.Saturday, July 31, 2004 ' 7/31/2004 07:31:00 PM Y
Sianz... Todae had the e maths common test... All questions are alright till 4.. totally dunno how to do.. means 10m sure fly awae.. lolzz.. sianz...
haiz.. juz noe dat geo test is postponed till wed during cme lessons.. lame..
spend 50 dollars todae.. bought tinez(wait.. still haf one more gift to be bought by myself.. lolzz..), xinyi, yong sheng's, liting's prezzie... still left wif huiwen, baobei's, sister's(actually bought the wallet for her but... haiz.. cant put coins de.. so it became mine instead.. sianz..), yinan's, tine's & perhaps seet ting's.. hoho.. maybe... will buy on this cuming fridae national dae celebration bah..
later gng to suntec... hoho..
well.. we finally get to noe each other in GB.. we finally tok!... but sianz.. maybe becum he dunno me, e wae he tok i cant accept it.. abit.. how to sae.. makes me feel sorta irritated.. so... wadeva.. i dunno if i realli like him dat muchhie..
sianz... GB no pple to play wif.. maybe i'll play a rd later.. by 8pm i'll go off... hoho...
1.30 till 3pm was geo remedial.. sianz... haiz... so mani h/w to do.. but i'm so sleepieeeeeeeeee..... haiz.. sianz lar...
life sux...
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.Friday, July 30, 2004 ' 7/30/2004 09:28:00 PM Y
Hoho.. tml shoppin dae.. gonna collect money frm brother later for presents.. hoho... sianz.. dun wanna revise for emaths leh.. dunno wad to revise sia.. hope it's easy.. but trigo.. haiz.. sianz 1/2... awww
bye... mondae den update lo..
gun bound rules~~~
he(s) rules!!
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. ' 7/30/2004 03:08:00 PM Y
Dunno wad the hell happen dat the music cant be played..
play gb half wae wif evon, sin & bird but server down.. sianz 1/2... play untill so high sia.. fun!!.. cool.. can see duck & bird flyin in the air.. lolzzz...
got the emaths test back.. 1.5/12.. lolzz.. tml emaths test.. sianz... think will fail sia.. coz i dunno how to revise.. sianz... tml go out den cum back by 1.30.. lame... hohoho.. nvm.. long wkend next week.. cool!!!...
sianz.. play np.. bye!
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.Thursday, July 29, 2004 ' 7/29/2004 09:24:00 PM Y
Sianz.. later hafta do chin hw... sianzzzzzzzzzz... hoho..
dunno wad to update... feelin rather moody...
haiz..
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. ' 7/29/2004 04:16:00 PM Y
Ello... Ho..
Had Physics Test On EMI earlier on.. hoho... haha.. lala... wadeva... no comments..
hoho.. sat gng to bugis to buy yi's teng's sister's tine's prezzie.. and lookin out for bos's baobei's huiwen's prezzie.. hohoho... gng to collect money frm xuan & missie tml bahx..
Yeah!.. i've survived frm 3.5 hrs of physics!!... Finished Radioactivity.. Phew.. understand this topic perfectly great... hoho.. now is CRO.. mdm low juz gone thru the colour scheme... huhu.. she's gng to bring the components for us to see tml.. hoho.. i'm expecting lessons now.. yeah!.. mrs yeow back next week.. haf chem lo!!.. i'm expectin practicals... haha.. sianz... tml gettin back the trigo test.. lame lar.. i fail for sure lor.. 200% sure.. lolzz.. 2/12... so i dun realli look forward to gettin it back tml.. hoho.. but my partner does... sianz... coz he saes he'll be expectin 10/12 ridiculous... HMPF!... hoho.. sianz.... i needa go bathe sia.. back later..!!!!
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back le lar.. but i wanna play gunbound.. haha... bye bye!...
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.Wednesday, July 28, 2004 ' 7/28/2004 05:26:00 PM Y
Ello.. Finished playing Gb.. ho.. sin played wif me.. ha!~...
oh.. got 12.5 over 40 for a maths.. haha... wadeva...
tml got physics test.. so mi now go sleep le.. hoho...
nth to be updated... so sianz..
i'm still so confused... haiz.. buh!~...
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.Tuesday, July 27, 2004 ' 7/27/2004 06:51:00 PM Y
Awwwwwwwwwww..... SIanz lar..... wa lao... haven got the phone lar.... damn... by this week... sianz.. hai me so excited for nth todae... hoho.. wadeva... den i cant use the phone lo... hoho...!!!!~~~... buh buh.. i go bathe & eat den update... tata!~
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. ' 7/27/2004 03:54:00 PM Y
Heyo.. Hoho..
I'm so excited bout tonite... new phone new number... haha... though it's not a cool phone but it's nokia alright... haha.. finally get a touch on it.. hoho..
had e maths test but sad to sae i've no mood to do it.. so i'll get onli 2/12... lolzzz... like shit..
had english oral trial.. mdm rogayah said i'm ok.. everything is alright and my conversation is lucid.. hoho.. so happie... passing is possible.. hoho... so happie... but now my emaths is de-proving.. aha!~...
tml gettin back amaths.. ah li sae ms ho said my p & c got full marks.. hoho... so happie.. hoho..
oh.. i'll be having tuition wif yuanlong every fridae.. hoho...
wad else?!... haha... i'm juz so happie todae even though i failed my emaths coz it's not the end of the dae alright.... hoho.!~...
