fine.. i log off le.. later den see my neopets.. haha...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/03/2004 07:12:00 PM Y



haha.. todae went out to watch harry potter part iii.. i din watch part i & ii.. so when i watch juz now.. i felt like dozing off even if it's a perfect movie.. but it managed to wake me up sia.. haha... coz.. i kept awake thru-out the movie.. hahaha.. lame.. todae took 2 neoprint.. tupid tinez brought onli 12 dollarx.. so me & missie pay each other.. 8 dollars & 9 dollarx.. lame.. but on the account dat tinez is buyin the 22 dollarx 5566's book and maybe other things *is there??*.. haha.. i dun payin larx.. seldom go out oso.. yeah yeah!!... bro's gf.. celine-jie gonna bring me to buy clothes on either this weekend or next.. hurray!!!... haha.. wa lao.. later gonna do lotx of h/w sia.. compre, compo & a maths.. haha.. ms ho sae my mood todae beri good.. haha.. sae bye bye to me... hahaha... ok larx.. COZ I SAW HIM TODAE.. i tot i wun see him.. but only one glance..
*oh yeahx.. ah ming & yue xiang is downstairs playin bball..*..
lolz... k larx.. go wait for moi dinner to be back & watch sun wu kong den do h.w liao.. todae got meteor garden.. yeahx.. yeah!!! =)... hope i'll see him tml again.. !!!.. haha.. but next week onwards wun get to see le.. coz i'm having physics practical & geo lessons in geo room.. how to see him?.. there's no invisible walls.. and he din went to food court todae.. naturally he wun for the other daes bahx.. he rather go home straight to sleep or rest or revision?.. he has the habit to read newpaper... oh man.. my todae lost.. i left in the cinema.. lolzz.. fine fine.. i log off le.. later den see my neopets.. haha...

You're all I ever wanted ;


. ' 6/03/2004 12:08:00 AM Y



=)... it's 3rd of june le... my pri sch frenz bdae rd the corner... personalised one e-card for her le.. =D.. later hafta wake up @ 7.05am.. bathe & brush teeth till 7.20am.. den see baobei a while.. dry hair, tie hair.. wear socks.. and 7.40am.. i'll leave for sch.. for the first remedial lesson.. english & a maths.. muaha.. i'm fully prepared for the revision.. i had waste 3 daes le.. but tml i think i gonna waste it too.. gng out to watch movie.. den when cum back have to do bedok south p2.. oh man... haiz.. hafta start do the revision papers.. hopefully can complete half of each by mondae.. den i can start revision as early asap.. =).. a maths h/w are veri thick.. scary sia.. hahhaha... muz realli work hard for it.. since i insist of studyin 2 sciences i have to prove dat i'm capable of achieving gd results during o levels... hopefully i realli can.. i'm so sleepie.. muahhaa.. tonite got meteor garden... omg.. hopefully i can get home by 6pm todae.. den can finish everything early.. and do one chem paper... 3 & half weeks left... it's long but not short too.. a wink it's over.. and everyone hav to prepare for prelims... oh man.. scary... haha... okok... wonder will i see him later.. since his class dun haf geo trip.. will bahx?... he haf bahx.. but dunno will see him not onli.. lolzz.. kk... i go orh orh le.. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzzzzzz
i'll be back to normal once sch reopens.. dun worrie for me.. haha... after dat no more mood swings... =)... i'll onli look forwad.... jia you lo!!..
gd nitex
sweet dreamx
slp tite
tooooo pple @ m'sia.. haha.. i doube they're asleep sia.. scare of ghosts.. muz be gathering together... haha... like mrs fong sae.. couples might gather together *chuckles*.. hahahaha... =p.. gddie buaiz.. update tml when i'm back... muahhaha..

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Wednesday, June 02, 2004 ' 6/02/2004 06:13:00 PM Y



oh dear.. i think i'm a bit too much.. i hadnt been talkin to sumone for sum time.. i juz dunno how to face the sumone.. i mean.. wad to tok about.. juz becoz over a silly question.. my feelings are mixed up.. i dunno if i realli like him.. i think so.. but i oso doubt so.. oh man... sux... haiz.. okok.. finished my whole bar of choco.. craving for more.. tinez.. buy sum for me on the wae to meet me tml.. muahahhahaha....
wonder how are they @ m'sia?.. their butts sure hurt.. hahhahahaha... okok.. gtg.... tata... i've been online for almost 3 hrs... oh dear... hahahhaha..
love everyone..
p.s: my mood is betta...