This sat there'll be e maths c.t... sianz... afetr dat 1.30pm got geo lessons... wah man.. how mani extra lessons she realli need?!... haiz.. but it benefits us mah... sianz.. tml there'll be extra hr of physics... oh man.. i realli hate thurs... 2 hrs of physics... shit... haiz... radioactivity... oh yah!... thurs there'll be emi test rite?!... sianz... tml no test bah!? hoho... jia you bah wennie.. wonder how i fare for the phy & chem c.t.. but prepare for the worst lar.. sianz.. hope can get a d7 ok le.. hoho...
so excited... incumin calls freeeeeeeeee.... hurrayyyyyyyyyyy.... haha... 1000 sms........ oh my god.. &&&& bill is paid by mummieeeeeeeeeeee.... hurrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
love everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
tata!~... wanna change skin leh.. so sick of the skin le... haha... bye bye..!!!!!!!
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.Monday, July 26, 2004 ' 7/26/2004 05:21:00 PM Y
i'm feeling so damn the bored sia.... shito... but i'm definitely sleepie.. hoho!~ buh buh!~
i'm realli feelin beri terrible.... i... haiz.. the more i see him.. the more i'm confused...
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. ' 7/26/2004 05:14:00 PM Y
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. ' 7/26/2004 04:42:00 PM Y
Ho... Haiz... Sianz... so sleepie...
den y i update again uh?!.. lame.. hoho...
=D... Awww... Idiot Deng Li... Keep sayin 5566 sux... As if i care... whaha...
go play games lo.. tml got gun bound le.. whaha... can noe him le... muahaha...
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. ' 7/26/2004 03:50:00 PM Y
Heyo!~...
Ha.. Hoho.. two pieces of news... u wan e good one or the bad one first lehz?!
Ho.. ha!~... alright.. i passed my english compo.. i'm one of the 7 passes... hurray.. but i've made two grave mistakes.. lolzz.. but thanx to my good intro.. ha!~... but mdm rogayah wants to get a tutor to ensure i'll get more den a border line pass... Secondly... i failed my emaths... duiz.. 4 out of 15... sianz 1/2... lolzz.. haiz.. juz realise tml is trigo test... oh damn... i'm so tired todae.. shld had slept earlier last nite...
today mr ganesan was absent so mrs fong took over a period.... disastrous... sianz... so the other period we had Derrick Wu as relief teacher... ( i think sumthing wrong wif me... when my buddies think sumone is suave & is crazy bout him yet i juz feel nth... when i feel sumthing for a so-so guy dey sae i've no taste... dat's life....) haha... sianz lor... had 1 & 1/2 hrs of physics & 2 1/2 hrs of geo todae... so sianz.. tml we'll haf 2 hrs of geo again.. 1 1/2 hrs of english... my god... it's tiring facing the same teacher... for more den an hr... sick... Awww... but they juz dun understand... haiz...
lots of h/w to be done later... haha... i'll rest den do later.. haf to tidy up my ss notes.. in a mess... & revise trigo of coz.. hope can get a pass... ha!~..
Sianzzzzzzzzzz.... Geo lesson me, zhang li & wansin shared a veri veri veri lame joke.. laugh till our mouths got crooked.. haha............ =D... love being with them... forgot bout my worries...
back to my worries... got brother to download gun bound lo.. so knowing him is easy feat lo... haha... but... i think i oso like the "sumone" lolzz.. 2 guys... i'm not being wad lar... but maybe one of them is for fun but one of them is serious liking lor.. but i dunno if it's realli him & not him... gimme sum time bah.. ha!~...
Sianzzzzz..... Poor shan got drenched even though the weather seems pretty alright... ha.. unpredictable.. poor ger... lalala... lame..
Yawnnn... Oh ya!~.. bao bei is able to communicate le.. haha... dat's great.. he's able to understand wad we're taling and wanted him to do.. =D.. oh well.. he's turning one mah... by now he shld learn lots of things alreadi.. haha...
this bg music nice bah?!.. haha.. k lar.. i'll go blog visiting todae... !~... tata!~
buh buh!~... Love everyone!~...
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.Sunday, July 25, 2004 ' 7/25/2004 08:51:00 PM Y
Aha.... brother went to buy dinner for me.. hoho~~~...
sianz... neber do ani revision sia.. haha.. kk tml i'll do alright?!...
sianz... tml got pe... aha!~... chemistry lessons will be taken over by mdm low.. awww... means extra 6 hrs of physics.. oh man!~.. aha!~...
sianz... next mth haf to buy 13 pple presents includin my sister & baobei.. awww... sianzzzz....
bill oso cuming...... sianzzzzzzzzz....
oh shan... shuddduuuppp...
aha!~.. wonder how's sch tml!~....
((watchin X-Men))
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.Thursday, July 22, 2004 ' 7/22/2004 05:39:00 PM Y
Wad the hell man... i'm gettin paranoid over such things... i cld easily forget bout this matter but y is this bothering me and affecting me dat much... it's juz a trival matter.. he's juz a passer-by in my life so y shld i be bothered.... but the more i wan to avoid the more he appears in my mind dat i'm gettin afraid dat it will becum true.. dat i realli like him... i dun wan dat to happen..
haiz... So i think it's better for me to think more of zr den... maybe i'm juz thinkin too much... haiz... sianz...
gng off... maybe mondae den can update le.. sianzzzzz.... Muahaha... tata!~.. tml can go where leh..
Where can i go for my bdae......... money money.. where are uuuuuuuuuuu... haha.... i'm onli left wif a pathetic 10 dollar note... hahaha... lame... buh buh!~..
P.S: My birthdae is rd the corner... haha...
oh damn.. got the Prelim Time table oledi... sianz... ends on 17th Sep.. Yeong Sheng's Bdae.. hahaha.....
Ello... Ha....
So tired....
Haiz... I'm being questioned for the whole dae in sch for who i like... Shrugz... Wadeva... i dun care...
Ahhh... todae's compo is alright... dunno y Yeong Sheng saes it's a difficult topic... Oh coz wan sin was absent so i sit over there... And Zheng Wei went home too... so for chem practical i partnered wif yeong sheng.. aniwae.. had fun over there... haha... lamer... lolzz.. =p..
Sumthing veri wrong.. my mind keep directs me to look out for "him"... but... wad happened... i dunno.. i veri scare... sighzz... i dunno how to sae but... nvm... i'm realli beri bothered by this..
Hmmm... so.. i seen him a few times todae... after sch... awww... tinez real idiot.. Bish her... sianz..
tml dunno go where... sianz... so sleepie.. brother cuming back.. think he's sick.. so i dun think tml i can use the com.. Awww...
think i'm gettin sick too.. rather restless this daes.. cant concentrate in class... my mind is occupied wif questions and questions... and "him"...
i'm realli lost... i dunno wad shld i do... haiz..
later haf to go down to take no. card for brother... so i think i cld withdraw money too... ha!~..
had to get tupid shan's sweets... awww....
sianz.. go play neopets... haha....
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.Wednesday, July 21, 2004 ' 7/21/2004 10:26:00 PM Y
New Layout!~... Heezzz...
Buh!~...
GO Do Homework le.. Hafat reply letters too... Heh!~
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. ' 7/21/2004 09:34:00 PM Y
Wait a min.. i'm not sufferin frm depression... ha!~... i'm juz sleepy this daes... been sleeping at 2 or 3am this few daes... u cant expect me to be in high spirits wif onli a couple of hrs sleep mahx... ha!~... =D
Haiz.... sianz.. i'm so confused wif my hrt... You noe.. i like sumone... but yet i alreadi liked sumone... wtf i'm talkin?!... haiz... yeah.. i'm oso confused... i dunno wad i got this weird feelin since i woke up this morning... unusual feelin.. and sum sort of upset.. miserable.. everything.... but... i noe i shldn't think bout it... but i'm realli afraid i'll like him.. haiz.. sux man... love sux...
tml gonna be a tiring dae.. all double periods.. on top of dat there'll be remedials till 3.30... but alright.. fridae gonna go out.. & sat there's no mock exam.. finally can rest for the weekend... ha!~... hadn't been to see my gandmother for a beri long time.. wonder how's she.. =(
haiz.. think tml may get back amaths paper.. but.. it gonna be depressing.. & of coz.. demoralising(rite?!) hadn't pass for sum time... haha!~... sianz.. 3rd sep is ss prelim.. so fast... wonder how shld i spend my bdae next mth man.. wanna happy oso seems diff. ha!~... nvm lar.. maybe call a couple of frenz onli lor.. =D...
dun scare me off frenz... i'm gettin lonely man... dun feel secure... rather fragile liao sia.. Awww... haiz... Sobbie Sobbie Sobbie.....
buh!~ ha!~... so bored.. everybodi playin gunbound... but i cant download leh... even download le muz delete... wad's the pt. man... Awww.... alright.. i'll leave ard 10pm.. ha!~... another 15 mins............. heez!~
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. ' 7/21/2004 07:07:00 PM Y
Haiz.... Sianz sia... more & more pple noe i like him sia.. but... i din sae leh... is they overheard the conversation when huiwen sae his name... i dun mind the whole world noes but them... shito... fear... haiz.. wadeva...
sianz.. i had typed todae's post but there's error wif the network.. so i retyped.. but i beri lazy to retype.. i think it's heaven's will dat i shldn't type dat previous post... so i'll keep it down within my hrt den.!~...
buh!~...
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.Tuesday, July 20, 2004 ' 7/20/2004 04:33:00 PM Y
Awww....