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. ' 6/02/2004 05:13:00 PM Y



Hurray!!!... Change a new look again!!>. twice in a week.. wanted to search for the stars template.. but sumthing veri wrong wif the blogskins.com.. it sae they're having the database errors so i onli managed to get 1 new template which is this.. and the template for my other blog[which can be found by after every entry.. .:TO my Other Blog:. Get it?] my other blog oso got the flobble chat & okcounter.. but i dun haf much time so i can't add animore features into it.. try it maybe on fridae.. coz tml is gng out.. oh yeahx.. remember to go to my other blog and tag tag.. though there's nth and it's rather bored there.. i will change the look asap.. okie?... okok.. gotta go get change le.. and play neopets a while.. muahhaa.. i'll update at nite... still haf to do h.w sia.. oh man oh man!!!... time is runnin out man.. muahahhaa.. buaiz..

later~~

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. ' 6/02/2004 12:36:00 PM Y



Second Entry

Oh man.. muahaha... i gonna edit my second blog nice nice den shall put the link here.. but i dunno wad to write for dat.. maybe for all my particulars etc... ???.. since i've nth to do now when i decided to start work @ 5pm.. an hr to 5pm.. muahhaa... okok.. shall go edit.. den put up the link later!~~~.. =)

First Entry

A boring afternoon again.. oh man.. wad time did i woke up todae?.. aniwae.. i forgotten.. muaha.. later go down buy magazine.. muaha.. todae hafta complete the east view sec p2.. oh man.. muahah.. oh yahx.. a maths oso hor... oh shit... lolzz.. slowly do bahx.. i wanna sleep le.. later den start revision.. beri tired... muahahaha... buh buh!~... update later again...
oh yeahx.. thanx tinez.. =)
p.S: no one seems to tag uh.. y not i remove the tagboard?.. betta?.. lolzz..

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.Tuesday, June 01, 2004 ' 6/01/2004 11:53:00 PM Y



Oppz.. i'm wrong.. brother came back oledi.. time is 12.31am.. =)... muaha.. muai intuitions are wrong.. oh god.. =p.. i wanna sleep.. havin a headache.. muaha.. sudden craving for chocolate.. oh no!!.. tml morning wake up early den can go park run.. yeahx!!.. tml will be a better dae.. oh man.. my mood swings.......... lolzz..
time: 12.33am..

A boring, lonely nite... juz came back frm mustafa.. or how u spell
it.. moi eyes is feelin sleepie.. *shrugz*.. went to visit grandma todae.. glad to see her feelin better todae.. though i've difficulty talkin to her.. =(.. it's no longer the same dat i can see her thrice a week.. but it became once a month... wad a diff.. it's no longer the same dat i could my relatives once a yr during chinese new yr.. no more.. maybe never again.. or maybe i dunno when... it's no longer a peaceful & harmony big family where everyone gathers for few rounds of manjong till dae break.. the kids went to watch movie with the adults.. or play or sleep together... never.. never will it happen animore.. i'm not upset over it.. but upset how realistic the world how can.. dat u'll neber noe wad will happen in the future even those they're ur closest kins..no one expected this dat relatives eventually became strangers... passes by, there wun even be a hi-bye.. but an ignorance.. juz like frenz.. u'll accept for who he/she are.. 2 yrs ago everyone was like a big family.. but now.. everything changes.. u change & i change.. we'll see each others like strangers.. no hi/bye.. wad to expect?.. expect them to remember u after we leave the sch?.. oh.. no more naive thinkins'.. no matter how close no matter how deep the feelings are.. one dae the bond will be gone... i've 2 frenz who are once the bestest frenz and always together.. it's like if u see A there, chances of seein B is 99%.. but guess wad?... 3 yrs of frenship.. juz faded over certain things... realistic?... yes it is.. i myself had fallen out wif mani of my once-bez frens.. how's the feelin.. i dunno.. it's mixed up.. happie dat no one will eva bothers u again.. sad dat on one will care bout u, no one will even ask u out.. *i'm depressed.....* maybe dat's life.. now i noe y pple always tell me secondary life are complicated.. i din noe it'll be such a great impact on my life.. i din noe dae so much things will happen within this 3 & half yrs.. den nth is longer smooth-goin.. pessimistic?.. i'm not.. i'm juz facin the music.. face the cruel reality of the society.. it forced me to..
awww... i do miss the times i had with my cousins.. oh man.. how long did i called them "cousins".. 2 yrs??.. wonder hu still remembers me.. there is?.. den dat's a miracle.. thanx god dat i dun haf ani chances to meet upon them when i'm out at home.. i wonder will they sae hi to me.. oh gosh.. i forgot... they may even forgot how i look.. *who cares*.. maybe their reaction will be wad i expected.. or maybe not?.. maybe my god-sis*cousin* wun.. she's in gd terms wif bro's gf since their age is bout the same.. i like her.. she's elegant, tall, pretty, slim.. not the veri veri thin type.. juz nice.. long silky hair.. i still had her number in my hp, & friendster.. the onli cousin hu will still sms me..
i'm devastated.. suddenly... i felt so de damn depressed...helpless... and driving everyone awae.. i'm onli relyin on 3 person now.. 1 is gonez.. another juz can't be animore.. i can't dae dreamx animore.. it's no longer happie life for me.. but but but.. i'm still glad.. i found new frenz.. at least they knew nth about me in the past.. maybe.. so.. wad's my june holidae gonna be like?... tinez shld be acc. me to sumwhere.. i hadn't confirm.. hopefully i wun change my mind animore.. hope so.. so wad shld i do now... everyone's go.. my parents will onli be back ard 2am.. brother... oh man.. his secondary frenz gettin married.. so it's the bachelor*spelled correctly?* nite.. i dun expect him to be home dat early.. at least a 3am / 4am.. half drunk state perhaps.. xunxun went home wif his parents.. since tml is a public holidae.. so right now it's a lonely nitex.. wanna watch tv.. but i rather be here updatin till i'm tired.. *okiez.. i noe i typed beri long le.. but i still insist....* i'm still loggin on to the msn.. i still cant get in.. oh sux.. *ate half a bar of choco juz now.. bought frm mustafa.. delicious...*..
oh yeahx.. i'm wonderin how shall i get my racial harmony costume*how to spell?* this yr rd.. mummie insist she wun help me borrow frm neighbours.. dun tell me i gotta buy it juz to wear it once... 0.o oh no.. nonono... den maybe i skipped sch.. lolzz.. i'm serious.. haha.. okok.. enuff of updatin... muahhaa... tml mani ae gng to m'sia.. haf a pleasant trip...!!.. tk carez.. buaiz.. yi lu shun feng!!!... buh buh!~..
good nitex!!