Wanted to burn yuan long's cd.. but the dics got stuck instead... shito.. brother sure gonna scold me again... reprimandin me dat i dunno how to use a com.. conclusion will be... i cant use the com.. so will his be the last time i'll be using the com?!... sianzzzz.... but.. nowdaes oso sianz lar... nth to post bout... everydae juz sleep.. study eat onli... sianz sia... so.. i wun care... haha... let him scold lo.. at yr end i can haf com.. personal one.. better rite... haha.. den subscribe to scv online.. Yupppiieee... haha...
k lo.. go le!~..
sianz.. todae no lie huo xiong xin 2... hafta wait till mondae... sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
todae's e maths.. sure fail.... haha.... think tml gettin back a maths test... fail for sure... hahahhaa...
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.Monday, July 19, 2004 ' 7/19/2004 07:41:00 PM Y
Sighz... todae seems to be great dae in fact.. but my heart hurts terribly... i suffered 2 setbacks todae... i totally lose faith to them.. hatred seems to grow.. but i hope it wun.. juz my illusion... sianz..
oh.. pass my emaths transformation test... =).. tml's vectors test..
is there ani common test this sat.. mrs fong saes it's not combine human week lehx... den e maths is scheduled on 31st july... so?... if not, great.. it'll be a bliss... ha!~...
wait.. y shld i lie.. lame.. nvm...
i been thinkin all the wae home.. todae.. sumone indirectly insulted me juz over sum trival matters... the other din noe anithing bout anithing comment sumthing.. and another 2 matters but no pt sayin it out.. i realli dislike being malign esp. if i din did anithing wrong.. fucking'ly feel disturbed... i realli dislike being in this class... but.. i like sum pple dere too.. huiwen, zhang li(oh man.. we chatted & found out we're int he same kindergarden sch sia... same pri sch, same sec sch.. cool...), yong sheng, yuan long, yeong sheng, yong yee & sum others.. but sum realli... sianz...
well... dunno wad else to sae... i wonder how's tml..
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.Sunday, July 18, 2004 ' 7/18/2004 02:09:00 PM Y
Sianz.. i woke up @ 12.30pm.. lolzz.. slept @ 2 last nite.. watching 2 epi. of peach girls & finished One Nite In Mongkok By Daniel Wu, Cecilia Cheung & Alex Fong!!!... lolzzz.. Shuai Dai le.. lolzzz.. but a pity dat he isn't young.. haha... juz noe dat yoyo is 32 too.. lolzzz... how i wish they're together.. (influenced by Burning Flame 2...) ha!~... Their New Drama Series.. Spilt Seconds by Alex & YoYo Co-star again wil release ard Nov this yr.. gonna go rent... haha.. coz i think s'pore will onli air it after SCV... Sux... haha..
watching PEach girls now.. haha.. 3 more epi... =D...
oh... still got geo wb & e maths , a maths not done.. chi du shu bao gao not done oso.. my god.. lazy to do sia... muahaha.. i go le... update tml!~.. tata!~.......................
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.Saturday, July 17, 2004 ' 7/17/2004 10:47:00 PM Y
haiz.. forgot to comment bout todae's physics paper.. i din noe there's no mcq... so 85 marks are all structured qns... but the paper i dunno lar.. i finished it.. but i think maybe fail.... dun haf much confidence.. but comparing to those who din completed it.. maybe i'm much better bah.. at least i tried to finish it...
todae went to deposit 30 dollars coz i haf to pay 55 dollars for bill.. yeah... not gng out animore... onli window-shoppin perhaps... hmmm.... den... oh yah!!!... i saw zr juz now.. playin bball when i stepped out fo hse.. so happie... but my mother dragged me awae.. she forbids me to see him... shito... haiz....
Heard Frm Huiwen dat they'll be asking us to wear ethnic costumes on mondae... sianz... i hate to be forced... shit.. i'll get beri irritated de..
damn... sianz... i realli dun like sum of the pple in class... they onli care for themselves...
haiz... i realli hate to live here... damn sick...
haha... this is the pic frm Just In Time For Weddin.. Alex Damn Shuai... Though he's alreadi 40... If i'm not wrong.. oh... he & yoyo(Yan In Burning Flame 2) Like Huan xi Yuan Jia Sia.. keep bickering de.. haha.. i browse thru the shows & movies he acted or co-star wif yoyo.. beri funni sia... haha... i luff like hell... love this pair.. but alex insists there's no sparks between them as yoyo to him is like a tomboy.. Awww.... kena influence by BF2... haha...
alright.. hafta go for dinner... perhaps i'll update on mondae lo...
oh man!~.. i Love 5566 & ALex FOng LOTX LOTX LOTX....!!!!
cldn't miss out sumone in sch too... lolzzz...
buh buh!~
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. ' 7/17/2004 03:30:00 AM Y
Heyo... Juz finished Revising physics so i tot i cld get online to update the blog... ha.. i went to sleep the moment i got home.. so tired... now alreadi 3.15 le.. hmm.. i'm sleepie... haha... but i'll update le, play neopets awhile den take a nap lo.. wakin up @ 6.15 to get myself prepared for sch later.. todae's physics test shld be hmm... i think i'll fail haha.. no confidence... bleh...
SIanz.. he went to bedok lib again.. Awww... haha..
Aniwae... chatted wif tine on the phone for 30 mins.. den sms zhang li, xuan till 10.15 den i started revising... lolzzz... hmm... in between i stopped revising and started pondering on y sumone did this to me... i had a conclusion.. sumone dun like me or shld i sae i'm not sumone's frenz.. after wad had happened... i hope i'm thinkin too much.. but after recalling everything... it became more like a fact den juz me-thinkin-too-much... so... hmm... dunno how to sae.. maybe this is one of the greatest regret in life... but well.. i hafta emphasize... we're onli left wif merely 3 mths.. so... perhaps.. juz frenz.. haiz..
todae gonna go sumwhere for window shoppin.. coz i haf to deposit money for bill... ha!~.. dunno when i gonna change new no.... still waiting for brother to make the call... Awww....
hmm.. so tired.... i'm gettin worried... i mean.. dunno leh.. all sorts of feelings.. happie - lookin forward to tml's window shoppin, worried - for later's ct, depressed - over sumthing which had happened todae.. tired - coz i'm still awake... (lame)
haiz... wad can i do to make myself feel more secured... i tried my bez to keep myself free from jumpin to conclusion juz on certain things.. but i cant stop myself frm thinkin the otherwise... but i haf a hunch dat i'm rite this time.. den... how shld i face this... Os cuming soon... i shldn't be affected by this seems to be trival matters but yet it is not.. coz it's a matter of trust towards one another... =S..
wadeva... i go le.. so sianz..
oh yah.. ping.. haha.. anitime lar.. ha!~... love ya!~..
buh everyone..!~..
good luck for the later's ct.. =D
((missing himmmmmmm))
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.Thursday, July 15, 2004 ' 7/15/2004 04:34:00 PM Y
P.S: But i'm frustrated dat U Channel had change the time of burning flame 2 to every mon 10.45 instead of air'ing everydae 7pm.. so i wrote in to complain.. lolzzz...
Ha!~... Had a great dae this afternoon... @ the lab.. lolzz.. we juz laugh laugh laugh.. playin ard... haha... at least i'm getting better frm my moody illness.. ha... =)
todae's a maths.. oh forget it.. i bet i wun even got 5 over 31... study le in the end oso dunno how to apply... =S... but... juz need more practices...
lolz.. mdm haliza saes we're onli left wif 100 daes to o levels... lolzz.. 2400 hrs.. deducted wif time we spend in sch.. rest etc.. we're onli left wif 600 hrs of self revision.. every subj average needed 3.75 daes... =S... isn't dat frightening.. but y am i still here den?... strange...
i think i juz gotten get use to this life.. after readin tine's letter.. wad shld i sae... i mean.. hmm... everything juz drifted awae.. as simple as dat.. like ting.. asked her wad happen.. she always saes.. nth.. veri sad.. de....... maybe lost the kind of bondin' alreadi.. but we juz haf to cherish the 3 mths we're left wif together... so i juz hafta go on.. 3 daes of self-thinking & isolation.. realli make me realise everything & hafat accept it... =) i wun be dat depressed at least for now.. as i haf to study for physics c.t
ha.. so coincident.. when i was gng to step into the classroom this morning.. he passed by... lolzzzz... den we were having lessons @ AVA earlier on.. he was right outside.. Smiling awae.. i juz love his smile.. so pure so... hmm.. so real.. juz smitten over his smile.. ha!~... wadeva...
Fleming right hand rule.. left hand rule.. right hand grip rule.. oh man.. confusing me.. haha.. left is for motor... spilt rings... EMI right hand.. slip rings... right hand for electricity... Aiyo.. so troublesome..
oh yah.. we haf chnage sitting plans... i juz move down one table.. lolzz.. my partner had changed to zheng wei.. lolzzz.. =S... at least he look not bad lar.. haha... =S..
hmm.. got lots of things to be done todae.. haf to revise at least half of the chapters tonite.. so i guess i haf betta get gng.. ai yo.. i'm so muddle-headed(correct?).. left the letter to be send to u weekly to liting.. lolzzz.. lame sia me.. haha!~..
buh buh...
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.Wednesday, July 14, 2004 ' 7/14/2004 05:09:00 PM Y
Hmm... todae... Dunno how to sae.. forget it..
hmm.. tml having amaths test sianz...
oh ya.. physics i got 24/40 for the electricity test... at least i finally pass... =)..
realli dun feel beri well.. dunno wad happen.. maybe too tired... so.. i'll log off..
tried looking for ALex Fong's news but to no avail... it juz takes too much time dat i cant rest... so i think i'll check it up sumdae when i'm free & yuan long saes he'll lend me sum vcds acted by him.. hoho~~... ALex Juz rules alright.... haha.. =D
ok.. i go le.. beri sleepie..
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.Tuesday, July 13, 2004 ' 7/13/2004 06:39:00 PM Y
Todae.. how shld i realli describe todae.... okiez.. i'm falling sick..
i realli dunno how to describe how i feel now... & i dun realli like to express my true feelings here.. i mean the veri veri true feelings... i always type the truth.. but this time.. i seems to be avoiding.. i simply juz realise... i've nth.. ok.. my family.. i;ve got dat.. i realli haf no idea wad to do... dat i realli dun wan to go sch i hate to see everyone.. to make myself miserable.. obviously i'm not in the grp of theirs yet i force myself in.. but yet they're all my bez frenz once.... time to time.. i dun understand y i can advise pple to reconcile wif sumone they fallen off wif but yet i cant do it myself.. i noe the reasons y.. and i haf the rights to do so... but y do i feel sad when my frenz refuse to reconcile wif her fallen out frenz but yet i dun feel anithing for mine...