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. ' 6/01/2004 01:42:00 PM Y



Third Entry... my mood *swings*.. i'm gettin real moody... betta to leave me alone..
p.s: i'm feelin veri veri cold.. gettin sick soon.. haiz..
time:to have dinner 7.20..

2nd entry of the dae... onli managed to watch 2 episodes of mvp.. i dun have the urge to do ani revision todae.. let it be.. i can't possibly force myself to do sumthing i no longer wan myself to.. let nature takes it course.. if i realli wan to do revision i'll do for sure.. 0.o hair is gettin dry.. argh!~.. i can't get a hair cut alreadi.. or else rebondin will be a waste.. i miss having my hair short... no need to tie it up.. oh manx.. i always haf my hair cut short once every yr.. but this yr i did not.. Awwwww... ha... i felt carefree... stress-free todae.. maybe it's becoz i dun haf to go sch.. i dun need to face problems which is alreadi there but been avoidin.. but onli gng to sch den i'll be able to see him.. isn't it true?? but... i dunno larx.. my mind is in a confusion state.. i dunno wad's correct or wrong.. i dunno how am i feelin.. "you qi you luo" sianz.. hsuan fly awaaaaeeeeeeeee.... she muz be feelin overjoyed.. so envy.. while i can onli wait for chances to knock upon the door.. awaiting for huiwen's answer.. lolzz.. "shou zhu dai tu" oh stop it... stop usin chiense idioms.. o levels had finished.. lame... haha.. this few faes had been raining heavily.. juz like my mood.. muaha.. oh yeahx.. if thursdae rains.. i dun carez.. i gonna get my under the rain for 3 hrs... wash awae my bad memories.. and start afresh... thursdae got remedial mahx.. but gotta bring an extra sets of clothes.. in case mother scold me.. muaha.. gonna find sumwhere quiet to sit down and do sum reflection afetr remedial dat dae.. i hadn't been to the place for veri long time.. i miss the quietness... mayeb i'll decide everyhting on dat dae itself... oh yeahx.. next wed gng to bugis wif bro's gf to buy clothes for musical nitex.. den maybe i can watch movie le.. muahaha... shrek 2, harry potter, the dae afetr tml.. oh my god.. can i watch all on dat dae?... 6.50 times 3.. $19.50.. muaha.. possible?... i think i'll get home rather late dat dae... muahhaa... gonna haf fun.. oh yahx.. pasir ris has the water theme park.. adults cost bout 13.. gonna go there one dae.. maybe on my bdae..budden it's prelim period.. haiz.. sianz.. dunno brother they all can acc me there not.. den i can save on the money... muahaha... sianzzz... time ish 5.30pm.. the time passin beri damn slow sia........ sux... argH!~.. i can't on the scanner... i can't find the switch... and this computer is having problems.. it will restart automatically... scare mi sia... this daes, when it rains, the lightning is frightening.. as if it gonna strike sumone... i oso dun dare to go aniwhere sia.. muaha.. wanted to buy u-weekly.. but opp. haven sell.. it is impossible for me to walk to sch there juz to buy bahx.. okok.. can consider.. maybe later follow parents out can buy..
oh manx.. the time is onli 5.55pm.. okok.. i dun update liao.. i go surf net.... sianz.. buaiz..
p.s: 5566 releasing a book on 6th june.. i'm considering...

First Entry

Ermx.. it's juz yet another borin "holidae" DAEEEEEEE... yeahx.. i woke up @ 11.53am... i slept @ ermx.. 12.50pm last nite.. ok wad.. haiz.. i noe i go sp todae sia.. he went sia... sux.. forget it.. i'm so tired, restless to update the blog.. well.. maybe post later.. i gonna watch mvp while doin h/w... veri sianz... boredddddddddd.... how i wish i & him are frenz.. i'll feel much happier......... can send him sms.. lolzz....... can sae hello... haiz.. dat's y i dun like to like pple.. the feeling veri intolerable.. feel so de damn sad....... argH!!!!! wadeva... dun feel like updatin le.. buaiz

later.................

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