Ok.. the guy i like... to haf sumone in mind encourages me to look forward to the everyday of sch... but i realise... the feelings is realli getting deeper dat i dun wanna sank ani deeper so i'm giving up...
i'm realli veri sick & tired todae... so i din attend the tuition mrm rogayah actually hired sumone to tutor us... i juz dun wan to waste the 15 when i'm too tired to absorb anithing.. but yet... sumthing happened.. wad u can expect.. i'm not strong ger... if heaven is testing my tolerance, determination, etc.. y am i given so much of problems to handlesince young... everyone claims their problem are more serious... who doesn't think this wae... but...
wadeva... forget it... i'm realli too tired, devastated or shld i sae.. i've broken down completely... how to trust.. i've no idea... bye...
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.Monday, July 12, 2004 ' 7/12/2004 07:08:00 PM Y
Haha... i went to rent burning flame 2 dvds on sat.. so now i'm left wif 2 episodes le.. haha... =D...
Great.. i pass my english oral 29... while my common test for eng 18/30.. ha... but i failed my meaths test.. lolzz.. careless mistakes cost me -4... wa lao.. but i'll work harder okiez?... haha...
kk lar.. todae alot of h.w to do...
sianz.. bill cum le.. 55 dollars... hafta scrimp & save... tml wun go recess.... juz walk ard.. haha... kk lar.. i go watch burning flame lo... haha... haha.... =p...
tata!~... tml got de tuition.. so wun online oso.. haha... buh buh!~
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.Friday, July 09, 2004 ' 7/09/2004 02:49:00 PM Y
Awwww... Tine called to sae ZR was at bedok lib juz now... she juz called to make me envy of her.. oh well.... haha...
left food court @ 1.30.. talk wif ting till bout 2.20.. she missed 4 buses... lamer indeed.. but i felt much better after talking to her... =) thanx frenz...
hmm... i'm realli searchin for the sumone who can understands me... i hope i can find one here... b4 i leave the sch.. hopefully...
sianz.. hafta revise chem.. 28 chapters... my god... sux... juz for an hr half of test... i cant sleep.. can onli rest for a while.. tml oso oral.. scare sia... coz mdm rogayah ask the teachers to take down wad are our weak pts... shito... i scare sia.. haiz... so nervous..
omg... JJ sae shuai.. haha...
haiz.. i think me & ZR no fate... so shld consider givin up... they sae he's a gay.. wa lao... like shit.. lolzzzz... haizzzzzzzz... so sadddddddddddddddddd............
buh!~...
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.Thursday, July 08, 2004 ' 7/08/2004 09:12:00 PM Y
God... dad was involved in a car accident juz now... juz came back... my mummie & i.. scared out of our wits.. lots of police were there.. and sumhow chaos... the other party seems to be badly injured... but thanx god.. nth happen to dad... but he seems to be weird.. he kept quiet... but it wasn't his fault for the accident.. it was the van driver's fault.. haiz.. life is indeed unpredictable..
my brother's luohan died... sian 1/2...
i realli feel dat my life is a mess... dat i feel dat i cant take ani breathe.. suffocating me.. i'm realli lost.... and shito.. i realli cant take it.. wad i haf to face in sch.. the stress.. the look pple giv me as if i did sumthing wrong... i hate dat alright... if i see dat again.. i realli gonna make a great fuss... i gonna scold wadeva vulgarities i heard in my whole life... in exchange for total peace... i dun care if i'm in class... coz i realli cant take it animore.. i'm realli tired... dat's y todae in class i realli feel terribly sick.. sick as in.. furious.. tired... dun understand.. etc.. seriously.. i dun like pple to giv opinions of wad i shld do or wad i had done.. i've my rights... to choose wad i wan & wad i dun wan... likewise.. eve if i sae i wanna quit sch.. no one can sae no... i hate pple to force me.. the more u force me.. the more i gonna do it.. and i'm determined to it.. ok?... i'm changing... not for good but for worst.. i think... wadeva... i need time to cool down...
i'll go play neopets... buh!~..
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. ' 7/08/2004 04:37:00 PM Y
Seriously... i wonder wad's my life is bout.. or when i'm leaving this unfair but yet it seems to be fair world... i'm getting sick of everything... obviously i'm feelin this wae yet i've to put up wif it... why.. why am i doin this... shito.. realli dun understand myself... getting out of hand... haiz.. okiez.. i go study le.. buh!~...
=p...
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. ' 7/08/2004 03:55:00 PM Y
todae's storyline will be tang ming falls in luv wif baolin.. den yan came back... haha... so excited bout the coming episodes.. though i've finished readin all on the net... juz glad baolin & tang ming not together.. or i'll change my mind bout supporting fang zhong xin.. haha... shuai dai le..!!!.. haha.. blehx!
Oh man... haha... glad he din go to musical nite.. whaha!~...
todae he wore the st john's uniform.. cool.. coz he's tall and tanned... so he look great.. realli.. haha... during recess saw him change into the blue t-shirt.. cool... haha... =D...
but... though i'm realli happie upon seein him.. sumthings juz make me feel beri uneasy, uncomfortable.. dat i wish to get rid of it.. so i'm feelin beri moody for the whole dae @ sch.. xcept hafing fun wif my frenz in the canteen.. haha...
Coooollll.. haha... muz ask xuan to tag my board le.. my board been rather lonely arh... haha... lolzz.. tag more... sianz.. this sat is english internal oral.. i'm rather anxious bout it.. i'm afraid i'll fare like last yr.. the "so-so" grade... i wan to pass.. hopefully.. this sat's chem mock exam.. too sudden.. so hafta prepare tonite alreadi.. or else definitely i wun be able to finish up the chapters.. it's horrible.. we'll start @ 7.15.. mrs yeow requested.. so we'll end @ 8.45... =S.. she's feeling damn great this daes since she came back last term.. i love it.. haha.. no more stern look.. instead smiles are hanging.. haha... =D...
but i'm certain things are no longer the same as b4.. i'm realli tired to make ani more changes to it.. so i'll juz face it.. since it's onli 4 mths left isn't it?.. ha!.. i shld be content wif the grp of frenz(xuan, tine, sin, ting, hui, yi, min, teng, shan, huiwen, zhang li, xiao yi, ping & sum others.. =D) i haf now... =D.. so no matter wad i'll onli try my beri bez to be wif them.. heh heh...
okiez.. dat's all for todae... update tml okiez?... gonna bowl this weekend @ marina.. haha.. i'm gng to break my record... 102!!.. yipeeeee... buh buh!~...
love u guys.. but i like him more.. haha!~... dae be dae.. it juz grows deeper.. dat it became a habit to look for him... haha..... dat i feel... he may even noe i like him.. lolzzz... findin waes to make frenz... hahaahahhaha.... den i'll definitely do well for o's!.. juz kiddin.. haha... buh buh!~
Jia You!!!!
((miss Him realli realli realli badly...))
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.Wednesday, July 07, 2004 ' 7/07/2004 04:23:00 PM Y
Alex is a very strict man; he wants everything to be perfect, because he does not want anyone to get hurt. You could say he is a very mean boss, but he is a very talented man. However, his marriage was messed up because of him. Alex's wife Yo Yo is a very childish wife, she relies too much on her husband, and she could not take care of herself. That makes Alex feel too stressful, and at that time, Alex met Flora, who is a very independent woman. Alex and Flora had a sudden feeling toward each other. Yo Yo could not accept the fact Alex betrayed her, so she divorced Alex and began to learn to be independent.
Wong He's wife (played by Jessica) was killed by a car accident, and left Ah He a lovely daughter, Kei Yiu. Ah He promised himself never try to be a hero, because Ah Yiu can not lose a father too. From then on, Ah He did not try to work so hard, until he met Alex (his new boss), and the second woman in his life: Maggie.
Annie is Stephen's master's wife. Stephen's master was passed away, and Annie becomes a widow, she feels very sad because she is still very young. Annie tries to get into a relationship because she needs someone to take care of her. Stephen is always there to protect Annie and help her, then the two begin to love each other. At first, Stephen was afraid about their relationship, because Annie is his master's wife. Later, Stephen realized he is very much in love with Annie, so the two decided to marry, but Annie was afraid she will lose another husband, so she would not allow Stephen to be a fireman, therefore, they broke apart.
--End--
Seriously.. if i realli like sumthing.. i realli like it beri much.. be it a sumone, movie or show... so once i decided i like zr.. means it's him... ha!~... i dun wanna be indecisive.. once i decided on sumthing.. dat's it.. =D
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. ' 7/07/2004 04:13:00 PM Y
Heh heh... Change of new template..
my god.. juz now i left my hse keys @ the letter box there.. gald dat sumone actually pick the keys up and left it on the top of the letter box... thanx to whoeva it is.. spare me frm being getting a lecture frm my mother... phew.... go le.. beri tired le.. sianz...
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. ' 7/07/2004 03:21:00 PM Y
Oh man.. i had juz finished readin the burning flame 2 synopsis... all 35 episodes... but i'm glad tang ming & bao lin was not together... haha... coz tang ming still likes yi ya.. yeah!.. though tang ming does like bao lin.. awww... gonna go rent the vcds... heez... okok.. go lo.. buh buh!~...
so excited dat i noe the endin.. haha... =D
New added links.. ALex Fong Aka My Fav Fang Zhong XIn linkies.... & Burning FLame 2 synopsis.. haha....
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. ' 7/07/2004 01:42:00 PM Y
Cool... Daes Since i last posted ani entries yeah?...
Todae's Musical Nite.. so everyone busy preparing for the later's programme.. while i'm idling awae... all lessons end @ 12 todae.. so i reach home approximately 12.30.. =).. i'm so tired... had the chinese list & oral alreaid.. listening is a flop... while.. oral.. hmm.. is alright for me.. except for the daily topic bout uniforms... beri lame topic to me.. haha... okok... hmm.. had e maths yesterdae... first page is alright.. second page is disastrous.. lolzz.. den... we conference last nite wif xuan, tine & sin... haha.. now den i realise dat the english common test we took on thurs determines the classes we'll eb thrown to for remedial for all graduating classes.. means i've hope to eb in the same class as him?... lolzz...
Shito.. tml is thursdae.. Mr tan sae me & wei leong will haf to receive the NYAA cert tml on stage.. i hope he realli forgets bout it.. it's so awkward... =S... oh man!~.. todae seen alot of him.. feelin damn great...
Juz a pity dat i wun be gng for tonite's musical nite.. yet weiming haven pay me the money... AND Shito.. mums noe bout my bill... she noes everything... she noes i like him.. but she's too tradition.. how shld i sae.. she thinks like him means stead.. wa lao.. =S.. had a hard time explaining to her last nite... coz she threatens to tell my dad.. whereby my dad will nag nag nag @ me.. haha.. wadeva..
Shito... coming sat is the internal eng oral & Chem mock exam.. oral ok fine.. but chem mock.. isn;t dat too sudden.. and it's a coverage of sec 3 & 4 syllabus... isn't dat too much to be done within 3 daes.... dun they think too highly of us.. or well.. i forgot.. sum haf the abililty to do so.. even if they're given a later notice.. cool arh?
Awww... Evon helped us to ask erm desmond to get the class photo but too bad.. their form teacher rejects.. haha.. so he asked us to get it frm the office instead.. well.. he helped aniwae.. hmm.. =S.. wad else to update?... i juz realise dat almost all of my frenz had a liking towards 5a guys... it juz seems to be dat the most eligible guys are all in 5a... lolzz... sounds bias.. coz the one i like is there too.. wonder wad he'll be wearing if he's gng... ha!~... Nvm.. tonite my dars' will sms me to inform me.. lolzzz...
Sianz eh... i wanna go slp le.. beri tired.. now onli 2pm.. can rest till 4pm den do hoemwork & study for chem... hmm.. think we cant bowl on fridae alreadi.. so sad.... haha!~... buh buh!~~~... Jia you.. & haf fun tonite!...
i had better stop pondering bout the musical nite den i wun find it a pity.. heh heh!~.. go play neopets den rest lo... tata!~...
((oh man.. realli misses him alot...))
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.Sunday, July 04, 2004 ' 7/04/2004 06:35:00 PM Y
I'll haf a quick update.. brother is in the kitchen.. we're preparing todae's dinner.. haha...
Yeah!.. I hit 102 pts @ yesterdae's bowling.. finally... yesterdae a amazing dae... 4 pple cried... lolzzz... but at least i felt much closer to hui le.. haha... =D...
haiz.. i think i onli score 4 marks for list.. i had 3 qns wrong alreadi.. while i think the other 3.... awww... dunno... it is 10% of the overall paper sia.. shito.. think i gonna got b4 le... shit... means i got to do well for another subj. either a maths or physics.. hafta choose one.. haiz.. =(.. hafta do well for tuesdae oral..
gonna go mac eat tml.. for breakfast.. haha.... den study... k lo.. tml morning i'll update.. i go le... buh buh!
happie Youth Dae!!!
i love everyone!!!
thanx huiwen!
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.Friday, July 02, 2004 ' 7/02/2004 06:02:00 PM Y
Yoz... Finally can get online le.. i'm so tired todae.. juz reach home... had lots of fun todae... cool... haha...!~... bleh..
tomolo is chinese listening.. jia you lo!... my oral is on tuesdae.. tine.. not todae.. Toot... oh.. now i understand y u sae i muz thanx u.. after sch rite?... wadeva... haha...
oh yeah.. a REMINDER.... wadeva decision i've made.. i wun change alright.. got it?..
yeah... mondae gonna be a holidae.. while tml gonna accompany tine to orchard or bugis.. hmm... hehe..
oh Yah.. Another REMINDER!!!... i'm gettin irritated alright.... afetr tine told me sum things... i've realli confirmed... i onli like one guy... S** Z** R**... okiez?..
SOunds mean todae.. but i'm realli gettin damn irritated...
And.. i've satisfied to haf a grp of great frenz wif me.. it's enuff..... =p & i'm glad dat i actually like physics, a maths & chem... gonna do well... =D...
wanna cum & update.. but dun feel like updating animore.. sick sia.. i'm so tired... yeah!.. tml can see him!!.. Hurray!!!... Love everyone..
Ehhh... i still hate him... more & more... shito!~..
& Pls...... dun try to change my mind if i decided on sumthing.. it onli makes me more certain dat i wun change my mind.. i hate pple to control me.. wadeva i do.. =S..
heh heh... no lar.. i'm juz saying out how i feel... (i think i realli changed, opps... haha)
buh buh!~...
Good luck to everyone taking CHinese List. tml!...
((Missing Him damn badly... coz i hardly see him todae...))
Now everyone is my Dars'... haha...
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